Chapter 478

An apartment.

Ah Yan snatched the wine from the other side and fell to the ground, shouting: "you really don't want children!"

"If you want to, he won't be born! A lot of people don't want him to be born! "

The other side frowned and looked at her dejected appearance, and said with some doubts, "didn't you send the documents to Yang Feng this morning, and then, what happened to you?"

Lingxiao's gray eyes looked out, with no look and silence.

She sat next to each other and asked patiently, "did he hit you, or did you see him do something? Lingxiao, don't look like this. It's not like you at all. "

The woman in front of the windowsill finally had a little reaction and said with a smile, "so what is me?"

"Never give up, just fight for what you want."

"It's wrong to do that. It will hurt others."

When she said this, ah Yan was stunned and even reached out to touch each other's forehead. She was confused about whether she had a fever or not. She also said this kind of words. When she did good deeds, accumulated virtue and became a vegetarian: "so what? Our creed is not to strive for what we want all the time."

Eyes slowly moved to her body: "before I was like this, I tried my best to kill people, I sat in all the evil things to get what I want, I want a lot of money."

"Later, when I was almost dead, I didn't give the money out."

"Well, I love money, too." Ah Yan always feels that it's strange to comfort others, but she never comforts others. Before, those men came to find themselves and took off their clothes directly.

Strictly speaking, Lingxiao is her first heterosexual friend.

"It's also very good. At least you use this money to get to today's position, aren't you?"

Her eyes are very empty, as if she did not hear this sentence: "in order to escape those who pursue me, I went all the way south to Y country."

"Where dare you go? It's a mess. "

"Well, I know. I was hurt and saved by a little girl."

Lingxiao mouth finally showed a little smile, as if thinking of something happy“ Larry is a very lovely little girl. Her only shortcoming is that she is a little bit black. She saved me, a stranger. For the first time, I felt like I wanted to repay others. I knew what it was like to cherish. "

Such a story will always have a sad solution.

Ah Yan asked, "what happened to Larry?"

"Because I once dodged in their house. The debt collectors found their house and forced them to pay back or hand me over. I bought a lot of things for Larry and then left. Then his father sold his daughter to a brothel. Little Larry was too young to bear the devastation and died in a few days."

She pursed her mouth, as if to ease the pressure: "in fact, this is a relatively common tragedy, the status of women in Y country is like that, maybe without me, Larry's family conditions will be sold, but it should not be so small."

"It's all because of me that I killed her. The guilt and guilt linger in my heart all the time. I told myself that everything had nothing to do with me. Little Larry asked for it. "

I really don't know how to persuade her. Ah Yan sits far away from her and takes out a cigarette to light it. In this world, bad people and good people are frank, because they are firm in their beliefs and believe that their actions are completely correct

The most sad is that those two kinds of people, the bad is not pure enough, the good is full of selfish desire.

"Ah Yan, no matter whether you believe it or not, there is retribution in the world. It's not a God who raises his head three feet. It's a lie that will be exposed. The wrong things you've done will lie in wait for you in the future. They're crawling there waiting for you. It doesn't matter if you've been bad. When you want to live a good life, they will stand up and shout."

"They lift the scar, they point to their ugliness and tell you, you forget, I am you!"

Ah Yan takes out another cigarette. Her hand is moving. Those dark memories of her origin are constantly reminding her. Sometimes she hopes that she will have a good solution like normal people, but she only hopes that she will never get on the shore.

"I used to like people." Lingxiao said so sincerely.

"Mr. Zhang San, right? I've heard you mention it, and every time you quarrel with Yang Feng, it's not because of this. It seems that this is a barrier that he can't get through."

Mention this, Lingxiao even a little more inexplicable pride: "of course he will be irritable, Yang Feng met Mr. Zhang San, so he will feel inferior, they two stand together is the difference between pheasant and Phoenix. Ah Yan, if you meet that person, you will also like him. He is the most perfect man in the world. "

Has always been the heart of only the interests of their own hands, so ruthless Lingxiao even have this picture of girls Huaichun appearance?

"The name Zhang San should be a pseudonym."

Speaking of this, Lingxiao suddenly quieted down: "yes, he didn't leave me anything, except a memory and unforgettable feelings in his life."

"Why didn't you pursue it?"

"It's just because of myself. I'm vicious and lying. I can't make up my past at all. What I've done is always like a shadow over me. Even when I meet happiness, I don't care whether I pursue it bravely."

Compared with just now, he was more calm, but Lingxiao still had a haze that could not be dispelled: "that's what I want to say. All things and people are waiting for me in front of me. When I pay my debt, I'll be here soon."

Until now, ah Yan basically figured out what happened. She asked grinning“ Well, did you see a man? "

"Yes, I met him."

For Lingxiao before things, ah Yan is not very clear, two people sit together to talk about most of the plans and plans for the future, few of those who can not look back on the past.

"Who is he?" She was very careful when she asked.

The other side still did not ask and answer, constantly shaking his head: "I did not expect that he would come back one day, even in such a posture. I've done too many things that I'm sorry for him. He will send me to hell himself. "

Lingxiao is also thinking about whether the two people will meet again and so on: "I didn't expect that this day will come so soon."