Who am I afraid of when I lose my memory

Hear people's whispers, and then look at Lu Zang and Xiang Ao.

Lu Zang frowned, but Xiang Ao couldn't help giving me a hand.

I was slapped by Xiang Ao, but I was stopped by Shaolin abbot.

I ran away with all my injuries, and the only place I thought I was going was the old temple where Lu Qingwan had been injured. It was really strange.

What I didn't expect was that Lu Qingwan also came back.

I admit that at the moment I saw her, my heart was happy. But happy words to the mouth but still became sarcastic her words, and he also mercilessly scolded back as before, that angry look reminds me of the leopard I met before.

I thought Lu Qingwan would at least worry about me, but I didn't expect that he was worried that he would not be able to eat my roasted roe meat. What a cold-blooded woman.

The two of us got along with each other again. He was a woman who didn't work hard and didn't pay for anything. He asked me to cook, but I didn't resist. It's ridiculous and strange.

I admit, in that time together, I had a comfortable mind, even once forgot to revenge.

Lu Qingwan bought a lot of things back, such as pots and pans, oil, salt, soy sauce and vinegar, seasonings and rice, as if he wanted to live forever.

Although I seem to dislike it on the surface, in fact, I feel strangely happy at the bottom of my heart. Lu Qingwan is willing to live here with me, which is not bad.

Although I was busy, I didn't lose my temper rarely.

I don't know when the temple became a home.

The word "home" is very far away for me. It's really strange that I can feel this feeling in this broken temple which can barely keep out the wind and rain.

Later, it rained and our roof was exposed.

Lu Qingwan was a little unhappy. All morning, he was staring at the hole above. Although this place did not hit the bed, but I can see that she was very concerned.

After dinner, she continued to avoid the sword spectrum, holding a branch of the stroke, while I was out of the door.

As soon as she saw me go out, she followed me and asked a lot of why.

"We don't live here for a long time, why do we need to mend the roof?" I can't tell the abnormality in my heart when I heard this sentence. It's clear that what Lu Qingwan said is the truth, and it's what I said personally before, but it seems that I feel upset.

In fact, before Lu Qingwan said this, I even forgot revenge and Lu Qingwan's identity.

However, her words completely awakened me, I have blood feud in the body, even want to live here safely? It's so unfilial.

But then the roof was repaired, because we had to stay temporarily.

CEN Junfeng doesn't trust his younger martial sister, so he sends someone to protect Lu Qingwan.

At that time, I should be happy, after all, I will be less a burden, but my heart is very sad and afraid, although I have been self deception, but the feeling at this time can not deceive people, I am very afraid, and very angry. But Lu Qingwan didn't leave, which made me feel a little happy, but it was still the same.

I deceived myself to avoid the hatred of exterminating the family and the disputes in the river and lake on the pretext of being injured and recuperating. The secret book that everyone competed for in my hand became a general book that Lu Qingwan practiced and played in his boring time.

But it's just self deception. What should come will come.

The pigeon accidentally knocked down let me know that I need to leave, and even need to separate from Lu Qingwan, because at this time the most dangerous is me, and I have no ability to protect her.

When I separated, I saw the fog in the corner of her eyes, but I didn't say anything, or even a word of comfort, to tell her that we would come back.

I had made up my mind, but when she said the sentence "am I still your wife", my heart suddenly became confused

Even all the previous plans were pushed down.

Looking at Lu Qingwan left, I followed him..

Later, Lu Qingwan met the robbers.

It has to be said that Lu Qingwan is really a good martial arts practitioner. Although she has no internal power, she is still under the siege of several people. If she is a killer early in the morning, she doesn't even need my help.

I don't know if my help has brought her luck or not. Our whereabouts have been revealed.When I was besieged, I drove her away. I even saw Lu Qingwan's wronged eyes. In fact, I didn't think she was a burden, but I felt that I couldn't protect her, and she was stupid enough to believe.

At that time, I thought that if I could leave alive, I would have to explain it.

In order to escape, I hung on the cliff. One day, I tied a vine to myself for fear that I would be careless and let go. I didn't climb up until the searcher left.

I know that I am seriously injured, but I still have to explain to that silly girl, otherwise she will be in a corner.

