Chapter 425

Of course, such a sense of superiority is just a moment. In fact, this is a sad thing. Wu Di and Wu Di are very powerful, better than other students in this school, but that's not me.

Because of this, I feel sorry for my secret love object. I think love is sacred and can't be blasphemed. Yes, I identified her, even if she may never know.

As for why Wang Lijia could stop me from skipping classes, just as she didn't know I had a crush on her, she didn't know. Once, when I came to the corner of the corridor with my schoolbag dressed in basketball after my second night self-study class, I met her.

When she saw me carrying my schoolbag, she immediately understood my intention. In fact, this was thanks to Wu Di. Because Wu Di, my attention increased a lot, and I often didn't study by myself in the evening of the third class. Those who like to pay attention to Wu Di naturally found out about it, and then I couldn't hide it.

However, we are all high school students. No one is idle to report me. Moreover, I always have no sense of existence in the class. This can show that I have no life, because the protagonists in campus novels have a mocking face. Both students and teachers have to target him.

In fact, I'm not even qualified to be targeted.

Wang Lijia, who found my intention, raised her mouth slightly, smiled and said, "it's almost the college entrance examination. Don't always go out and run around. Study hard."

This is one of the dozens of words she said to me, but it made me form a habit.

That is, if I ran into Wang Lijia when I skipped class and left, I would take a few more steps. When she passed me, I would turn around, put down the schoolbag on my shoulder, silently return to the classroom and bear the suffering of another class.

And the premise is that no matter what I think, no matter what I desire, no matter how bored I am.

This is a habit without any reason, but it belongs to my life criterion. I always live in some rules, and I don't feel unhappy when I'm bound.

Maybe, maybe, maybe... This is my loyalty to love. Whenever I don't skip class because of Wang Lijia, I will have inexplicable comfort, just like praying piously for God's slander and getting a response.

Until one afternoon after school, I went to the canteen for dinner. On the way back, I saw the monitor with good science scores in our class walking along the path next to our teaching building with a girl. When the monitor saw me, he was very embarrassed, obviously opened the distance between him and the girl, and then smiled at me awkwardly.

I nodded with a smile.

But when we passed by, my smile gradually stiffened, and I felt that my heart was about to twitch.

Because that girl is Wang Lijia whom I miss so much. I am very attached to her every smile and every word I care about and even remember.

And Wu Di doesn't have such treatment as her in my heart.

What made me more painful was that the path was just around the corner. Because I was in a trance, I stopped. I heard their conversation:

"That guy is Wu Di's deskmate... Tut." The monitor said so.

"Why, you envy?" Wang Lijia's tone was slightly dissatisfied.

"Where... In fact, that guy likes you. He thinks he's very hidden, but many boys know."

"Ha? It's disgusting to be liked by such a person... It's best to let him disgust Wu Di! "

"Don't curse others Wu Di like this. It's not cheap for him?"

"Hum, why do you protect Wu Di like this?"

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Obviously, they think I have gone far, so there will be such a dialogue. Unless I tear my face, no one will say such hurtful words to my face.

Am I really a disgusting person?

In the cold wind, I wandered forward until I heard a very ethereal voice: "just run away like a coward?"

Hearing this sound, I raised my head in surprise. It was indeed my deskmate Wu Di.

It's the winter of the twelfth lunar month. The weather is quite cold. Wu Di is wearing a pure white down jacket and tight jeans. She completely outlines her tight leg curve. Her neck is surrounded by a red scarf. Her long dark hair is tied into a single ponytail with silver hair bands. She also wears gloves on her hands. She is really well equipped.

Her expression is indifferent, which is different from the way she was gentle to me in the past, but I think Wu Di with this appearance is the real her, and her heart is like an iceberg.

But even so, she is as beautiful as ever... I have to admit in my heart that no man can resist her charm as a girl.

Naturally, I have no response to Wu Di's words. My mind is in a mess. I don't understand what the emotion at this moment is. Jealousy? Sad? It's inferiority complex... I'm really a coward, a ridiculous coward. It turns out that I'm a disgusting person in her eyes.

I lowered my head and always felt that I was so disgusting that I didn't deserve to talk to Wu Di. That's it. Anyway, I'm such a person.

Anyway, I'm used to it. The world always extinguishes my hope for life again and again. I've verified it with my own experience - efforts are not rewarded.

I know there is another reason that can be used to restrain me from skipping class. I don't know whether it's lucky or sad.

Wu Di walked quickly past me with her head down. I was relieved, but in fact, I really wanted to say to her, I'm not a coward, I'm just, just... There's no way. Anyway, I can't compare with monitor Li Yuncong, and according to their appearance, their feelings are very good. How can I destroy their happiness?

"You stop!" I was about to leave, just like I suffered setbacks before, to skip classes, read novels and do everything to vent myself, but I heard Wu Di's empty voice without emotion. Almost instantly, I guessed who she was talking to

I feel as if my brain is going to explode. What does she want to do? Isn't it OK to leave secretly at this time? I was insulted, not her

I really want to go away like this, but the sentence of Wu Di "just run away like a coward?"

Indeed, I am a coward in front of Wang Lijia, because I like her! I like her very much. Even if she just said that, I still can't let her go!

However, I hope to prove that in front of you, Wu Di, I am not a coward!