Chapter 69 - BLAME

That is why this was all happening to her. It shouldn't be like this, she should just be the one Alyx loves! She's the only one in Alyx's eyes!

The woman who should be next to Alvan and co-star of the projects should also not be Yanarym but her! The adoration and a lot of attention and love Alvan displayed when it comes to Yanarym, should be hers too! She should be the woman in every photo and subject of his social media posts. She should be his love team, she was supposed to be the star of that movie! She was meant to have it all!

Everything that Yanarym has is hers! If Yanarym hadn't flirted with the two young men and taken them. She would be the one who has been loved and admired by the whole world! That is all how it is supposed to be!

"YANARYM! YOU SLUTTY BITCH! THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT! ALYX IS SUPPOSED TO BE CRAZY ABOUT ME! ALVAN SUPPOSE TO LOVE ME! THE GLORY SHOULD BE MINE! YOU BITCH TOOK IT ALL AWAY! THIS SHOULD BE YOUR PLACE NOT MINE! GIVE IT BACK! GIVE IT BACK! AHHHHH! " She shouted violently as she kicked the air in anger.

After that night, the hooligan hadn't entered her room for four days. No one brought food or water to Alyana, she was so hungry and thirsty, devastated that she was left to die in isolation, that she cried to drink water from the toilet bowl.

On the seventh day without warning the doorknob rattled which caused Alyana to gaze with hope in her illuminated eyes at the door.

She saw the man holding a tray of food. She knelt and approached the man and desperately reached for the tray he was holding. No one spoke between the two of them and the man left quietly while Alyana was eating loudly.

She quickly ran out of food on the tray but still, her stomach wasn't filled enough. She ducked on the floor and scraped that spilled from the tray. She didn't leave a single grain of rice.

A few hours later the man returned and picked up the tray on the floor. Alyana immediately crawled to his leg and started crying.

"Let me go, please! W-what do you need? Money? Hah? Lend me a phone, I'll call my parents in the states, they'll give you money!" She cried pitifully but there was no response from the man. She looked up and cried even more. "I won't even tell this to the authorities, please set me free!"

No response-- he shoved her off his feet and turned his back on her. Alyana's eyes widened in despair.

"Or, my body! Do you want to make me a toy or something? I'll give it to you! I'll do what you want! Just take me out of this room! P-please! I'll be your slave or sex slave! Huh? Just treat me better! I'll do what you want! " She pleaded but the hooligan kept on walking out of the door. She tried to run after him but she couldn't stand.

"STOP! D-DON'T LEAVE! CAN'T YOU EVEN TELL ME WHY AM I HERE!? YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE! DO YOU THINK YOU CAN'T BE JAILED FOR WHAT YOU'RE DOING ?? THIS IS A CRIME! YOU THINK YOU CAN GET AWAY? ! NO! NO! D-don't GO! WAIT! --- " Without a word the man left the room. Alyana bit her lips, sobbed, and put her head on the floor. "Why, why, why! WHY! WHY! WHY ME!" She struggled to free her hands from the tie and it only caused her pain. "WHY ME! WHAT HAVE I DONE WRONG!? WHAT!"

After three days without showing up, the man returned. When he opened the door the foul smell emanated from the room but there was no reaction in his expression and he laid the tray on the floor and stared at Alyana crawling towards the tray and silently ate.

He went out of the room and closed the door. Alyana continued to eat the food on the tray, she swallowed without complaining and drank the water that was served. Even though the whole room stinks of dirt and urine mixed in the toilet and floor, to her surroundings. She could not flush because there was no more water in the bucket.

She was losing hope of freedom in this place. If the man had not arrived, she would surely have lost her sanity due to hunger and would have eaten what was in the room to stay alive.

She chose to be obedient because she no longer had the strength to shout and fight. She would rather keep silent, if she does that, the man will feed her.

Yet, she doesn't know how slow the time runs, she still thought that the man was taking too long to come back for the tray.

Just like that, another five days have gone by. Alyana was already reaching her limit, for the past few days, she's been tempted to just end her sufferings. She's been contemplating whether to kill herself with the tray but she couldn't do it, she can't hurt herself. Over that period, she was left with nothing to do or to eat, she was too weak to move around especially since the tie on her hand was still there. Although, it seems to be somewhat loosened she had no energy to struggle and break free.

Strange enough, when she thought she would die just like this, the door opened. Men in black entered the room and splashed her body with cold water. She couldn't comprehend much and was about to drink the water on the floor mixed with her urine and excrements. Yet, she was seized by the men as they lifted her from the ground holding her shoulders. They cut off the rope knot on her wrist, then they dragged her to another room. It was larger and fancier, the fresh air and the heat from the outside, "You look pathetic, Alyana.." Alyx grinned ominously.