Chapter 64 - #64

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Chapter 64: Complication

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Because of his question, I couldn't help but to feel guilty. He thought maybe I was angry and I was getting tired of him. But how do I explain why I am like this? I don't really know what to do. I'm afraid to make a mistake in my decision because I don't want to repent for the rest of my life.

"Kellen, what are you saying?" I asked him. He let go of my hand and looked at me before standing up.

"Are you avoiding me? Are you angry? I'm sorry if I did something you didn't like," he explained. I feel bad for what I've done, for avoiding him. But what can I do? I really needed to be alone in those days.

"No. You didn't do anything wrong. I just feel really bad so I didn't get to work," I replied.

"If that's the reason, why didn't you let me visit you? You're not texting or calling me. Liv, don't lie to me. Please. I can't sleep thinking if you're okay or if you're mad at me or what," he said.

I no longer know what to say. I fell silent and just looked at him. I also find it hard to lie but I know in myself I can't tell him the truth first. It's too early and ... I'm still scared.

"I'm sorry. I'm just thinking a lot. I don't want to disturb you anymore," I said.

"Then let me help you. What's bothering you? Don't you want me to know?" he asked and I shook my head.

"I can work out my little problem. Don't worry about me too much," I told Kellen.

"I'll always worry about you, Liv. You can't get rid of my worries about you. But if you're not really comfortable telling me your problem, I hope you'll just give me a hint that you're fine," he replied.

I gave him a small smile and nodded. "Yes, I'll tell you. Promise."

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Fortunately, our conversation did not lead to a fight. I also invited him to eat lunch so that the situation wouldn't always be awkward and I also didn't want him to overthink again. But every time I look at her, nothing else enters my mind but Summer. So, I also can't help but sometimes get in the mood.

"Tell Rowan we're going straight to New Jersey. We're not going back to the hotel so we can get home early and you can rest," he said before wiping his mouth with a clean towel. We had just finished eating and he had already paid the bill.

When Rowan arrived, we immediately got inside the car. I can no longer remember the last time I sat in the front seat, next to Rowan. Ever since Kellen and I got together, I've always been sitting with him in the back. And when he drives, I also sit in the front.

After an hour and a half of driving we arrived in New Jersey. Less than half of the building is being built because it is big. It is estimated that it will take another year before the building is completed.

We also spoke with one of the carpenters who had been hospitalized and had not been able to go to work for several weeks because he had an accident. As he was cementing the stairs, he suddenly slipped and hit a rock on his back. Kellen also promised that he will pay the hospital bills so the carpenter is also very grateful.

"Are you okay now?" Kellen asked the carpenter who was now energetic and obviously willing to cope with his work.

"Yes, Sir. Thank you very much for paying my hospital bills. It helped me a lot. I'm sorry for what happened. I didn't mean to harm myself," he explained to him.

"Don't blame yourself. I'm happy that you're fine now. Just be careful and tell your workmates because it might not be just a small accident again," Kellen replied to him.

"Yes, Sir. We will always be careful to beautify your building. We will not disappoint you," he said politely.

Of all those who work for Kellen, I don't think I've ever known anyone who wasn't kind to him these present days. Even though he looks strict at times, he is really in a good person. But even though I know he's kind, I also remind him some things when it comes to his money. Sometimes, when other employees begged him a little, he immediately gave them money in addition to their salaries. But now, such employees are almost out of the hotel and have resigned and some got fired by their manager because most of them are lazy and we can't keep them anymore.

"Happy working," I said to the carpenters and gave them two thumbs up. They were happy with what I did and they imitated me so I smiled.

Kellen and I have already walked to his favorite place here on the site. I remember Summer even more because they used to have picnics here. I sighed and forced myself to calm down.

"Let's have dinner tomorrow with mom and dad. I'll introduce you not as my secretary, but as my girlfriend." My heart fluttered at what he said but that did not cause me to lose my nervousness.

"Will they like me?" I curiously asked him. I'm still worried about that thing too. What if his mom doesn't like me? I'm being pessimistic all the time and it sucks so much.

He sighed when he saw that I was worried and didn't seem sure if I would allow us to have dinner at their house. I don't have as much problem if it's just a simple dinner. Now, he will introduce me as his girlfriend.

"Liv," he called to me and held both my arms. "I know mom and you didn't have a good interaction on your first meeting. But now, we're okay. I'm sure they'll accept and like you. They'll respect what I want."

I hope they'll really like me. I love Kellen and no man in the world has ever made me feel this kind of love. So, I'm having a hard time right now because I'm stuck with these events. I love him but I also love Summer.

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I got to our apartment and I was also a little tired from the trip because the traffic was long. Kellen and I also had dinner at a restaurant before he and Rowan dropped me here. When I entered my room, I immediately went straight to the bathroom to wash and to take a shower. Right after I came out, Summer knocked.

Ever since I found out about her, we still haven't talked. I still avoid her because I know she won't stop until I tell her my problem. I feel sorry for her because she always knocks on my door but I don't open it for her. I think now, we can talk. I just wish she'll not get mad at me for avoiding her.

I didn't make it longer anymore so I went to the door and I opened it for her. Her eyes look sad because I haven't talked to her lately. Shall I tell her the truth?

"Are you okay? You got me worried, Liv," she said softly to me. I nodded and smiled slightly. I signaled that he could come into the room so she came in and sat on my bed. I stepped aside from him and I think this is where she intends to sleep.

"Are you mad at me?" she asked while not looking at me.

"No," I replied. "I'm not mad at you. I'm sorry if we can't talk," I apologized.

"Is it now? Is it okay? Are you really okay now?" she asked again and I nodded. "So, what happened? Did something happen at the hotel? You came home late, where did you come from?"

I remember I forgot to tell her then where I went. I didn't mention that I had dinner at Kellen's house.

I did not answer her question. "May I ask a question?" I asked and she nodded immediately with mixed confusion on his face. "If you ever get to know your real family, will you go with them if they force you back to them?"

"No. Not anymore," she replied shortly.

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