When I woke up again, it was laoguai who saved me. Later, I became laoguai's grandson, inherited his poison skill, and revenged with it. Laoguai was my benefactor.

With the help of the old strange master, I met Lu Qingwan. Lu Qingwan lost a lot of weight, but when she saw me, her eyes were bright, and what she saw was also me, which made me feel that her heart was full of my feelings and abnormal satisfaction.

I showed my heart, which I thought during the healing period. Since then, we have really been together.

But later she always like to get together to Cen Junfeng side, let me very uncomfortable. I even began to envy Cen Junfeng and Shen Lengyan's way of getting along. They never seem to quarrel, unlike Lu Qingwan and I, who quarrel as soon as we meet.

Later, after talking with Cen Junfeng, I realized that everyone's way of getting along with others is different. I thought about it. If Lu Qingwan and I don't quarrel one day, we might feel uncomfortable.

CEN Junfeng threatened me, but I don't care. He loves his younger martial sister, and I love my future, not my wife now!

One of the things that Lu Qingwan worships Cen Junfeng is that Cen Junfeng's friends are all over the world. He has traveled many places and had many stories,

So I also proposed to go wandering, and Lu Qingwan also agreed.

Of course, I also have my own selfishness. I want to take a walk with Lu Qingwan to create memories that belong to both of us. We went to a lot of places and lived in the same room on the way, but we were always in love and never polite. I was afraid of scaring her.

We didn't go back until we received the news of Cen Junfeng's marriage. Fortunately, we didn't miss their wedding.

At Cen Junfeng's wedding, I thought of my wedding with Lu Qingwan.

Our wedding was hosted by Lu Zang. At that time, I was full of hatred, and I was very reluctant to worship heaven and earth. So now I think I owe Lu Qingwan a sincere and decent wedding.

And on the wedding day, I went to assassinate Lu Zang and made Lu Qingwan wait in her new house all night, but the result was that I wanted to kill her father. How disappointed and desperate should Lu Qingwan be at that time?

Now I think of it, I feel my heart is very painful, so I must give a decent wedding to Lu Qingwan. Although it's only a form, it's very important.

So after Cen Junfeng got married, I started my wedding with Lu Qingwan and called all the friends Lu Qingwan made on the way.

Looking at the hooded Lu Qingwan, I can't put down the corner of my mouth. It's a kind of happiness that spreads from the bottom of my heart to the whole body. No wonder Cen Junfeng is so happy for so long. He is really very happy.

Our marriage actually sent an invitation to changfengmen. After all, it was Lu Qingwan's father.

But like Cen Junfeng's wedding, he didn't come, maybe because he had no face, because his reputation stinked to the end, and even his disciples left a lot.

In the evening, I finally made Lu Qingwan my wife, and the word "wanwan" blurted out to me at that moment.

I used to call her by her name before, and she also called me by name and surname. But when I called "wanwan", my heart was greatly impacted, and I thought it was the right name. Lu Qingwan's body trembled slightly, and she was also sensitive to the name.

After we got married, we continued to wander the world. Lu Qingwan's martial arts are more and more refined, and her internal power is gradually cultivated. Watch her more and more

I am very afraid that she will recover her memory. Before Mingming, she also loved me, but I just like Lu Qingwan who has no memory and looks a little silly.

Fortunately, her memory has not been restored.

After Cen Junfeng had a couple of children, we still didn't have children. I lied to Lu Qingwan that it was a trouble. In fact, it wasn't because the poison in Lu Qingwan made her lose the right to be a mother.

The poison I prepared is true, but I didn't care about the antidote. Later, although Lu Qingwan's poison was cured, it left behind a hidden disease.It's my fault. I need to forgive and love her all my life. Even if she is infertile, I will not find another woman, because... She is my wife, the only wife.

Later, among the children we picked up, we selected two of them as adopted sons, and let them inherit the blood of the Xu family, which is also an account to the ancestors of the Xu family.

Later, we got old, and to my surprise, I died in front of Lu Qingwan. Looking at her face, which was no longer young, I still laughed: wanwan, you are my wife, and you will be my wife in the next life.

Hearing her affirmative answer, I closed my eyes.

In fact, at that time, I didn't know why. I just had a strange feeling that we would meet again and get together. What I could do before I died was to make an agreement for the next life and not let this silly girl run away with others.