Shen Siyu looked out of the window angrily. Shen Haosong was talking to him.

Gu Yu is a strange man. He doesn't even like his eyes. Shen Siyu's glance is enough.

It was like a magic spell. When Shen Siyu closed his eyes, he would still think of the woman who was driven crazy by himself and Shen Haosong.

To say she didn't make any mistakes? When the whole thing settled, Shen Siyu suddenly didn't adapt. She felt that she and Shen Haosong might have made a mistake from the beginning.

She just doesn't want to lose him again.

She couldn't stand the painful feeling after life repeated once.

……

"Grandpa, we're back."

For the first time, "brother and sister" appeared in front of old man Shen as if they were discussing. Old man Shen stood in front of his legs with his hands on crutches and glanced at the faces of the three people in turn.

His eyes were short, but old man Shen frowned at Shen Haosong.

"Your collective disappearance is to abandon me, a bad old man!"

Shen Siyu smiled and sat down next to old man Shen. "Grandpa, don't be angry. Aren't we all back?"

Old man Shen only looks at Shen Siyu. Naturally, her words are also the most intimate. He nodded and smiled. Old man Shen looked back and said, "what's the matter with you? Your face is so bad!"

Shen Haosong coughed twice. "I caught a cold a few days ago. I had a cold."

Old man Shen was not investigating, "no one of you is allowed to leave tonight. You all live with me!"

……

The room is not big, but it is second only to the one where old man Shen lives. Shen Siyu always felt uncomfortable with the two people when they were together.

Maybe Shen Haosong's eyes were too hot. Shen Siyu subconsciously pulled his collar, "you go to the second brother's room to sleep. I'm not used to others around me now."

Although sooner or later, Shen Siyu was uncomfortable.

She always dreams of he Xueying when she sleeps uneasily in the hospital these days. I dreamed that Shen Haosong said to he Xueying, I once loved you. And didn't they have children? Shen Siyu thinks she needs some time.

Shen Hao loosened his bed and touched Shen Siyu with his elbow. "What are you thinking, so absorbed."

Shen Siyu touched one of the ornaments in her hand. "Nothing, Grandpa. This antique is good." she looked away, guilty and didn't want him to see it.

Shen Haosong held up her little face and looked away, leaving Shen Siyu nowhere to hide.

"I'll take a bath!" Shen Siyu smiled awkwardly, pushed away the man and ran to the bathroom.

……

"Come, come to me."

Shen Siyu wiped the wet hair on her head with a towel and nestled in Shen Haosong's arm. She looked up and asked, "what's the matter with Gu Yu today?"

Shen Haosong lowered his head and pinched Shen Siyu's chin. "Of course it's something."

Shen Siyu smiled disdainfully, "what can you do with a crooked person? You don't still have this special hobby."

Shen Haosong raised his eyebrows. "How do I think you're jealous? Now even a man is a thorn in the eye?"

Shen Haosong pushed away Shen Siyu's body and asked her to sit in front of her. She looked carefully from top to bottom. Finally, she sighed, "however, it's really not as attractive as Gu Yu!"

"You!"

Shen Siyu beat Shen Haosong angrily.

"It hurts. I've split the wound."

Shen Siyu was so frightened that he hurried out of bed and didn't get close. He just looked at Shen Haosong. This man is the best at pretending. Who knows if it's true?

Shen Haosong covered his chest and turned over, as if pressing his chest hard.

Shen Siyu put a hand over, "is it okay? If not, let's go to the hospital now..."

Before he finished, Shen Haosong turned around and held up a hand in front of Shen Siyu, holding a diamond between his two fingers.

Shen Siyu said slightly, "what is this?"

Shen Haosong pulled Shen Siyu's hand and put the ring on her finger, "I want to tie you."

In my impression, this should be the first gift Shen Haosong gave her and the first time she bowed her head and begged herself. Too many recent first times filled Shen Siyu's heart with happiness.

Is this still the arrogant man? Shen Siyu shook his head and stared at the man in front of him.

Lost once and got again.

This time she felt better than many times before.

In fact, they both have a tacit understanding. They don't mention the woman's name. I'm afraid it's their scars.

Shen Haosong hung on Shen Siyu's nose. The tip of his nose turned red and his whole face turned red. He hugged the woman in his arms with a big hand and gently kissed her on the top of her head. "Baby, don't run away in the future."

Soft kisses fell all the way down the sideburns.

He got it. It's really hard.

At night, although the two were in the same bed, Shen Siyu didn't get close to him, but slept beside the bed.

Even if he proposed, Shen Haosong could feel Shen Siyu's seemingly irresistible resistance. Just like now, he wanted to sleep with her in his arms, but she ran away.

Shen Haosong didn't say anything. He just looked at the ceiling quietly until late at night.

When Shen Siyu kept turning over, Shen Haosong asked, "Siyu..."

"En?" Shen Siyu turned over a little strangely.

He reached out to catch her and wanted to drag her into his arms, but Shen Siyu whispered, "your injury is not completely good. I'm afraid of touching you. You see, just now..."

Shen Siyu's eyes are clear. It seems that no matter how long, her eyes are still like the past.

Shen Haosong can be sure just by that action. Shen Siyu... Is already resisting himself.

This feeling is very bad.

In fact, he knew that it was his own fault to fall to this point today.

Originally within reach of happiness, but because of their actions, it has become like today.

if time could stop at the moment when we first met.

Time repeats again, he will not choose that path - maybe he will choose to be only brother and sister with Shen Siyu. He will hold her in the palm of his hand and let her marry a person who loves her deeply, instead of today, which will hurt everyone in this relationship to the extreme.

When Shen Siyu saw that Shen Haosong was silent for a long time, she mumbled and asked softly, "are you angry?"

Shen Haosong frowned slightly and finally shook his head, "No."

Shen Siyu turned over at ease. She looked at the ceiling like him, like a lump in her throat - no way. When she slept with him, she couldn't forget that fact.

Shen Haosong is a married man. Shen Haosong also asked he Xueying to conceive a child for him.

She doesn't like this feeling, which makes her feel a sense of shame that her love has been tarnished.

Shen Siyu wanted to cry. Mingming has brought him back to himself.

But the original, still can not go back.

Instead of laughing and scolding like before, Shen Haosong said, "it doesn't matter, let's take our time... Before..."

"I owed you before." Shen Siyu said first, "now, too..."

"I owe you" didn't come out, but Shen Haosong cut her off. "After that, I owe you. Siyu, I owe you. You don't need to be so guilty. We'll make up for the lost time slowly. Even if I don't have much time left, I can..."