Chapter 19

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It wasn’t just his face that her eyes were fixated on. The muscular body that was not covered also drew her attention. Yesterday, while shaking to and fro, the muscles that touched her fingertips were firm and sensual. Recalling a memory that enchanted her, Vivian involuntarily reached out towards him.

As soon as she placed her hand on his chest, which had long rough scars, she felt his body temperature. It was very hot, resembling a man’s thick thing. She almost forgot that this place was a dream because of the realistic touch.

It was then that the man who had been sleeping soundly woke up. As soon as their eyes met slowly revealing themselves, Vivian took off her hands as if they were on fire and raised her upper body.

The man slowly closed his eyes and opened them, as if trying to snap out from his hazy mind.

“….. Really.”

It was unexpectedly Vivian who broke the silence and opened her mouth.

“It really was a dream.”

“That’s what I said.”

The man’s voice was lower than when he was drenched in excitement. The voice sounded hoarse.

The man frowned, as if trying to calm himself, and brushed his messy hair up. That action reminded her of a person whose sleep was interrupted. Vivian looked at him like that.

“Do you know me?”

He was acting outrageously as if he had known Vivian for a long time, and Vivian thought about it and asked. Then the man wrinkled his eyes as if he had no idea what she was talking about.

“Okay. Why do you keep acting like you saw me for the first time yesterday?”

“…. Because I really saw you for the first time yesterday. It’s the first time I’ve ever done this in a dream.”

The man languidly shook his head and looked at Vivian. It was the color of his eyes that seemed to have a mild energy, but it was strangely sharp. When they met, she felt guilty even though she had done nothing wrong.

“It’s strange.”

The man who had been keeping his mouth shut for a long time spoke slowly.

“It’s definitely the same person, but her personality has changed as if she had died and came back to life.”

“Who are you talking to?”

“Yes, you.”

Vivian tilted her head.

“No, I mean, it’s the first time I’ve seen you.”

“Obviously you have. You first appeared in my dreams and told me to take off my clothes, and seduced me to have sex with you.”

Vivian’s eyes widened as if they were about to pop out at his straightforward remarks.

“Wha, what?”

“Did you not hear me? So you first appeared in my dream……”

“Stop, stop! You really can’t hear me, can you?”

Vivian hastily covered his mouth with her hand. The speechless man quietly opened his eyes and looked at Vivian. The clear sandy eyes were as transparent as if there was no lie.

Vivian could not understand at all, so she lowered her eyes. Then she shook her shoulder at the damp feeling in the palm of her hand.

“Ugh! What are you doing!”

Realizing that he had licked her palm with his tongue, Vivian hurriedly removed it. The man was licking his tongue with a strange smile. It was a face overflowing with sensuality.

Vivian’s ears lit up as if an ember had spread where his tongue touched.

“So, you mean that I first appeared in your dreams?”

“Yes.”

“I…… I saw you for the first time. really.”

“But you, who appeared in my dream, were not like this. Much more…… ”

The man, who had been lying on his back until now, lifted his upper body. As their distance grew closer, Vivian instinctively leaned back. But a wall she didn’t even know existed stood in her way. While there was no way to retreat, the man’s face came close to her nose.

The man, who was approaching as if he was about to kiss, twisted his head just before their lips touched. His hot breath caught Vivian’s ears.

“It was sexy.”

Reckless as if he would not look after him, he just said those words and straightened the distance.

Vivian, who had a confused expression on her face, woke up and frowned.

“It’s the same thing, obviously, but it doesn’t feel like it.”

Vivian saw him for the first time yesterday, and he claims that Vivian seduced him first.

It was the first time she had ever had a conversation like this.

“It’s normal for each other.”

As frustrating as she was, the man messed it up more.

Vivian decided to leave behind the unknown first meeting and asked what she was curious about next.

“Then how did you know that this was a dream?”

“That’s what you told me too. Ah, not who you are now, but you who were sexy.”

When he said so, Vivian really wondered what the ‘her’ he had met looked like.

“So, it’s the me you remember who told you this was a dream… … .”

“You’re the one I remember who ran to me to have sex.”

The man easily understood what Vivian wanted to ask, and added. Vivian’s head throbbed at his answer.

“No matter how much I think, I…… I don’t remember.”

“Your face turned red.”

In fact, Vivian’s face became hot. Looking back on the way he recognized her, she couldn’t help but feel that way. Doesn’t he remember Vivian as the woman who suddenly rushed into her dream and seduced him to have sex? Whatever the case, it was shameful.

“Then… … How do I wake up from this dream?”

