Chapter 155

As a result, Si Zhenxuan quickly got up and grabbed her arm directly. Gu Antong didn't stand firm. His whole body fell down and fell into Si Zhenxuan's arms.

She heard the sound of Si Zhenxuan's back pounding against the sofa. The stuffy hum was much more painful than just now. Gu Antong tried to get up, "let go, it's bad for your wound recovery."

"Let me hug you." Si Zhenxuan tightly locked Gu Antong's waist. The whole head was buried in her shoulder and neck. Her back closely fitted with his front Xiao, and his voice hit Gu Antong's heart like a bell and drum. "How long has it been since I hugged you like this? The pain on my body is nothing."

Gu Antong's eyes are a little wet. If she didn't understand before, now even the most dull people can understand Si Zhenxuan's words.

Si Zhenxuan is a man who acts with great vigour, and even does a lot of things. Reason is greater than sensibility, so he can subvert the whole Si family when he hesitated at the beginning, but he also completely destroyed her trust in him.

Maybe at that time, Si Zhenxuan didn't put his feelings in what position, or maybe at that time, Si Zhenxuan didn't realize her significance to him. More importantly, he put Ren lightness in a more important position and was determined to save Ren lightness.

Gu Antong never blamed him for saving Ren lightness's heart. He just hated him for cheating her feelings. He didn't understand that she didn't want much. He always crushed her heart a little, and then tried his best to make up for it.

All these things today are actually caused by Si Zhenxuan himself.

Gu Antong often thinks at night whether she hates Si Zhenxuan or not.

If she had not been involved with him, she would still be her proud daughter.

Oh, not necessarily. Gu Antong suddenly turned his head slightly and accidentally touched the tip of Si Zhenxuan's nose with his cheek, which reminded her of another terrible thing.

If her wedding with Si yueyun had been spoiled by Jiang Nuan, she and the Si family would have successfully retired, and the marriage between Si Gu and Gu would naturally collapse. Her Gu Antong might have become a laughing stock in the upper class circle at that time. At that time, with Gu Boyuan's practice of loving face, eight out of ten, nine would marry her to Lu Qiyan.

Gu Antong actually had no bad feelings for Lu Qiyan during that period. Even if her love index was zero, eight or nine out of ten would be trapped in Lu Qiyan's kindness to her. When you think about what Lu's brothers and sisters are doing now, Gu Antong's hands and feet are cold

Feeling Gu Antong's body stiff inch by inch, Si Zhenxuan felt a little bitter in her heart. She really resisted him more and more.

Gu Antong suddenly muttered to himself, "so whether I go in or out, I will fall into a trap, just to see who hurts more."

Si Zhenxuan was a little surprised what she would say.

Gu Antong's eyes were as clear as water and the corner was slightly cool. "Should I thank God for giving you. At least you are a little kinder than Lu Qiyan."

Compare yourself with Lu Qiyan? Although Si Zhenxuan was unwilling to admit that he was very unhappy at the moment, he couldn't show it and tacitly acquiesced - at least the previous sentence sounded moving.

Gu Antong struggled to get up, "OK, have you had enough? Don't push an inch, I'll tell you."

Si Zhenxuan let go and Gu Antong left his arms. "I'm a little tired. I want to go in and lie down for a while."

"OK."

Gu Antong hurried back to the bedroom, picked up the group photo of the two people from the bedside table, held it in his arms and protected it in his heart. Just now he figured out something that made her change the world again. The deep mud pit and vortex made it difficult for her to walk.

Si Zhenxuan, it's agreed to spend time forgetting each other. Why do you still appear in front of me?

Lu Qiyan, if everything follows the established path you have arranged, does she have nothing at the moment?

Suddenly she got up again, got out of bed, took a group photo to the door, and through the crack in the door, she saw Si Zhenxuan sitting in the living room smoking.

In the smoke, the man's side face was clearly extinguished and faintly. He looked more gloomy than before, as if there was a wall between them. No matter who wanted to get close, he was devastated by the current on the wall.

Gu Antong took a deep breath and took a group photo of them. Zhen and Zhen kissed. I've decided to put it down. You forced me to pick it up.

A year's time could have eliminated her missing and pain for Si Zhenxuan, but he refused. Shen Haosong actually helped the tyranny and decided to tie the two people together in this way.

Don't he know that Du Weizhen and Ren lightness are the magic obstacles in Gu Antong's heart. They can't go past, but they must push her forward.

Gu Antong squeezed the group photo in his hand hard, and tears filled his eyes. If you don't let me go, don't blame me, Si Zhenxuan.

She neither wants nor disdains the happiness imposed on other women.

I thought that the way to avoid is to keep avoiding. Now I wake up. If you don't, there is another way to go. It's not the only dead end.

Sleep well at night.

