Chapter 184

Name:When You're Gone Author:晚来风急
New year's Eve in 2017, especially sad.

Wen MINGTING almost tearfully washes his face all day, but he has nothing to do with Gu Hansheng.

Only those around him know what life Gu Hansheng has been living.

He can stay up for many days, work during the day, and shut himself up in his study or bedroom at night.

Most of the servants in residence zero were dismissed.

Qu Eucalyptus often wakes up at night and sees the villa standing in the wind and snow without a trace of light. He feels sad from the bottom of his heart.

At this time, she would always go to the main building with the light on, and walk up the stairs lightly. Standing at the door of the master bedroom, she could hear the cry like a trapped animal.

Depression and despair.

Men have tears, but not to sad place.

Liang Shu's departure was a devastating blow to Gu Han.

Qu Eucalyptus does not know how long he can last in this state, and no one dares to persuade him.

In the house, the old lady and Jing Yu secretly stole Liang Shu's ashes and buried them in a suburban cemetery. Gu Hansheng was still a little late later. When he arrived, the new tomb was already up. There were Taoist priests in Taoist robes and crowns around the tombstone.

They drenched the bowl of rootless water stained with black Rune paper dust from the top of the tombstone, and recited that if the dust returned to the earth, it would be cool.

Everyone's attention is on the Taoist, and almost no one notices the appearance of Gu Hansheng.

Wen MINGTING stood in front of the grave and looked at the gravestone in front of him. With his hands folded, he closed his eyes and said to the new grave, "ah Shu, blame me. Let Hansheng go. Don't pester him any more, OK?"

There was nothing around but the whirring wind.

Tears fell down the corner of Wen MINGTING's eyes. Her eyelids trembled and she continued to say, "ah Shu, let's go. From now on, don't pester him or appear in front of him, even in a dream."

Don't pester him, don't appear in front of him, even in a dream

When this sentence flashed through Gu Hansheng's mind, his only reason was derailed.

In the daytime, he paralyzed himself by his work. Instead of being punished by the fire or the public opinion, Gu's development surpassed the past. This is due to Gu Hansheng.

He can force himself not to think about her during the day.

But when it comes to night, I can't help thinking any more.

Miss like a bottomless black hole, it began to drill out in the dead of night, like a vine full of tentacles, into people's minds, eager to catch everything it wants.

But Liang Shu didn't even give Gu Hansheng the chance to dream of her.

Even nightmares.

So many days and nights, no one knows how he came here.

Maybe, I never came here to talk about it.

Maybe at some time, he will not exist.

At the moment, it seems that everything has a reasonable explanation.

He didn't believe that the ashes were Liang Shu's, but he believed that Liang Shu's soul had been living in residence zero.

They put the ashes into this square tomb, then covered the coffin and buried the earth. They also locked the cool soul in it.

Gu Hansheng seems to be able to hear ah Shu's voice calling for help.

It's like she was in that big fire.

The soles of Gu Hansheng's feet are as heavy as lead. Every time he takes a step, his heart aches until he stands behind Wen MINGTING.

People around didn't speak. Maybe the atmosphere was too oppressive and no one dared to speak.

Gu Hansheng's eyelids moved and tears rolled down from his dry eyes. In his hoarse voice, he said helplessly to Wen MINGTING's back: "Mom, do you have to be so cruel?"

Wen MINGTING trembled all over, slowly opened his eyes, and then slowly turned around.

"Do you know how much I blame myself? You want me and her divorce certificate, I promise you, in the Civil Affairs Bureau that night, she wore very little, her hand was frozen to grow a small chilblain, I know she is very cold, but I didn't care about her

After a pause, Gu Hansheng continued with his voice: "do you know how high the temperature inside the villa was when it was on fire? In the infrared camera, the fire is blazing, and the whole picture is red. Ah Shu is in it, and I don't care about her. "

The wind is very strong, and the temperature in the suburbs is very low. After a long rest, there is a faint sign of snow.

Gu Hansheng stepped forward and stood next to Wen MINGTING. His palm was on the cold tombstone. He looked down at the words on the tombstone, and a cool smile flashed in his drooping eyes. He said, "now, you've trapped her three feet underground to sleep. How can I walk two meters above the ground in the air?"

What he said was very flat.

It's so insipid that it doesn't have any ups and downs.

But just like this, Wen MINGTING looked at him with a look of shock and despair. She burst into tears. If she hadn't been helped by LIANG Qing behind her, she might have fallen to the ground.

The soil around the newly dug grave is still loose.

Gu Hansheng kicked and destroyed all the incense table tributes in front of the public. When he reached out to pull the tombstone again, Jingyu stopped him.

Jingyu frowned at him, "Hansheng, what are you doing? Aunt Ting has done all this for you. Why do you waste all her efforts? "

"Painstakingly?" Gu Hansheng's corner of his mouth means an unknown radian. "Jingyu, the knife hasn't cut your flesh. You're not qualified to say that."

"But she's dead. Buddhism stresses the cycle of cause and effect. You've been trapping her so that she can't be reincarnated. How can you start her next life? People who die should live in peace, which is in line with the principle of heaven and ethics. "

Gu Hansheng doesn't want to hear Jingyu nonsense.

