Chapter 777

"Jingqiu, of course, I hope you come back. I'm very happy that you are still alive, and I hope you can live a happy life." Jinghaoyang frankly said, just that can give her happiness is no longer him.

"Haoyang, if you want me to be the soft and weak Jingqiu before, you must stay with me and protect me, or that Jingqiu will only die, because she is no longer suitable to live in this cruel world." Wang Jingqiu used a threatening tone.

"Maybe what you need most is not me, but a psychologist." Jinghaoyang frowned, "I will only forgive that quiet autumn in the past, now this is just a stranger to me, so if you dare to hurt Chaotianjiao again, I won't forgive you lightly."

The corner of Wang Jingqiu's mouth vibrated violently, and her beautiful facial features were distorted because of the intense pain.

"You will regret it, Jing Haoyang. You will regret it." She ran out crying.

Looking at her back, Jing Haoyang sighed deeply.

The next morning, he received a call from Wang Jingqiu again.

"Yang, can you come here? Please Her voice was trembling. It sounded rather frightening.

"I'll be right here." Jing Haoyang hangs up and rushes over.

Wang Jingqiu curled up on the sofa, holding the pillow, looking full of extreme fear, as if to see a ghost in general.

"Yang, there's something I haven't told you. I have a dual personality. Sometimes I will become another person." She said shivering.

"I know." Jing Haoyang said low, a pair of eyes deeply staring at her face. She looks really scared. She doesn't pretend to be.

"You know? When did you know that? " Wang Jingqiu shook violently.

"Jingqiu, do you remember what you did these two days?" Jing Haoyang asked, with a sharp look in his eyes.

"I don't remember. My last memory is the night when you told me you loved Yifan in the river beach." Wang Jingqiu said, "after I went back, I cried for a long time and then fell asleep. I had a lot of dreams. I dreamed that I was locked in a room. I wanted to escape, but I couldn't escape. I cry desperately, cry desperately for help, but no one can hear my voice. I'm so scared, so scared, I'm afraid I'll never wake up again. "

She hugged her arms tightly and buried her head in her knees.

Jing Haoyang was shocked violently. As expected, the people who appeared in front of him for so many days were all Wang Jingqiu of secondary personality.

Her time of existence has been much longer than Wang Jingqiu, who is the master. Does she want to completely replace the master?

In his meditation, Wang Jingqiu's voice came low: "she replaced me, right?"

Jing Haoyang nodded.

Tears ran out of Wang Jingqiu's eyes. "In fact, I lied. She didn't appear only when I was in America. She existed when I was sensible or even earlier. We were like two souls living in the same body. No one knows my secret, I never dare to tell anyone, for fear that they think I am more schizophrenic than Jingyi. Jingyi always thinks that the devil has occupied my body, and I also think she is a devil. "

Wang Jingqiu stopped and continued: "in the past, she only ran out when I was not happy and stayed for a short time. And whenever she appeared, I would fall asleep, go into a dream, and dream that I was locked in a room. In the past, I could quickly open my room and escape, but after I went to the United States, it became more and more difficult. And now I feel like I can hardly get out. Maybe one day I will be locked in forever. "

"No, I won't let her replace you." Jing Haoyang took her into his arms. She was shaking so much that it was like a leaf that was hit by a storm. It was going to wither and fall soon.

"Yang." Wang Jingqiu grasped his skirt. "Before, Jingyi told me what I had done after I was possessed by the devil. She is very bad. She is a devil. She will hurt Jingyi, Yifan and even you. She is also very good at camouflage, so that you can't tell which is me and which is her. You can't believe her. If one day, I can't wake up any more and she completely replaces me, you can lock her up and put her in a mental hospital. Don't let her get close to Jingyi, Yifan and you, OK? "

Jing Haoyang's heart twisted together, he never thought that when Wang Jingqiu was suffering from illness, his heart was also suffering.

Physical diseases can be overcome, but psychological diseases are difficult to cure.

His arms could not help tightening, "I will protect you, will not let her hurt you, hurt anyone."

Just then the doorbell rang.

See Fang Yifan come in, Jing Haoyang slightly surprised, Fang Yifan also shocked.

Is Wang Jingqiu here to have a showdown with her?

