18 Chapter 17

"Master Moon,thank you for your kind help...."

Amara said half-heartedly....

'Why did you accept the cub!?'

She didn't like the feeling of her possession being snatched away by others...

Yes,in the eyes of Amara,the snow mountain tiger heir was already hers....

But it seems that her lil rice ball and her lil dragon were pleased...

"It's fine, "Thider sighed inwardly

...'Are we doomed to become an eyesore for each other?'

Your heartbeat is telling me that your words mean nothing ....,second sister...you muat be hating me ,right now..

After the team gone,Thider turned to Feng Jiu.

"I told you that I will Be Back..."

And she grabbed his hands.

"If you die now,whom I'm gonna kill in the future?Huh?"

..."Sen Thider," Feng Jiu stared into her dark ,lifeless eyes....

"What,?Here,take this..."She pulled a few boxes from her bracelet ,and put it into his arms.

"There's some for Elder Mo too .You can look at them after we get back..I'll listen to your explanation after that....You've become a soul emperor.. ..not bad..but if you really think you can kill every magical beast in your way to the celestial contenent, you are wrong.. ...

Your brain can think of the possibility of your death...if you continued on right?Well,think of this as your lesson...What are you doing!?"

Thider heard the heavy boxes greeting to the snowy ground ...and a pair of shaky hands pulled her into the embrace.. ..

"The heck?What are you up to now?Where do you think I got these things from?You're just throwing things around now?!"

'Eh?What's up with his system? Damn,there's water elements on the corners of his eyes...Is he scared?'

'Oh,Buddha...'Thider mentally face the sky....'Why is this kid so strange...Where is the cold blooded male lead who left me to death in my past life ....?Can this kid really kill a thing at all?!'

"Hey,Feng Jiu..Are you crying like a sissy now because you are afraid of death? So unbecoming.. .I wander how you survive in that poisonous place for this long .Damn,so useless."

'Don't be deceived ,Thider..This kid will kill you in the future...Even if he doesn't.. .which is very unlikely....Number three had kill him in her world...'

"Why are you treating me like this?"

The boy said in a muffled voice under her chin...

-A Celestial empress can change her body structure however she likes and Thider had turned her self into a sixteen years old body..-

Thider chuckled...coldly..

'You hate it?Of course, anyone would hate the way I treat him..'

"Like what?"

"You are treating me like a plaything....,you want me to grow stronger....you'd do anything to keep me safe..makes me stronger.

even if you have to put your arm

into a venom's mouth,even if you have to lock me away from the world....and isolate me for a long time..like you never cared about my opinions.. Then again,you would leave a way out for me.. But your words are always poisonous to me...Your eyes never held light whenever you see me but they shine when you talk about your half-sisters.... yet,you won't go and risk your life for them like you did for me...you are being nice to me but you are being creul to me

at the same time..I don't know what I have done to make you treat me like this.... .I want to let my guard down around you but you won't let it happen...Your actions are so confusing...I am going to be crazy if this continues..

So,tell me..."

He looked up to her dark,and lifeless eyes...no,there were some emotions in it..

"Why,why are you like this?!"

This words of his were like a kitten complaining after being abandoned for so long by his master.....'Why do I think this scene is quiet familiar? '

This is the first time,Feng Jiu said something that matched his heartbeats and aura...This kid said something true to her...

Thider was surprised... but the darkness in her heart is there for a long time already.. ..It cannot be washed away by a mere words..

'I don't know what I have done to make you treat me like this...'

Thider smiled mockingly...making the child to depressed..."You don't know, huh?"

Her voice was cold as though there was a strom brewing inside her heart...Then,she paused...causing Feng Jiu to feel as if he was walking on a string with loads of sharp weapons...underneath..

"Sen Thider?" I'm going to be crazy...

Sen Thider was also in a conflict.. .

She just realised that While the Feng Jiu in her memories ,her doubles' descriptions,and the novel said that he was a cold blooded man who left her to her death,the Feng Jiu in front of her had never once opposed her or did anything that would harm her...and this Feng Jiu is still a child with no mother and a heartless father and a scheming stepmother,and dreadful siblings..Although the situation is changed into his favour right now..

Deep down,.The fact that he is in fact ,a child, still existed...

'What have I done?'Thider pressed her temple and then, hugged the astonished boy back..

.

"Sorry, old thing..."She said as she patted his back..."I was confused and let my hatred fell on you.I forgot that you are still a child."

Feng Jiu frowned at this...'Am I not older than her by three years?'

Thider told him...

"I didn't want to kill you because I thought it would be such a waste if you just die like that...Also,you looked weak and helpless ...So,I wanted you to get stronger...

I thought that it would be very interesting to see your stupid face when I finally kick you down after puishing you to the top... I thought that if I cannot escape my fate of being killed....no....left to death by you and my half-sister,I might as well torment you till the end.."

"What?! What do..."

"Sush,I'm not done yet.." Thider said as she put her chin onto his shoulder.."I am a reincarnated soul...In my past life ,I read a sloppy book whose plot line looked exactly like this life... every thing about me,my family situations,you ,the country and my half sisters are all too alike..."

Feng Jiu was quietly. .listening to her story ...Thider sighed..

'It's good to have someone other than your soul fragments and contractors ,listening to your story....'

"It was about how one of my half-sisters died and then,reborn to avenge on the world that had wronged her.I liked you two in the novel....but after thinking deeply ,It's not so good either....I 'll tell you the details later... The main point ...well at least,that was the main point for me...is that I somehow became jealous of you two as you were very intimate.. .Thinking about it make me laugh...HaHaha"

Thider laughed while Feng Jiu frowned..

"Anyway,"Thider said....her tone became serious again.."I begun to

do a lot of things that would make you feel disgusted with me instead of getting a good impression .Afterwards,I,a heroine's daughter ,managed to get a lot of hatred from the people....And the Sen family declined rapidly....after opposing my half -sister.People died .My eldest sister,fourth sister,fifth sister,their maids,my Zin and Yin,eldest brother,second brother, Uncle Gin,princess Heng, Madem Sen,second mistress,fourth mistress,third mistress.....then,I was left in a sea of poisonous insects by you two...It was quite scary....and disgusting.. ..and painful"

"Of course,I didn't believe it at first,but then,things are becoming too similar to ignore then when I realised that this is not just a dream....Things have already gone to a distance...."

Thider sighed as she patted his back..."I was already nine when I started realising this fact..,I was not able to save your empress mother,I am sorry...then,I thought about things like befriending you so that you will at least spare the Sen family in the future but you have already started your way to the top alone.

I couldn't see anyway to help you...and worse still,my poison acted up and I lost my sight...."

Feng Jiu eyes grew wide at this .

"You can't see anymore....?"

"Philia said I'll be fine after three or four years.. . Now,be quiet...

I haven't finished yet... " Thider said curtly..

"Then,things happened a lot in my family and I almost lost my sisters forever.. .but I managed to prevent it somehow.....but the idea of the death still haunted my mind and I would have nightmares of different versions of me dying in the dark nights...

Then,I met with my soul fragments from other worlds... They too were facing the same problem as me...Some were ploted against ,some simply ran away from the messy place while some killed or tried to kill you two....

Some succeed, some failed.."

Feng Jiu sensed killing intent from the girl who was embracing him ...

"And the memories of failed ones came to me as dreams....countless forms of ruthless and cold-blooded killings are still vivid in my mind....and my hatred for you started to grow...."

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