Chapter 472

Can't resist

he likes bitter gourd, but she doesn't like it, but she always pretends to like it for him.

No matter what happened in the past, the memory on the dinner table at that time will sink the two people into it at the moment. Looking at each other, the originally embarrassing atmosphere slowly reveals some warmth.

But the warmth was fleeting, and the two men immediately turned their eyes and thought.

Xiaochen is a child after all. He can't stand the toss. After dinner, he yells to go to bed. He Xinying has no choice but to coax him to sleep first.

When she was young, she took over Xiaochen with one of her old servants and said that he Xinying's baby room was just right for him.

Anyway, when Xiaochen was at Huo's, she always slept in her own room. He Xinying didn't think much about it, so she handed the child to the old servant.

But then she realized a very embarrassing problem, because Shen Junquan's people sometimes live here, so he Youbing's room has long been converted into a servant's bedroom.

That is to say, apart from the baby room and other servant rooms, the old house was left with her own bedroom.

Subconsciously looking around, she didn't see Shen Junquan.

Taking advantage of this opportunity, she quickly slipped into her bedroom and locked the door.

What came into view was still the familiar girl powder, which was specially arranged like this when she went to school.

Lying in her little bed, he Xinying missed her simple self at that time.

At that time, I didn't have so much distress and helplessness, and I didn't experience so much love and hate. I just like that person silently in my heart

Thinking of Shen Junquan, she looks dim.

She couldn't understand the relationship between herself and him, and whether the warmth caused by her sudden memory was an illusion?

She felt very confused and didn't know how to sort it out.

After all, she was still afraid, afraid of the recurrence of the past, afraid of repeating the mistakes.

Just thinking about this, the door of the bathroom was suddenly pushed open.

Shen Junquan, wearing only a bathrobe, stands quietly by the door, looking at him playfully.

"You Who let you in! " He Xinying was startled. She didn't notice anyone in the bathroom!

"I've always lived in this room." Shen Junquan is right, "do you still want me to move out?"

For a moment, he Xinying was speechless. Indeed, the house is his now. It's his freedom to live in.

"Then..." Her voice suddenly lowered, "where do I live..."

"What do you say?" Shen Junquan's smile suddenly became evil.

Before he Xinying could react, he was hugged by the people who came to the bed.

"You You let me go. " He Xinying breaks free, but the man's strength is too big, she can't shake a cent.

"Two years." Shen Junquan kisses her face, words become ambiguous, "he Xinying, I don't miss you for a moment." He Xinying was stunned, and her original frantic and uneasy heart gradually settled down with this sentence.

This is what I have been looking forward to for many years Faced with such Shen Junquan, he Xinying could not resist.

Two years, two whole years, she thought she would not react to such a touch.

But in front of the person who loved, all the touch has become intolerable flames.

It's a hair trigger.

He Xinying didn't know whether what she was doing was right or wrong, and she had no time to think about whether she should love this person.

Shen Junquan's movements are extremely gentle, and he Xinying almost suspects that she is just dreaming.

"It hurts?" He noticed her sluggish look and asked in a deep voice in her ear.

He remembered her crying plea when he was newly married, and those memories had been tormenting him for the past two years, making him suffer from self reproach.

When he thought of what he had done to her in the past, he felt very guilty. Even if he could not restrain his yearning and longing for her in the past two years, he could not help being more cautious.

He Xinying was stunned and shook her head slowly.

It's not that I didn't think that he was really repenting, but there were too many problems between them all the time. These days, although he has been showing a positive attitude, it seems that the problem has not been solved.

What's more Later, she remembered that Shen Junquan suddenly appeared in her home today, which made her shudder again.

Has he been watching himself?

He Xinying is more sensitive than in the past. Once she thinks about it repeatedly in her mind, it will never go away.

If he moved himself, it was just a bait to imprison himself again?

Does he want to go back by himself just because he is unwilling?

Of course, he Xinying didn't forget that he was determined to go back by himself, so he sent someone to drive after him.

He didn't even want to go back to prove his statusIt's just shaking.

And this time She didn't dare to think about it any more.

It's said that it's hard to change a person's nature and his views on people and things. She still can't believe Shen Junquan's behavior today.

After so much, it's really hard for her to trust him.

Subconsciously moving his eyes to his side, Shen Junquan's sleeping appearance is very harmless.

"Can I still trust you?" He Xinying said softly, "brother Junquan, can I still trust you?"

It doesn't seem convenient to live here. What's the relationship between her and him now?

He Xinying thought for a long time, but decided to leave.

She quietly pushed the door open. First she went to Xiaochen's room and picked Xiaochen up. Then she quietly opened the door and left alone.

When Shen Junquan woke up, he looked at the empty half of the bed and sighed. After all, did you hurt her too much? What else can she do to return to her side

The sky is already bright, and Shen Junquan's eyebrows seem to be unable to stretch in the room.

He is holding he Xinying's diary in his hand, which has been turned over by him.

Over the past two years, his missing can not be resolved, only to look at her memory over and over again, which is also their common memory.

Once upon a time, he thought that he would never see he Xinying again, so he had to let the memory go on in pain and remind himself of what he had done.

Later, he thought he had a chance to make up for it, but after a short period of happiness, he could only face the cold sheets.

He Xinying may not know that this place is home for her, and for Shen Junquan, it is already home.

More than once, he imagined that he Xinying came in from the door. More than once, he dreamed that he Xinying, like a young girl, was smiling at him with no city

Yesterday seemed more like a short dream, which made him at a loss after dawn.

"He made the world for me and destroyed my world."

His eyes lingered on the last page again, and Shen Junquan was silent for a long time.