Chapter 324

Our relationship is nothing more than that.

You are not Gu qianrong in the past. You are not the so-called adopted daughter of the Xu family.

Your identity, ability and character have changed a long time ago. You are the daughter of Gao Gao's Gu group. I've been desperately denying that I'm still useful to you. As long as I work hard, I can make up for the previous damage.

It's a pity that all these are deceit. Just like ou yechen, he didn't ignore that person and he would not exist. At the right time, he still showed up and broke into the fortress with pride and glare. He broke the delicate balance between us and showed off his irreplaceable position in your heart.

All of them are broken. You will never see the chaos in my heart.

My so-called love is doomed to end before it starts.

It starts and ends, and you never know.

I have already thought about it. From today on, I will be a silent person and a guardian. I will no longer talk and have unnecessary feelings. In this way, you will not be embarrassed, and I will not play small temperament again. We can always keep that balance, and we can go on forever in the name of friends.

In this way, I will be with you, the air around you will be full of my existence all the time, I will smile and watch you find the person who loves you most, marry him, and then walk into the wedding hall.

I will not do anything, I will become blind and dumb, I will collect that jealousy, cover up all my love for you, put them together and bring them to my grave.

What's the most terrible thing in the world? Ou yechen's incomparable confession has been wrong with her favorite person. There is a huge level gap between Romeo and Juliet. No, it's not!

They can also speak out their love and repentance, speak out what they think in their heart, and find countless excuses for what they have done to ask for your forgiveness. They also have opportunities and hope that you can forgive, which I have never and never had.

We never dare to face up to that problem, we do not dare to take a look at the scar, how can we extravagantly handle and cut it, how can we wrap it with gauze, and then slowly heal a little bit.

One day, I boldly imagined that one afternoon a few years later, we were together and had several lovely babies. Two people sitting in the nursing home in the afternoon pointed to the scar and began to tease about the past. I shivered at the thought of such a scene. I hope to be in the nursing home, but I don't want to talk about this topic.

You see, I don't want to forgive myself. How can you forgive me?

I don't deserve you. It has nothing to do with family, personality and appearance. These things can be changed by external conditions.

I don't deserve you, because of the past, because I never deserve to say I love you.

Every time I want to express my love with change, I can imagine that people will point at me and laugh, and add an unbelievable expression to say: God, he would like Xiaoli, but he is the person who hurt Xiaoli the most.

I know you've become like this because of me. It's all because of me.

That kind of feeling is like I killed you personally, and then regretted that someone saved you. I suddenly ran to you and told you that I like you, I want to get along with you well, and I will spend every day together in the future.

I can understand what you thought at that time. You must be thinking: is this guy crazy? He just killed me. Ah, he is my enemy. How could he have such an idea? He won't want to kill me again!

If it was me, I would think the same. No doubt, I would even kick the man and spit in his face to make him get away. I don't like to see him, not at all.

So, I can remember the smile that you met me on the ship three years ago. You welcomed me. You spent three happy years with me. Everyone advised you to be alert to me. All people thought that I would harm you. More people thought that it was incredible that you left me, but you still insisted.

Xiao Li, you have been very brave. Really, what you have done to me is good enough.

Lingxiao will laugh when I see you again. She must be laughing at you when I am with you. She must be laughing at you recklessly. She must be laughing at you for treating a person who once hurt you so badly.

Including ou yechen, Lu Xiao and so on, they all have a strange look when they know I'm still by your side.

I didn't say it, but I always knew it.

I don't blame them. If I were your friend, if there was such a person, I would beat him.

Don't imagine being together with me. Just imagine the scene of confession, I'll tremble all over and my teeth will touch each other violently. I'll become an enemy, I'll be expelled, I'll be ordered to stay away from you. I have no right, I have no right to like you.

You have been avoiding what happened three years ago. You treat Xu Mo and Xu Qiyan separately. You are your sincere friend and even your family confidant. Xu Qiyan's cruel brother has become an indelible pain in your heart.

I promise you, from now on, I'm Xu Mo, and I'll be my assistant.

Do not overstep duty, always obey orders, I will be good guard in your side, just guard it.

So you have to promise me that no matter what road you choose, no matter what experience you experience, the final result must be happy. You have suffered a lot of difficulties. It's time for you to be happy.

I won't let you know, I won't tell you, this secret will be pressed in my heart, my image in your heart is indifference and revenge is enough.

Hatred is very strong, but compared with you, I would rather give up and continue to like you.

The world is really ironic, including me, including ou yechen, who always knows you are good after losing you. The happiness I can hold is to practice it, but now it makes me like you.

God has long eyes. All the mistakes you make will be made up in the future. To make me like you is to make up for the damage I have done to you. I am willing to punish you.

From now on, our relationship is nothing more than that.

August 17, July 7 of the lunar calendar, Xu Qiyan stay.

Looking at the scenery outside the window, Gu Li suddenly said, "I won't go back to my dormitory. Now let's find a temporary hotel to stay. Tomorrow you can find me a house, which is almost near Gu's group."