People can never feel the feelings of others.

It's like the cold is gone.

For most people, it may just be that there is one less person in the world.

In many people's tears, Gu Hansheng has just lost his wife for one term. Naturally, the next one will make up for it. He is Gu Hansheng. There is no shortage of women around him, let alone Mrs. Gu.

But for Liang Shu, she disappeared completely in this world.

When people die, they will never be seen again.

Many years later, until he died, he could not see her again, nor could he hear her voice. From then on, this person completely disappeared.

And these people don't understand what Liang Shu meant to Gu Han.

For the rest of my life, the name Liangshu can only appear in my memory

When Gu Hansheng thought of this, he felt pain all over his body.

From the beginning of his "interest" in her to the present "deep mire", it seems that he has only confirmed the nonsense of that sentence: he goes deep without knowing where to start.

And these people, they don't understand.

……

The Taoists are gone.

Because they are afraid of the next scene, they can't clean up. It's disrespectful for them to escape without permission. They are afraid of retribution.

In fact, Gu Hansheng did not dare to do anything to Wen MINGTING.

So at last he beat Jingyu.

All the people present dare not go up to persuade.

Jingyu is not Gu Hansheng's opponent. When Gu Hansheng grabs his collar and punches Jingyu in the face, he doesn't have the slightest weakness.

Wen MINGTING was sobbing. She watched the red blood spilling from Jingyu's nose and lips, reddening the snowy ground.

She regretted it.

Compared with Gu Hansheng, Gu jiamenfeng is nothing at all.

If you don't even have Gu Hansheng, the Gu family will be gone.

People live a life, always have to experience something to fully understand.

However, Wen MINGTING's great insight came too late, and it was too sad. There was a life of catching cold in the middle.

She went up to hold Gu Hansheng, like a farce to the end, she cried and said: "I will not force you any more. I will go down to apologize to her after a hundred years, and I pray her to forgive me. It doesn't matter whether you marry or not in the future. Hansheng, my mother only hopes you live well now."

Gu Hansheng held his hand.

Jingyu lying on the ground, looking at the sky with open eyes, suddenly also gave birth to a kind of don't want to live mind.

He was played with applause by a woman, but also lost his heart. No one believed such shameful things.

Looking at Gu Hansheng's present state, Jingyu thinks that love is more fierce than poison.

It's too easy to destroy a person.

Later, an ambulance came to pull Jingyu away.

At first, everyone thought it would be over here, but no one thought that Gu Hansheng would come to dig a grave in the middle of the night.

The wind whistling at night, the sound pulling bare bushes, like ghosts.

Ji Shen held an umbrella to him and kept silent.

At this point, he will not talk to Gu Hansheng any more, because he has been with Gu Hansheng for so long, and he has never seen such a crazy moment. What's more, he has lived nearly 30 years, and he has never seen such a crazy person in his life.

Ji Shen holds an umbrella, but his thoughts are far away. He can't understand Gu Hansheng.

They have developed brains, so their way of doing things is inevitably different from ordinary people. He wants to see how crazy the boss can be in the end, whether to let the world destroy him first or let the world destroy him finally.

Digging graves is not an easy job.

In the afternoon, because of the snow and the low temperature, the soil layer of Xinfen was frozen quickly.

There is no way to open it up by Gu Hansheng.

Ji Shen saw him throw a shovel later, and bare hands to dig the soil. The ice slag mixed with dirt into his fingernails until ten fingers were touched and blood was not made.

At the regular meeting the next morning.

All the people sitting on the oval conference table clearly saw Gu Hansheng's bloody ten fingers and the soil on his fingers that had not been washed clean.

From the beginning to the end of the meeting, there was nothing but the voice of the people on stage who were wary of reporting.

At the end of the whole meeting, people's eyes were almost attracted by Gu Hansheng. Gu Hansheng kept his head down, seemed to be asleep, and seemed to be meditating, but no one knew what he was thinking.

Later, when the meeting ended, everyone left with Ji Shen, leaving Gu Hansheng alone.

Later, the cleaner went in to clean up.

When I saw a little water stains under a seat, I thought that the water in the cup was spilled, but the tea on the seat still kept the original appearance, and no one had drunk it at all.

Pao Jie didn't understand. She shook her head and wiped those marks with a mop.

When the secretary went to the president's office to deliver the information, she held her breath and took over the document signed by Gu Hansheng. She didn't want to say hello and was ready to turn around.

But Gu Hansheng looked up after signing and didn't hand the document to her for the first time. His eyes seemed to pass through the area behind her.

But just a few seconds later, Gu Hansheng gave the document to Shi Qing.

When she turned around and left, she was stopped by Gu Hansheng. She turned back and tried to pull out a little smile, but she found that she couldn't do it, so she gave up and called Mr. Gu.

Gu Hansheng pointed to the sofa area behind her and asked Shiqing, "do you think there can be hallucinations here?"

As she leaned back to chill, she squeezed the hard shell of the folder with her fingers and then shook her head.

Out of the office.

Time goes straight to Jishen's office.

"Ji tezhu!"