Gu Antong is a reserved woman. Indeed, as Shen Haosong said, in many things, she holds her shelf and doesn't know how to put it. If no one gives her the steps, she may have to work hard.

At more than two o'clock, Gu Antong got up to drink water. Although her brain was a little dizzy and wanted to sleep, Gu Antong's action was much faster than her brain. She turned on the lamp and looked at herself in the mirror.

The eyes are a little blue and black, and the face is thin. It is not as full and round as it used to look. Although the waist seems to be round because of pregnancy, it is only a little change.

She felt out to go to the toilet. As soon as she got to the toilet door, she suddenly gave out a soft cry.

This light call attracted Si Zhenxuan's rapid response. In an instant, the light in his room was on. He hurried to Gu Antong, held her slightly trembling upper body, frowned slightly and asked, "what's the matter?"

Gu Antong pointed to the landing window, "just now I went to the bathroom and was walking over. The curtain was opened. I seemed to see a lot of people below. I thought it was my illusion. When I looked again, I seemed to see a lot of blood..."

What she said was a mess, but Si Zhenxuan somehow understood. She was surprised by what happened during the day.

Gu Antong was hugged by Si Zhenxuan somehow. He comforted in a low voice, "don't be afraid, I'm here. No one will hurt you."

Gu Antong's body was straight, but she didn't push Si Zhenxuan away.

He stood quietly around Gu Antong for a long time. After a long time, Gu Antong gently pushed him away, "well, I'm fine. I was so rude just now. I'll go back to my room first."

"I'll accompany you for a while." Si Zhenxuan followed Gu Antong into the room. Unexpectedly, Gu Antong climbed into the bed like a wandering spirit. He didn't pay attention to him or refuse him out of the door.

Si Zhenxuan sat by her bed and watched Gu Antong quietly close his eyes. He reached out and held her hand and repeated, "don't worry, I'm here."

Gu Antong gave a slight "um".

The desk lamp in the room was still on. Si Zhenxuan quietly leaned against the head of her bed. Just about to close his eyes, he found that Gu Antong seemed to hold something in his arms. When he saw it clearly, he was stunned there again.

What she held was a group photo of two people. One hand held his hand and the other hand tightly held their group photo. Her eyes were closed, but there was little depression between her eyebrows, which seemed to fall into a nightmare again.

“…………”

Si Zhenxuan suddenly turned over and got into bed. For the first time, he couldn't control his mood and put Gu Antong directly into his arms. He whispered, "Antong... Antong..."

Gu Antong was hugged. She opened her eyes and slipped a trace of doubt. When she remembered what she was holding in her right hand, she hurriedly wanted to release it, but she was caught by Si Zhenxuan.

Gu Antong blushed, but Si Zhenxuan pursued her. She was stubborn for a long time and finally chose to give up.

He shone the group photo at the bottom of each other's eyes. This was a picture of her leaning against his shoulder. Her eyebrows and eyes were slightly happy, but Si Zhenxuan beside her seemed not as happy as her. He was as serious as usual and involved a corner at the request of the photographer.

Gu Antong was silent for a long time. Suddenly, he reached out and glanced over the photo. "I always felt that there was something wrong with our group photo. It clearly looked so harmonious, but there was always something wrong. Later, I realized that the bride was too happy, and there was something in the groom's eyes."

Just as Si Zhenxuan was about to speak, Gu Antong smiled and put the group photo aside. "I just can't sleep. I can talk, or I'll be really afraid. It's all in the past. I don't want to say it again and again. It's very boring."

"What do you want to say?" Si Zhenxuan avoided the important and did not entangle the problems that occurred during the group photo. If he mentioned the old things again, I'm afraid he would be called out of bed by Gu Antong. At this moment, he felt very good to hold her in this bed.

Gu Antong asked him, "if what Du yunsen said today is true, what should Ren lightness do? Do you want to find a way to save her? If Du Wei is really that kind of thing with human face and animal heart, Ren lightness's situation is probably the most terrible."

Si Zhenxuan didn't expect Gu Antong to mention Ren lightness to her. For a moment, he was silent, but he answered Gu Antong's question positively, "if what Du yunsen said is true, we can't ignore it."

Gu Antong smiled low. "I knew it. But Si Zhenxuan, didn't you also promise to separate from me? Why did you repent so soon? It doesn't seem to be your character."

"I promised to separate before because I think separation is a kind of protection for you." Si Zhenxuan's hand tightened on her shoulder, "but separation can't achieve the effect, so we must take you with us."

Gu Antong sighed softly, but didn't say anything more.

She turned over and turned her back to Si Zhenxuan - her character has always been mixed and not strong enough, which is in sharp contrast to her appearance.

In Si Zhenxuan's inherent cognition, he must know that Gu Antong is a soft hearted woman. It is precisely because she is soft hearted that she understands him again and again and understands some things he has done again and again.