Chapter 17

Thank you so much for the

Ko-Fi Rosa and Alex

‘Do you know him well?’

I didn’t know earlier because I was focusing on the sensation in my hand, but looking back, he was calm as usual. Even the name of Hewson felt like nothing. 

Vivian was bothered by it. The meaning of his actions.

Sure enough, if someone he didn’t know saw him, his behavior today would have been interpreted as…

‘It feels like you’re jealous.’

It must have seemed like an act blinded by jealousy.

When she thought he might have been jealous, the inside of her chest tickled as if her feathers had fallen. Vivian lifted her hand up to the ceiling. Then she turned around and stared at the wall and quietly closed her eyelids.

I vaguely remembered the dream of meeting him for the first time.

***

Vivian celebrated her coming-of-age, her 18th birthday,  in Hiddenca, not in her native country Mosbana. It was natural because she was studying abroad.

In celebration of her coming-of-age ceremony, her teacher, Gray, offered Vivian a drink. It was almost a threat, now legally an adult, to drink. The teacher was originally a family member, so Vivian ended up drinking as much as she was given.

Listening to Gray’s nonsense, saying, ‘This is the taste of being an adult’ , Vivian was cut off.

It was because of something touching her lips that made her consciousness clear. Something soft and damp constantly tickled her face. Vivian made an unconscious frown. Even her hands were caught when she waved her hands as if not to disturb her sleep.

The one that had been touching and then immediately stopped suddenly bit her lips hard. 

Vivian came to her senses at the pain. Her eyes opened wide.

“Ugh, ooh!”

Vivian lost consciousness for a moment. The situation when she opened her eyes was incomprehensible.

There was a man in front of her. Furthermore, he was kissing her with his eyes closed. The man opened Vivian’s lips and pushed his tongue in.

“Ha, ha, ha, ah, haaah………..!”

Vivian, who blinked as if she were seeing an unbelievable reality, came to her senses and pushed the man’s chest away. But it didn’t budge. On the contrary, the skin on the other side was so hard and hot that Vivian hurt her own hand.

“Well, oh, hey, hey. Hey!”

The man coveted and covered Vivian’s lips like an animal. Vivian struggled, avoiding the man’s face as if to stop him. 

The man finally opened his eyes as the act continued. The exposed sandy eyes were so bright and beautiful that they reminded her of jewels. It was a more sparse color than her blue eyes. She felt like she would be possessed if she relaxed for a while.

“What?”

The man asked unexpectedly as Vivian interrupted the kiss. Vivian looked around with a stunned face, but the surroundings were unknown. In fact, the reason why she couldn’t wake up was because of a headache. Vivian stammered and raised her upper body, cursing inwardly at the teacher who had recommended drinking until she became completely drunk.

“Who, who are you?”

Vivian was surprised when she came to her senses. She was naked like the man. She tried to cover herself with her hands, but it was useless as if she were covering the sky with her palm. Vivian belatedly pulled the quilt at her feet and wrapped it around herself.

In the meantime, the man looked quite dumbfounded.

“What?”

The question felt stuffy. Vivian looked at the man with eyes showing his embarrassment.

I swear, it was the first time I saw him. 

“Who are you and why are you being like this?”

“…… What’s this play?”

The man laughed and swept away the red hair. He had faint wrinkles on his forehead, but he still had a handsome face. However, his hard features were so fierce that her modest appreciation of his appearance was easily erased.

The man shook his head and pulled Vivian’s waist. Vivian, who was relaxing her body, was dragged towards him without hesitation.

“What are you doing?”

Vivian desperately avoided it as the man tried to kiss her again.

“Don’t mess with me.”

The man swirled Vivian’s neck as if he were not annoyed. Then he put his face close and whispered. The voice that came out like chewing and swallowing was full of nervousness.

Vivian was constantly trying to figure out why the situation had become like this. 

But I don’t remember.

No clue came to mind. 

There’s no way to know why she was with this strange guy!

“It’s not a joke! It’s true, it’s true!” 

Vivian struggled to pick up a blanket far away and got off of the man’s leg. Then she fell off the bed. She frowned as her tailbone throbbed, but there was no time to pay attention to it. There was a predator-like man on the bed trying to eat her right away.

“You really don’t remember, huh?”

“…….. What?”

What nonsense is this?

Vivian grimaced.

“What are you talking about? We’re seeing each other for the first time today.” 

“What?”

“No, maybe you don’t know, but I do. I’ve never seen you before!”

Vivian said clearly, with a firm voice. For a while, the man stared at Vivian’s eyes silently. Perhaps because of his sharp eyes, he has the power to make people nervous without saying much.