“That’s right.”

The man suddenly reached out and hugged Vivian’s waist. And pulled it all the way.

Vivian was dragged along without realizing it, but later came to her senses and twisted her body. But she was already almost taken away.

While they were tossing and turning without them knowing, the pose of him lying on top of her was created. Vivian swallowed her saliva in a posture that reminded her of yesterday. After she relaxed for a moment, the sound of his beating heart seemed to echo through her ears.

“I think you…… ”

His hand suddenly caressed her stomach. Then, slowly, as if appreciating a masterpiece, he slowly swept up with his fingers.

“You will wake up from this dream when you feel the climax.”

“…… Yes?”

“You are the key to getting out of this dream. Exactly, what excites you.”

A hand, which ran up on her skin, finally grabbed Vivian’s chest. A groan came out of Vivian’s mouth, reflexively. With that as a starting point, the man bowed his upper body. Vivian caught him licking her neck in embarrassment.

“Wait, the conversation isn’t over yet!”

“I told you everything I knew.”

“But, haah, ah!”

The man rubbed Vivian’s chest as if to stop her from speaking. Instead of his hands rubbing against her flesh, it felt like his hands were wrapped around her.

“You are excited anyway.”

Just as I was about to lose my mind, the man groaned and whispered.

It was as he said. In fact, while talking to him, no, stroking her chest.

No……. From the moment she woke up, her body was full of heat. She had only experienced it twice, but Vivian knew it. Every time she woke up from this dream, she was excited.

“Only one, one at a time!”

Vivian barely stopped him from approaching naturally to kiss him. The man wiggled his eyebrows and stood still, as if to speak.

“You… … Are you excited? Like me?”

He said that the key to escape from this dream is ‘Vivian’. So, Vivian is excited and once she reaches her climax.

Then what about him? It was a question that came to mind.

The gentle breath of the man stopped the palm of his hand. The moment he closed his eyes and opened them, a hot flame grew from his eyes.

“Are you thinking about something?”

Suddenly, something rubbed against her thigh. Vivian lowered her gaze and was startled. As usual, her shiny blue eyes trembled. Between his legs, his big p*nis was erected and touched her thigh.

“Because I’m going to die… … Spread your legs a little more.”

He grumbled in a very dissatisfied tone. His groaning softly pressed onto her chest.

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The dream relationship continued for three years.

Vivian, still unaware of the dream and his connection to her, stopped thinking about sex in her dreams on the first month of her life. It was good to allow him to keep on paying attention, because it was a dream anyway, so there was no reason to go back.

Of course, all of this happened without thinking of meeting Roger in real life.

“Ugh.”

Vivian struggled to get herself up from the bed. As she unintentionally touched the bed, her palms ached without mercy, as if they were about to get blisters.

Vivian, who made a sound of pain, was unable to help but choke on her taste buds.

“I was going to ask the master.”

The only thing Vivian could think of was her only teacher, Gray William. This is because there was a part of the story that the teacher had talked about the other day. If this dream was really related to Vivian’s spirits, the only person who could give advice was the teacher.

But with her hands in this state, She can’t even hold a quill properly. She can have Hamel write a letter, but since it was a very private and embarrassing story, she wanted to write it herself.

I guess I’ll have to put off sending a letter to the Master a little later.

Vivian looked down at her red palms for a long time, hoping that her hands would get better soon.

The next day, as expected, she had blisters all over my hands.

The tingling sensation that followed her no matter what she did, suddenly reminded her of yesterday’s memories. To be precise, she remembered Roger applying ointment to her hands and felt a strange sensation.

This pain will become dull once she gets used to it. Perhaps because she often endured pain while studying abroad, Vivian, unlike other young girls, was not distressed by her wounds. She didn’t even make a big fuss.

Vivian, who originally had only one day off, had to rest for three days at the Count’s disapproval. Seeing her blistered hands, the faces of her parents, who had turned white, groaned, and she couldn’t help it.

To inform him of a brief break, she wrote a letter to Roger and sent it to his servant. To be honest, she didn’t expect it, but the reply arrived unexpectedly.

[You may rest well until you get better.]

It was a message that was dry enough to remind her of a grim face. But when Vivian checked the familiar ointment jar that had arrived with the letter, she got the feeling he was worried about her.

Obviously, he’s not the type to take care of details with his own mouth.

He always reminded her of the impression that words and actions are different.

‘But everything I’ve seen so far is different.’

That’s it. To Vivian, Roger was an unfamiliar, unknown territory. It was a natural result that the feeling, sensation, and impression changed each time they met.

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