Hua Muyan quietly kissed her tears. The salty liquid choked in his throat and swallowed hard. It was like a deadly poison, which made his whole heart ache.

I don't know when, when Tan Yutian stops choking, the whole person is trapped in the generous arms of a man.

Warm, like poppy, flirtatious and attractive. A little touch can make people addicted and fall into the abyss.

But enough... She has died once. Although death did not make her learn to fear, it did not give her relief.

She should live a better life. Why can Hua Mu Yan hold a beauty in her arms and achieve what she wants. She's going to die for a man who doesn't care about herself?

Hua Muyan will not be sad or sorry for her death.

There is only one less breath in the world. There are births and deaths every minute. She is just a small dust. No one will care. Even if someone finds out one day, he may carry the name of "fear of crime and suicide".

Gu Lingan's slap is still on his face. It's because his self-esteem has been trampled. They are both orphans. Why can she enter Gu's house and have everything she wants, but she ends up broken and dead?

Is there no better man than Hua Muyan in the world?

Yes

Yes, No.

Her heart is like ashes. Hua Muyan is the only flame in the world and the only hope that can revive her.

But he is not her.

"You can't go down yet, can you?"

A slightly dumb voice came from the top of her head, which interrupted Tan Yutian's confused thoughts. The steady heartbeat in her ear was deafening. She nodded and lifted her head. Her voice was slightly dumb, "her feet are not good."

"Very painful?" Hua Muyan lowered his head and looked at his big eyes, which were swollen like walnuts at this time. He felt very uncomfortable. "Don't cry in the future."

"Will you let me go?" Tan Yutian looked up, but she could only see the shadow under the light and the man's well-defined chin. She raised her hand and gently touched his Adam's apple. There was some unreality in her dream. "If you let me go, maybe I won't cry again."

"..." Hua Muyan didn't speak, but looked at her low, looking at her eyes. Where is the woman who is always optimistic and full of vitality?

"You must have taken care of the Gu family for so many days." without a response, Tan Yutian continued, "Gu Lingan, who loves you deeply, has come back, and Yijin's business will be scheduled soon."

"Cut grass without removing roots. Although I don't know why Dr. Qin saved me, when this foot is ready, I will be far away from w City and won't become a time bomb."

"That night, I didn't stay at Gu's house for the night." Hua Muyan interrupted her muttering.

"?" Tan Yutian's fingers stun slightly and was held by the man the next moment.

The broad and warm palm is not as cool and warm as before, but makes people feel more secure.

Hua Muyan lowered his head and kissed her eyebrows. "Gu Lingan seduced me, but I didn't stay."

What does he want to say? Tan Yutian looked at him, and the daze and doubt in the bottom of his eyes lingered.

"Obviously as like as two peas, but I feel different. I can't accept the first time." Hua Mu did not expect her brain to understand his meaning for the first time, and slowly told her own festival. "I went home that day and called Qin Mo Shen to see you."

"Do you know?" Hua Muyan looked at her, looked into the deepest part of his red eyes, saw her innocence, her blankness and her ignorance. For the first time, he felt an emotion that seemed to be called grievance.

Hugging her waist, Hua Muyan buried his head in her neck, "the most right thing I've done in my life is... I made that call."

It seems that... A warm liquid flows through the neck for a moment.

Like an illusion, it melts into the body in an instant.

Tan Yutian forgot to give a response.

The hands around her waist seemed to break her whole body, making her suffocate and uneasy, and the man's body seemed to tremble. Are you afraid? But how is it possible

He doesn't even fear death. What will he fear?

"I can't sleep." take a deep breath, Hua Muyan looks up, Feng's eyes are curved, even with a touch of coquetry.

Tan Yutian choked. Isn't this guy crying? Feeling is that she's being amorous... The corners of her mouth smoked. She pushed away the man holding her arms, "it's none of my business if you can't sleep."

"I used to sleep alone until you shamelessly occupied half of my bed."

"Hey, who's shameless! I'm sleeping on the sofa. Where's the occupation!" Tan Yutian's Willow eyebrows stood up and followed him in a strange mood.

"You sleepwalk in the middle of the night!" Hua Mu Yan frowned and looked more real.

"..." do you think I will believe it, young master Hua? I sleepwalked you in the middle of the night. Why didn't I sleep with Shen Qixuan after living with him for so long?

"Then..." Tan Yutian frowned, looked at him with disgust and vigilance, "what are you going to say?"

"You have bad germs."

"..." feelings or did I bring you some bad disease? Tan Yutian took a smoke from the corner of his mouth, then raised his hand to explore his forehead and his own, "it's really a little hot. Go to see Dr. Qin quickly. I can't cure this disease."

Hua Muyan held her hand, listened to her recover the hair blowing state, bowed his head, gently kissed her Xiayu, bent her and smiled, "I haven't slept well for more than a week."

It's true. I can't sleep at home. The bed is as big as drowning him at any time. Although I know it's just an illusion, I dream when I lie down.

I dreamed of a dark blue and black, a figure floating and heavy, and a huge undersea creature suddenly held the figure, with a thick fishy smell.

Or dream of a mourning hall with a huge coffin in the center of the hall. He can't go out or in. Looking at a black-and-white photo from a distance, the head picture is blurred, and there are only bursts of enlarged fear in my heart.

I dream like this day after day, but I don't want to change my bed. I always feel a little as a souvenir.

What is it as a souvenir? Until I lay here and held the woman in my arms, the truth finally came out.

Used to sleeping with a woman, used to a taste for too long, it will be addictive.

Tan Yutian wanted to say, "it's not that I pointed a gun at you and didn't let you sleep." after thinking about it, he finally changed his way, "who let you do so many things at your heart and deserve not to sleep."

Hua Muyan smiled and was stunned again. The arc of his mouth became more and more soothing. He nodded, "well, fortunately, there were fewer things on his mind, which didn't lead to the tragic end of having nightmares all his life."