While Vivian swallowed with a parched throat, the man burst into a faint laughter. 

“You’re seeing me for the first time today?”

“Yes, more than that, where are we? How did I get here?”

“You are in a dream.”

“······ Yes?”

“In a dream.”

Vivian spoke in the same language as him but it felt like she was hearing another language. 

What do you mean, in a dream? I am so conscious.

“You’re seeing me for the first time today? Are you kidding me?”

“What?”

“You attacked me first. After doing it, you wanna stop now?”

The man rubbed his forehead as if he was troubled.

I attacked you first? Doing it and stopping it?

What are you talking about?

Vivian struggled trying to open her mouth, while covering herself tightly with the blanket as white as snow.

“I think you’re mistaken. I’ve never done that. And in a dream ……”

Her eyes were on high alert.

“Literally.”

The man explained with a straight face. However, explanation works only when you understand the other person. Now his explanation was no different from a dog barking at Vivian. She didn’t understand a thing.

Vivian, who was turning her eyes, was startled to see the man’s manhood sitting with his legs apart. She then blushed to the point of bursting.

She turned her head sideways in surprise.

“Hey, do something about it.”

“What?”

“Between your legs!”

Vivian pointed, unable to bear seeing it, and the man smirked.

“You’ve taken it in your mouth.”

“I think you’ve mistaken me-, Ack!” 

Vivian tried to answer back, confidently saying it couldn’t be her. Then, her hand that had been stretched out was grabbed and pulled.

When Vivian came to her senses, his enormous manhood, which looked like a monstrosity, was right in front of her eyes. 

It was a man’s kiss that blocked Vivian’s lips from screaming. The man put Vivian between his legs and kissed her.

Then he inadvertently smeared his manhood with his finger.

“Hic, oh no, I’m sorry, wait, eup.” 

Her lips were stuffed up again before her excuse continued. Vivian tried to shake her head, but his hands that were holding her cheek,didn’t move at all.

The man’s soft tongue slid through Vivian’s sensitive ears. 

Trying to escape as hard as she could, Vivian was stunned by the shudder running down her spine.

“Haah, ahhh….. ah.”

One thing you can see even in the midst of hecticness was that the man was very good at kissing. Vivian soon lost her will to escape and grabbed his thigh. She could feel the man smiling through his lips.

The man hugged Vivian’s waist and lifted it up. When she came to her senses, Vivian was on the bed like before.

“No, I, uh, our conversation, haah.”

“Good conversation.”

“Well……”

“Let’s do it with our bodies, the conversation.”

The handsome man smiled with his eyes curved. Looking closely at him, Vivian was speechless.

Is this what it feels like to be possessed by people?

While Vivian couldn’t get out of the dizzying height, the man’s hand swept down Vivian’s thigh. She grabbed his forearm, but before she could, the man’s fingers touched the petals. 

“You get excited quickly even though I touch it a little, don’t you?”

“Ahhh, oh, touch there……’

“You are too sensitive even in my dreams.”

Mumbling as if to gain enlightenment, the man put his middle finger deep into her hole. The tightness of digging into a place that had never had anything inserted in it was great. But the strange thing was that the inner walls kept getting hotter. 

She could stand it now, but she wondered if she could continue to bear it over time. 

“Is this really, really in a dream?”

What’s confusing is his behavior of continuing to talk about dreams. Vivian grabbed him by the shoulder and asked, and the man came in contact with him. 

“Yes.” 

There was no hesitation in the man’s eyes. While Vivian opened her mouth blankly, another finger penetrated into her hole. 

Vivian instinctively tightened down and bit her lips.

“Yes, you know……… ‘

“I don’t know what you’re trying to play, but your acting is great.”

“I don’t know what the hell you’re talking about, ahh!”

Vivian was speaking when the man rubbed his finger inside. Thunders tinged all over her body starting from her lower stomach. Vivian buried her face on the bed sheet and was about to moan. 

She didn’t intend to, but her body was heating up against the will of her brain. 

“This is a dream anyway, and you will go back to normal when you wake up, so you don’t have to worry about it.”

“Why do you dream like this?”

“I don’t know.”

The man smiled softly and pressed his lips on Vivian’s cheek. She touched it lightly. The sound of the kiss was faint. 

“You’re the one who brought me here.”

The man whispered into Vivian’s ear.

He’s the one who brought me here. 

Vivian was once again bewildered. But she couldn’t afford to concentrate on her thoughts right now. The speed of the fingers, which were poking between her thighs, increased. The squelching sound grew louder.

[TN/N: After reading this chapter, I am confused….T^T]