Chapter 148

I don't believe it's my fault.

Forget it. I'll go to the hospital tomorrow and have a good look after I get the physical examination form.

But... So what? After all, this is the result. The hospital can't make a mistake about such a simple matter as physical examination.

If I am sick, I can't have a baby, which also means that I can't get a cent of the legacy that my grandfather gave me.

But that's not what I'm sad about.

I'm sad that I think of lowerson's words. He said: if I want to be pregnant, it must be his baby.

Ah

Forget it. I don't want to.

Because there is a load in my heart, which diverts my attention, I feel less headache instead.

I covered the quilt and put my head in the quilt.

I keep comforting myself: Song Yao, isn't she pregnant? Little things! Don't be upset. I don't know how many women can't have babies at the end of the day. Isn't it good to live a free and comfortable life without having children, suffering from pregnancy, and taking care of children?

But even so, the depression in my heart can not be eliminated.

So sleepy to the middle of the night, I had a hot sweat, a touch forehead, forehead a cool, feel much better. I tried to get out of bed, and sure enough, I was no longer top heavy, so I went to the bathroom and took a hot bath. After the bath, I went to the kitchen to boil a bowl of brown sugar ginger tea.

After three o'clock in the morning, it was light soon.

I don't want to go to the hospital to get any physical examination form, the results are not all known?

At seven in the morning, I got a call from Lawson.

He asked me out for a dinner with him in the evening.

"Sorry, I won't go."

"Why?"

"Don't go if you don't want to." I'm in a bad mood. I've just called Xiao Xu. I won't go to the company today. I just stay at home.

"What's the matter?"

"Do you really want to know?"

"Say it

"Good. This is definitely not good news for me. Luo Weisen, yesterday I went for a physical examination. The doctor said I had congenital infertility. It means I'll never have a baby in my life. "

There was a strong cry in my voice.

"Is it..." Lawson lengthened a little bit, with a little bit of uncertainty.

"Yes. You think, we've been together for a long time. We haven't had contraception, but I haven't had anything. I should have thought about it

"That's why you're so sad?"

"Am I still happy?"

He sighed“ Don't think about it. It can be big or small. It's not worth any psychological pressure. "

He asked me where I was.

He said he would come right away.

"Do you... Really think so?" I told him that as a woman, of course, I wanted to have the right to be a mother“ To be honest, if I can get pregnant, I hope I can have your baby. But what else do you say now? "

On the other end of the cell phone, Lawson was silent for a few seconds.

He seems to be thinking.

Zui is halfway through.

"Song Yao. Listen to me, the value of a woman is not to give birth to a child or to be a tool for giving birth to a child. I think you understand that. "

I sighed and said I knew.

"Now that you know it, you should cheer up and do as usual!"

My voice is soft“ Can you... Come with me? "

This request is actually quite inhuman. Because before ten in the morning, it's the busiest and most efficient time of the day.

Sure enough, he hesitated.

"No, I can't come."