Ji Chen is meeting with a client, but he didn't expect that Shi Qing would burst in. As soon as he frowned, Shi Qing understood and turned to go out.

Half an hour later, the secretary sent the client away.

Shi Qing rushed directly to Ji Shen. She stroked her chest and said, "what is Mr. Gu doing these days?"

Ji Shen looks at her and doesn't speak.

I heard the little secretaries in my office say that Mr. Gu comes here every morning for two cups of black coffee, and it's the same in the afternoon. What does this person want

She shook her head and said, "when my wife passed away, Mr. Gu didn't give her a decent funeral. He didn't even clarify the slander on the Internet. Now when I go out, I can occasionally hear those speechless wives in some teahouses and cafes."

What the book says is good. I don't know the whole picture. I won't comment.

Every time she wanted to rush up to give those people a big ear, but every time she held back.

Gu Hansheng doesn't care. She's a secretary. Why.

Only occasionally I feel unworthy of cooling.

When it comes to timing, Ji Chen is not unable to answer.

He was afraid to answer.

Can he tell Shi Qing that in your eyes, Mr. Gu, who wears a suit, smokes a cigarette and drinks black coffee several times a day, is a grave digger who goes to a suburban cemetery in the evening?

Of course not.

Ji Chen only said: "don't mind Mr. Gu's business, do your own enough."

Gu Hansheng dug intermittently for a week. Ji Chen didn't understand this behavior at first, but later, he seemed to understand it in an instant.

He didn't mean to keep lengshu away from home.

Mr. Gu is just afraid that they will not treat her well.

He took out the urn, wiped the dried up mud with a handkerchief, then put it back again, covered the coffin and buried the earth again.

After all this, it's almost dawn.

In the distance, the mountains are undulating, and the crabs are green at the junction with the sky. It looks like a fine day today.

On the way down the mountain, Ji Chen hands Gu Hansheng '

"In addition, ask the public relations department to draft documents and issue statements. Ah Shu and I have never divorced, let alone died as the public said."

"Remember that the meeting will not be held. If there is any jumping or dissatisfaction on the Internet, we will deal with it without leaving any trace. Qian Gu can smash it. We will respect and welcome anyone who chooses to be a good man with his tail in his hand or to be sealed forever."

Ji Chen heard every word clearly.

He can understand every word.

But together, he didn't understand. Gu Hansheng put his hand over the sky and confused right and wrong.

When he got on the bus, Ji Chenzhong couldn't help but asked: "Sir, you... I know something I shouldn't say, but my wife has already..."

In the back seat, the cold wind rushed into the car. Gu Hansheng didn't lift his eyelids and said, "ah Shu, she's not dead."

He always thought she wasn't dead. In the next few decades, even if he can't find her, she can still live in his heart. When the car started, Gu Hansheng opened his eyes. He looked up at the foggy mountain. The lights of some new graves were still on in the snow. He said to Ji Chen in the front seat, "find time to bring ah Yun, and bury him beside her."“ Yes Ji Shen nodded. It's more than seven in the morning and less than eight in the morning. It is the office workers shuttling between the reinforced concrete in the city, the cold streets, passers-by in a hurry; The noisy coffee shop is full of people; The crowded subway station is full of people. When a new day begins. Almost everyone's news and entertainment software on their mobile phones exploded. Gu issued several official documents in succession, the one at the top of which was about the marital status between him and Liangshu and the death status of Liangshu. The content revealed inside completely subverts the inherent impression established in everyone's mind. What's also shocking is that Gu's lawyer team has created hundreds of social accounts in a row, and explained that Gu's lawyer team has sent lawyer letters to these people respectively, and said that it is not difficult to find out the real life identity of these people. I hope these people can take good care of themselves. However, Aite's accounts are useless even if they are reformed. They should also bear legal responsibility. But Gu's statement is one thing, and what netizens think in the end is another. This version is not what they want to see, so in their spare time, we still discuss the previous version This is Wen MINGTING's most difficult new year's Eve in so many years. One month after Liang Shu died. After returning from the suburban cemetery, Wen MINGTING never left Gu's house again. He ate fast and chanted Buddhism all day long, and never heard anything from the outside world. But on New Year's Eve, she still wanted to live with Gu Hansheng. LIANG Qing calls Gu Hansheng and expresses the idea that the old lady wants to have dinner with him. Gu Hansheng pondered for a moment on the other end of the phone, but he answered. He is busy these days. It's really busy. So when I come in the evening, it's a little late. The cook brought the soup back to the kitchen and heated it again. Gu Hansheng just washed his hands and came out of the bathroom. There are three sets of chopsticks. LIANG Qing and Wen MINGTING sit on one side, and he sits opposite them. LIANG Qing saw him coming out of the bathroom and asked him to come. Gu Hansheng took a look at the dining table and calmly turned to the kitchen. When he came out, he had a pair of tableware in his hand. Wen MINGTING looked at him. After a while, she lowered her head. Her nose was sour and her tears fell on the ground one by one. Gu Hansheng put the tableware next to him, then calmly put the soup in the bowl in front of Wen MINGTING and LIANG Qing, and put some dishes on the plate. Then he picked up his chopsticks.