Chapter 495

Disappear again

he seems to begin to understand why he Xinying has been resisting and starting over with herself.

The shadow of the past still exists, even affecting her health. Under such circumstances, how can she choose herself again?

Thinking of this, Shen Junquan fondles he Xinying's face and kisses her on the forehead.

Poor little woman If only he had realized his heart earlier, there would not have been so many things.

Shen Junquan sighed.

Even if she makes a choice, the past will always lie between them.

This knot is tied by him. Naturally, he will solve it.

When he Xinying wakes up this time, he will melt all that with his heart. He will help her drive away the last haze in her heart.

"Xinying, you know, I'm really scared to see you so hysterical."

Shen Junquan sits in front of he Xinying, who is sleeping soundly, and speaks out what he has never said before.

"The doctor says you have bipolar disorder and can't be stimulated any more. In fact, I know that you are stimulated because of me. No matter what I did to you in the past, or the car accident two years ago, it's the main cause of your illness. "

"They said you were sick, but I know you are not so sick as blaming me," he continued. You have been blaming me, you have not been out of the past, you also Have you been blaming yourself for his death

Shen Junquan brushed the broken hair off her forehead in an unprecedented gentle tone.

"You don't have to blame yourself Xinying, you don't have to punish yourself for other people's mistakes. Especially my mistakes I've been clear about my past mistakes I'm waiting for you to wake up and I'll make it up. New tassels Will you wake up soon? "

His voice was so sincere that it didn't seem indifferent.

He Xinying didn't respond, as if she wanted to sleep all the time.

Maybe, this is the way to punish himself in turn, and let him worry about her.

The next day, the third day He Xinying still didn't wake up.

Shen Junquan's worries only increase but not decrease. Fortunately, the doctor said that this is not a big problem. Maybe she was too tired before, so subjectively, she wanted to take advantage of this opportunity to have a good rest. When she had enough sleep, she would wake up naturally. It should be something in the near future, so Shen Junquan should not worry.

But the doctor's words made Shen Junquan regret again.

Yes, he Xinying is too tired.

She has been living too tired since the day she married herself

Therefore, we should do our best to take care of her.

New tassels You must give me this chance.

In the afternoon, Shen Junquan murmured to he Xinying for a long time. Finally, he was exhausted and fell asleep on the edge of the bed.

Since he Xinying was sent to the hospital, he hardly closed his eyes for fear that something unexpected might happen.

Maybe he was too tired. He fell asleep for a long time until he was awakened by his mobile phone ring. The old housekeeper said anxiously, "Mr. Shen, Xiao Chen has been crying all the time. He says he wants to find his mother."

Shen Junquan woke up immediately: "didn't you tell him we were in the hospital?"

"I said, but he cried even more. He had to go to the hospital to see Miss He."

Shen Junquan does not want Xiaochen to come.

First of all, there are many people and bacteria in this hospital, and children's resistance is poor. It should have been better to have less.

Second, he Xinying hasn't woken up yet. Even if Xiaochen comes, she can't solve the problem. In case she wakes up and is unstable, it's not good to scare her children.

"I'm going to find my mother I'm going to find my mother... " Xiao Chen was crying at home.

Since they moved, where has Xiaochen left her mother for so long?

Even if the old housekeeper was there, he could not stop the panic in his heart. What's more, the old housekeeper is a generation away from his parents. Although he is not new to Xiaochen, he still can't communicate with his parents effectively.

Shen Junquan on the other end of the phone vaguely hears Xiao Chen's cry. He just feels his heart is breaking. He asks the old housekeeper to hand the phone to Xiao Chen.

"Good morning, don't cry, OK?" Shen Junquan couldn't help slowing down his voice.

For this child, he always showed a different gentle side.

"Uncle Shen..." Hearing the familiar voice, Xiaochen seems more aggrieved, "Uncle Shen, I want to see my mother Sobbing... "

"Mom wants to be Xiaochen too, but mom is in the hospital now." Shen Junquan patiently explained, "how about Xiaochen waiting for her mother to come back?"

"Why can't Xiaochen go to the hospital?"

"Because Because Xiaochen has gone, the doctor's uncle will be distracted, so he can't see his mother well. " Shen Junquan tried to explain.

Xiao Chen seemed to understand something. Her cry gradually weakened and she hesitated to say, "that Can uncle Shen come back with me? The housekeeper doesn't know how to make a puzzle with me. "These days, he has to play the jigsaw puzzle sent by Shen Junquan, but it's boring to play alone. Once it's boring, he especially wants to find his mother.

Although Shen Junquan didn't quite understand the hidden logic of this, Xiao Chen's sobbing voice was pitiful. He couldn't bear it. He agreed: "then wait, uncle Shen will go back with you now."

"Good..." Xiaochen stopped crying immediately.

Shen Junquan is a little proud of such a change. His son's listening to him shows that he has a place in his son's heart.

Chen has already acquiesced to his little son.

Reluctant to take a look at he Xinying on the bed, Shen Junquan does not forget to ask the nurse on duty to help take care of her, and then leaves in a hurry.

Just listening to Xiao Chen's voice, he almost cried hoarse. He was really distressed. He had to go back and have a look.

The car drove home quickly.

Xiaochen almost jumped into his arms at the moment of opening the door: "Uncle Shen, you are back!" The old housekeeper and he almost have no common language, or uncle Shen and himself get along better.

Children are fickle, and they forget the sadness in a short time.

Shen Junquan played a few jigsaw puzzles with Xiaochen, and it was time for dinner.

Just as he wanted to make something delicious for him, assistant Chen rushed over in a hurry.

"Mr. Shen..." Assistant Chen hesitated, but still summoned up the courage to report, "the hospital said The lady is gone

Usually, Shen Junquan left the number of the assistant to the nurses in the hospital, so assistant Chen was the first to know what happened.

"Gone?" Shen Junquan immediately stood up, "are you kidding?"

Didn't he let the nurse watch her before? How could it disappear?

Shen Junquan has a bad feeling.