Si rourourou can't help but make a comparison. Even if she never says it in her speech, he thinks he can get a return if he pays, which will also continue their feelings.

But he is too young after all.

Ten years of singer career, the company's sky high price contracts, and some singer publicity activities that have to be cooperated with. Being an idol has too many difficulties, which is why many people in the circle have more on-off and on-off than ordinary people.

Gathering less and leaving more is the only reason for almost all separated people.

Because the separation time is too long, no matter how strong the feelings will gradually fade. During Si rourourou's pregnancy, his career is also experiencing a huge impact.

Singers are not as good as actors. Actors can make money by acting. Singers' main income comes from record sales.

Facts have proved that after the advent of the digital era, countless audio and video stores have been closed, and the declining sales of records have proved that singers can only be crushed under the wheel of history if they do not seek a breakthrough.

After all, he has become a family member. He has to consider whether his wife and children can live safely, so Meng Yalun safely accepted this fact. He is constantly looking for breakthroughs, so he received TV dramas, movies and advertisements at that time.

TV dramas and movies mean going out to shoot for a long time. In order to bundle income, the company let his junior sister Yao Xinya take a free ride to shoot together.

Yao Xinya was the daughter of the company's boss. When he came out to sing and shoot, he was playing tickets. Moreover, Meng Yalun had an agreement with the company at that time that he would reduce the time limit of his contract by helping him earn enough money.

Meng Yalun has his own plan. Being a singer is his preference, but if the singer can't survive and needs to use actors to subsidize his life, it's not within the scope of his career planning.

He knows that film and television are passers-by in his life. He can't stay in this business forever. He must pay something if he wants to return to the ranks of music.

The company's requirement is that he take Yao Xinya at that stage and help Yao Xinya become famous.

Meng Aaron agreed.

When making a TV movie, he has to go to the crew for a few months. Every time he goes back, he has to face a quarrel with Si rourourou. He knows that her mood is unstable during pregnancy, and he tries to appease her mood as much as possible, but he still can't solve it after all.

She especially cares about Yao Xinya's scandal, even if he and she explain that these are false and not true.

But Si rourourou felt that he didn't love her. As soon as he stayed outside for so long, he just dated his younger martial sister, and even said that if it was that person, he would not do so.

Meng Yalun wanted to tell her about his pressure and burden countless times, but looking at his fragile little wife, he knew he couldn't pass on these pressures to her.

So he could only bear it silently and left her again and again to go to the crew.

In fact, neither of them was wrong. What was wrong was the wrong meeting at that time.

If he wants to get rid of the company, he can only accept the arrangement of gossip. She is pregnant at home, but her husband is not around. He turns on the TV again and again. What he sees is not that the hero he plays is affectionate and chatting with other women, but that his husband admits the fact of gossip.

Even in order to cooperate with the gossip, you have to go on a date and eat.

The explosion point of all this is naturally Si rourourou's suspicion and worry day after day. She is alone with her child's loneliness and torture. Even if she returns to Gu Antong, she still can't face it. He asked her to wait for him. She said she couldn't wait.

The outbreak ended with her saying that he was not as good as that man, and he always thought that he worked hard just for this family.

But she didn't trust him and even... Didn't love him.

When Meng Yalun finally faced the camera, he responded that he really liked Yao Xinya, but at that moment, he could even imagine what kind of mood and expression Si rourourou would have.

However, the two people's lives and feelings have come to such a point that they torture each other. Meng Yalun knows that Si rourourou will hate him when he finishes this sentence, but in this way, they can be free, can't they?

So later, he accepted all her requirements, including the unreasonable property division proposal put forward by Si Zhenxuan.

Meng Yalun all agreed. He was filming outside for the mother and daughter. It must be better for the children to follow their mother, so he didn't force it.

After that, it took Meng Aaron several years to really get rid of the shackles of the company.

But having solved all this, he was already alone.

In addition to Meng Mei and Iverson, even Gu Antong didn't understand him as before.

He is free, mature and stable. He knows that families can't hurt each other as before, so he wants to find the two lost treasures.

Even if what he needs to face is an extremely cruel fact.

Meng Yalun must play another person to make Si rourourou forget her hatred.

But he doesn't mind.

He is over thirty years old and has a successful career. The only thing he lacks is the family destroyed by them. He can only slowly mend it.

So Su Jun asked him, knowing that she loved that guy, are you still willing to try?

He thought about it and only answered, "I feel that both of us have experienced so much and are mature. At least, we won't be as ignorant as we were at the beginning."

After waiting for a moment, Si rourourou heard the sound of kicking and stepping inside. Then there was a burst of dog barking in the yard. She heard Meng Yalun gently scold "go back obediently", and the dog sobbed and didn't say a word again.

There was a little movement here, and Si Rourou's heart beat faster.

She hung her eyes and waited for a few seconds, and the door was opened in front of her.

While Si rourourou was thinking about what to say below, she suddenly grabbed her wrist with one hand and put her in her arms.

Si rourourou exclaimed, and her whole body fell into the familiar arms. She struggled desperately. She heard a man's slightly low light laughter in her ear, "little meat, long time no see."

Si rourourou was stunned. Suddenly, her whole body froze. Even all the organized language suddenly turned into a paste in her brain. She found that she couldn't speak. Only a breath seemed to expand in her chest. The pain made her out of breath.

Meng Yalun hung her head. Unexpectedly, just a few words had made Si rourourou burst into tears. She was almost out of breath, but her expression was like a sharp sword, piercing his heart.

Fortunately, he has always been used to covering up his heart with a mask. As a singer in those years, he has not been an actor. He can even be a good actor.