Chapter 125 - KISS

Does she kiss strangers regularly? She did it to him expertly and swiftly as if it was not the first time she did that to a man. Lapil clenched his jaw. 

"Is that it?" He lowered his tone, sounding very furious with her explanation. "You made me crazy because of that?"

"W-what do you mean crazy?" 

"I was longing for you! That kiss you gave me! It's making me insane that I want to feel it again!" Lapil exploded, he can't grasp how reasonable she was while he was the one who's trying to hold himself back.

Also, it's making him lose his sanity as he discerns her innocent stares glowering in this darkness where she lays her body on the bed. She has no idea how many times he had fantasized about her in his mind. 

"It was just a kiss… '' Yanarym muttered that made Lapil shut up. She's right, it's just a kiss. But that kiss… 

"Then, kiss me," Lapil uttered in belligerence. 

"What?" Yanarym had her face distorted with this young man. "You know, I am about to get married."

"So, what? It's just a kiss right?" He returned her tone, but in the sound of mockery. Yanarym blinks her eyes, stupefied with his request. She's having a headache… 

"Lapil, I did that because I have to." She explained in a soft voice but Lapil only grimaced at her rhetoric.

"You will do it again because you have to. Or else I will ruin your marriage. Even though nothing really happened between us, I saw you naked. It is enough to destroy your image as his wife." Yanarym couldn't believe that Lapil was blackmailing her at this moment! And why would he even waste time on her? She just literally kissed his lips--- it wasn't even a real kiss but a peck, brushing of skin to one another! They didn't have sex and he was forcing her to take responsibility? Why! Was it because she smacked his butt?

Even this threat was nothing but empty fumigation. She won't even marry Achis! Her eyes were still rolling with her brains and this male lead was adding too much to her headache. 

"That won't scare Achis, Lapil. J-just let it go, okay?" 

"Let it go? You are so clueless about what you did, aren't you?" 

"It's not like you fell in love with me! What's wrong with you?" 

"And if I did?" 

"What?"

"What if I fell in love with you?" If he did? What the hell was he talking about? How could he fall in love with her? They spent time together within half---no, it wasn't even half a day! It's one-fourth of a day! And he had his female lead!

"Then, that's nothing but superficial. You don't even know me!" 

"You're right, I don't know a single thing about you. But how do you explain why am I like this? This. This never happened to me before. I am missing you badly, I am going insane just thinking of you!"

"It's because you like my face! You like me because I am pretty! That's it. You just have to look for someone else, try to---" 

"I will not look for someone, I've yearned for you since I last saw you! Do you know what that means?! I am only crazy for you!"

"That can't be true! That's nothing but infatuation Lapil, we can think of others so---" Yanarym was cut off with her dialogue. She was trying to give him a solution with his unstable mind when he suddenly grabbed her hand pulling her to his body. With his strength, he lifted her easily into his lap. 

Wrapping one of his arms to her torso and using his other hand to cup her jaw and kiss her hungrily. Yanarym's eyes widened as she did not follow the movements of the young man. It was heavy and fierce, he was forcefully devouring her. She nudged his chest or made a gap between them but he just crashed her body to him. 

"Ahmm! Hmm!" She tried to evade her lips from him but could not because he was gripping her chin tightly. It's starting to sting her so she stopped moving. 

She took deep breaths through her nose and opened her eyes. She complied and let him slake his thirst for her. Slowly, he loosens his grip on her body and face. He opened his eyes and they locked their gazes with different emotions on them. 

"Are you done?" Yanarym asked him coldly and Lapil gulp.

Heeding her frigid eyes, as if her eyes were criticizing him, it reflects how much he disappointed her with his bestial actions. 

"R-rym, are you mad?" He gulped, anguish in his heart enveloping him entirely. He brushed her swollen lips with his finger but she swiftly avoided him by turning her face to the side. "Please don't be mad…" 

No, he didn't want this. He didn't want her to be mad at him. The idea of her hating him felt so mortifying. Anyone could curse him, but not her. Just her… 

He rested his forehead on her shoulder. He put down his shaking hand and embraced her, pulling them into him. "I… I am sorry, I apologize, please don't despise me." He pleaded in a low voice. But when he heard no response from her, he became even more frantic. He looked up to her and she still had those cold eyes. 

"I… I don't want to do this Rym---but it's getting into me." Mumbled, sounded like begging or hopeless. "I want you, but you are already someone else's… I long for you, I miss you, I need you… but you are not mine. I want you to be mine." 

Honestly, she belongs to no one. But conceding that Achis was not her groom would result in chaotic scenarios. Lapil knows how to constraint himself because she was taken.. However, if she continues to push him away, it will only cause her more trouble.