"I called Yifan." Wang Jingqiu said, came over and held Fang Yifan's hand, "I want to give yang to you when I'm still awake. He is so excellent, so perfect. His wife should be as excellent as you, not a woman with physical, genetic and psychological disabilities like me. ""Jingqiu, don't say that about yourself. You are very good. You deserve happiness and love." Fang Yifan shook his head vigorously. It's all her fault. She should be far away from Jing Haoyang. The farther the better.

"Fang Yifan, you should remember that I'm your friend. She's not. She won't really treat you as a friend. If she replaces me, you must not let her take Haoyang away. "

"Although she is like my twin sister, living in the same body with me, we are enemies. We are all trying our best to drive each other out and monopolize the body. I used to have the upper hand, but now I'm weaker and weaker, and I'm about to be replaced by her. Maybe one day, I will disappear from the world. The living me is no longer me, but my enemy. "

"Jingqiu, don't say that. We'll find a way. We'll find the best psychiatrist. We can help you." Fang Yifan began to cry.

"Yifan, you should help me take care of Jingyi. She is a good child. She won't do anything wrong." Wang Jingqiu's tone is like a dying order.

Fang Yifan's viscera tangled up.

She felt that all the misfortunes in the world were concentrated on the poor woman.

She is so kind, so simple, should not bear such pain.

"Don't worry, Jingqiu. I'll take care of Jingyi. You're confident that you won't be defeated by that bad guy. This body belongs to you. You are the real Jingqiu. She is an intruder. You should drive her out. "

"In fact, a lot of times, I feel very tired living, death may be a relief for me." Wang Jingqiu sighed, and a trace of sadness rose slowly from his face.

There is a kind of empty look in her eyes. She used to live hard for Jing Haoyang. Now, Jing Haoyang doesn't love her. Her spirit has lost her sustenance and her desire for survival.

"Jingqiu, once your consciousness becomes weak, she will appear to replace you. You can't be so depressed. You have to know that once you are replaced by her, the people you love and the people you care about will suffer and feel sad. " Fang Yifan's painstaking consolation.

"In addition to Jingyi, I don't have any special relatives. The only one I can't worry about is Jingyi." Wang Jingqiu said.

"You still have Sedum dregs. He will always be by your side and won't leave you." Fang Yifan said quickly.

The sadness on Wang Jingqiu's face deepened, "I love Haoyang, I hope he is happy, he is happy, I will be happy. In fact, I shouldn't have come back, so I can leave the most beautiful memories and the best impression to Haoyang. And now I have to expose my ugliest and most humble side to him. "

"Quiet autumn." Jing Haoyang held her hand, "in my heart, you have never changed. You are still the kind, beautiful and simple quiet autumn. That woman is not you, and she can't replace you, because I don't allow it. "

"Thank you, Yang." Wang Jingqiu pulled his hand back, like a snail retracted into his protective shell. When a person exposes her dark side, her inferiority complex will also expand infinitely.

Fang Yifan left after a while. She believes that Jing Haoyang is what Jing Qiu needs. It's unnecessary for her to be here, which will only increase her pain.

This evening, Jing Haoyang did not leave, has been accompanied by Wang Jingqiu.

Wang Jingqiu did not dare to sleep. She was afraid that she would never wake up as soon as she closed her eyes.

"Sleep, Jingqiu. I won't leave you." Jing Haoyang stroked her head.

"I don't sleep, Yang. I've been sleeping for a long time. I don't want to sleep any more." Wang Jingqiu shook his head, "you're going to be sleepy. Go to sleep first. I'll read for a while."

Jinghaoyang looking at her, in the heart for the first time really feel guilty and sorry.

He thought that Wang Jingqiu's physical recovery, can be strong in the face of life, even without her, also can be happy.

But now he found that he was wrong, her psychology is actually more fragile than the body, more vulnerable.

"What book are you reading?"

"A dream of Red Mansions." Wang Jingqiu said low, "in the past, my classmates all called me Wang Daiyu, saying that I was just like Lin Daiyu, proud and frail. I think I'm like that, too. "

"You are not. Your body has recovered, just like normal people." Jing Haoyang hooked the corner of his mouth, not smiling. Lin Daiyu is a tragic figure. He doesn't want Wang Jingqiu to have the same fate as her.

"In fact, Lin Daiyu is luckier than me. She has at least a complete soul, but I don't even have one. I think I'm more like Baili Tu Su in the ancient sword fantasy. Half of my soul is myself and half of my soul is evil sword spirit. "

Her tone is desolate and depressed, and Jing Haoyang can't hear it.