Chapter 512

Rebuilding the world

he Xinying's condition has not improved all the time. Although she is no longer crazy, she has returned to a state of depression and is in a daze almost every day.

Although Shen Junquan didn't want to admit it, it still made him feel unprecedented panic.

He seems to understand why Huo jingnian hated himself so much at the beginning. Even if he wanted to feign death for he Xinying, he didn't want him to take her away - if Huo jingnian didn't have ulterior motives at that time.

Because at that time, I was too scared.

Otherwise, he Xinying won't get sick again because of this a few days ago.

Shen Junquan is very sorry. If he knows that he Xinying will be so stimulated by his words and deeds, he really hopes he didn't treat her like that a few days ago.

Damn it Why didn't he pay more attention to her?

He knew it would stimulate her. Why did he do that?

Blame yourself, blame yourself.

If he had known, he would never have brought her pain like that again.

But now it's too late to say that.

"Xinying, how about eating?" Instead of being cold and indifferent to others in the past, Shen Junquan slowed down his voice and coaxed him gently.

He will treat her well from now on, and will not let her suffer potential harm again.

If it was his rudeness and unwillingness to face that led to the collapse of her world, then he was willing to guard her from now on and slowly rebuild a happy world for her.

This time, Shen Junquan really intends to do what he should do well, even though he knows that the process may be very long.

He Xinying stares at him for a while without any expression on her face.

"I know you're blaming me." Shen Junquan grinned bitterly, "but Xinying, even if you hate me, you don't have to embarrass yourself like this I'll feel bad. "

In the last sentence, his voice is very low. He is not used to expressing his feelings in this way. But now he can't care. Everything is from his own heart.

Looking at he Xinying like this, he is really distressed, she is so energetic a person, but for their own step by step to this look

He Xinying still didn't speak. She hasn't spoken to anyone since that day. She was just in a daze for a long time.

"Xinying, how do you take care of Xiaochen if you don't eat?" Shen Junquan reluctantly used the last mace, "Xiaochen is still waiting for you to play with him."

I don't know if it's because of the mention of Xiaochen that he Xinying's dim eyes lit up for a short time, and then darkened.

She silently took the bowl in Shen Junquan's hand and slowly picked up the chopsticks.

Shen Junquan was overjoyed and did not dare to disturb her any more. He watched her finish eating and helped her take away the dishes and chopsticks.

It seems that her condition can be improved, Shen Junquan thought as he walked out of the room.

"Mr. Shen..." Assistant Chen has been with him all the time. Seeing this situation, he asked uncertainly, "really don't you need to take your wife to see a doctor?"

Shen Junquan was silent for a while, and asked, "is there any medicine for your wife?" "And a few more." Assistant Chen said, "I just rummaged in the room and found a few bottles. According to the dosage, it should last for a while, but..."

"Just what?" Shen Junquan frowned.

"It's just that I find it strange that there is no label on the bottle."

Indeed, those white bottles have never been labeled.

Shen Junquan also saw it at the beginning. At that time, he didn't care. He thought it was a special medicine prescribed by the doctor. Now, after listening to assistant Chen, he seems to have noticed something wrong.

If he remembers correctly, this medicine should be given by Huo jingnian?

"When I take my wife to see a doctor tomorrow, I'll take a bottle to Dr. Zhao to check the ingredients of the medicine." Shen Junquan gave the order.

Assistant Chen agrees to go back. Shen Junquan stares at the other two bottles of Medicine on the table and meditates.

The next morning, after taking Xiaochen to the kindergarten, Shen Junquan was ready to take he Xinying out.

But he Xinying changed the chaos before and asked very clearly, "where's Xiaochen?"

"Are you feeling better today?" Shen Junquan replied pleasantly, "Xiaochen Xiaochen is not here. He has gone to kindergarten. "

But for some unknown reason, he Xinying seemed to have only heard the preceding sentence and suddenly changed her face: "is Xiaochen not here? Where's Xiaochen? "

She looked around in a daze and then burst into tears.

"I lost Xiaochen I lost Xiaochen... "

"New tassels..." Shen Junquan realizes that it's not good and shouts.

Kehe Xinying couldn't listen to what he said. She knelt down on the ground and cried hoarsely. "It's you. It's you who lost my little morning. It's me it's me. I lost Xiaochen Sobbing I I promised Xinying to protect him I... "

"New tassels." Shen Junquan felt the pain in his heart. He pulled over he Xinying and said, "Xiao Chen didn't disappear. He just went to the kindergarten and came back in the evening. Shall we go to meet him together?"He Xinying looked at him steadily, as if to see whether his words were true or false.

"Xinying, be obedient, let's go to the hospital first..."

After the inspection, it's almost lunch time. After lunch, the time from kindergarten to school is not so hard.

Unexpectedly, he Xinying became more anxious when she heard this. She pulled her hair and cried, "no I'm not going to the hospital! Xinying died in the hospital. I don't want to see her Sobbing... "

It's crazy, but Shen Junquan's heart trembles.

She is for he Xinying's death, how remorse, will say such words at this time?

And that is clearly because their hands are too tight, they will try their best to escape, leading to a car accident, this silly woman, even the fault to himself

He was extremely distressed and angry. He didn't know the truth of that year, but now, he can't tell he Xinying - even if he should tell her, telling her now will only make her more collapsed. At the moment, he Xinying is tired of crying. Her long hair is scattered on her loose home shirt, a little messy. The tears on her face make her look more miserable.

Shen Junquan crouched, gently approached her, hugged her and patted her on the back.

"No, we went to the hospital..."

If it irritates her, he would rather she stay at home.

Even if he would torture himself repeatedly, he would not complain.

He Xinying's body was stiff for a while, and finally relaxed slowly.

Shen Junquan breathed a long sigh of relief. He finally didn't have to feel guilty for bringing up her sad things again.