Chapter 645

He Jiawen raised the corner of his mouth and gave a faint smile. He stood up and walked to Shen Xingchen. He squinted with his long and narrow eyes and looked at the anxious expression on her face. He said softly, "what's the matter? Anyway, even I can't understand what I want to do, but life is so confusing, don't you think? "

After that, he turned around and sat lazily on the sofa, cocked his legs, waved and said, "I won't give you the passport, but I can consider giving you the credit card. Anyway, you are also a person. Why do you have to be so hard on me and yourself? Let's make do with it and not go out to harm the world, right? Don't forget, we're engaged. "

Shen Xingchen's eyes were red for a moment, but she didn't cry. At the moment, if she could take a knife to open his chest to see what the structure of his heart was, she would have gone to the kitchen to get the knife.

She took a deep breath, repressed the lump in her throat, and said, "is it really so interesting that you torture everyone around you, including me? Have you ever felt that your present self is like a complete transformation? Can you sleep peacefully at night? You may find it enjoyable, but sooner or later, there will be retribution. "

At this time, he Jiawen sat up from the bed and squinted at her, as if looking at her face carefully. After a while, he raised a smile and said, "Shen Xingchen, please don't worry. If I didn't accept you at the beginning, you would still be a ghost now. Lan Qing didn't want you, and he couldn't go back home. He also picked a liver. You are not grateful, I'll tell you that I don't need you for my ideological and moral construction. If you want to leave now, I won't stop you. "

He looked at Shen Xingchen, his eyes were red, and he seemed to have soaked in disinfectant for several cycles, but he didn't speak. I just watched her quietly turn around and walk towards the door, with a smile on her face. The smile now looks like he was clean and sunny a few years ago, gentle and full of halo.

But what he didn't know was that at that moment, the tears in his eyes blurred his vision. Some of his pale face looked a little sad under the yellow light. He clasped his hands and looked as grateful as after winning the prize. He whispered to himself, "now the retribution has come." The smile on the face appears extremely bleak under the yellow light of the living room.

The stereo next to the TV still kept hearing the cheerful and exciting music of fighting games. He threw the game handle aside and lay down on the sofa, looking at some dazzling lights on the ceiling. After a long time, he rubbed his eyes, took a few breathless noses and whispered: "but I don't want to die..."

He narrowed his eyes slightly, as if he saw heaven. The angel still stood in the cloud and waved to him. Then he sat up, rubbed some disheveled hair, lowered his eyes and said in a low voice, "what do you think? How can I go to heaven?"

Then the corner of the mouth with a bitter smile, gently shook his head, "it doesn't matter, first pass." Then I picked up the joystick.

His eyes are still a little red, sitting cross legged on the ground, in the big, cold apartment, it seems that there is so little.

Maybe god sensed the jubilant festival atmosphere of the city, even the day is sunny, even the sun does not look like it should be in deep winter.

Lan Qing holding Xiaosheng standing in front of the window, suddenly turned to look at Li Qingning, asked with a smile: "Qingning, do you want to go out for a walk? The three of us haven't gone out for a walk together for a long time. "

A Nan was cleaning up the room. After hearing what he said, she broke in with a smile and said, "yes, sister Qingning, it's so sunny today. It's a pity not to go out." With that, Chao Li Qingning squeezed his eyes, just like a dog headed military strategist in the ancient costume drama.

Li Qingning stood up, nodded with a smile and said, "it's OK, I should take Xiaosheng out to bask in the sun."

She went back to her bedroom and simply packed up the things Xiaosheng needed to take when she went out. She put them in a small bag, put on a long printed skirt and a long windbreaker coat, and looked out the window like a beautiful spring scene, but sighed softly.

After going out, Lan Qing pushed Xiao Sheng with one hand and took her shoulder with the other hand. He rubbed her shoulder repeatedly and said, "you women are really strange. For the sake of demeanor, even the temperature is OK. How can you do if you don't wear so few clothes and get cold?"

Li Qingning turned his head and looked at his worried look with a smile. He said in a soft voice, "if I'm sick, there's a reason for you to come to see me, so if you think about it like this, it's not a bad thing to be sick."

She looked at Lan Qing's eyes, turned her head and put her eyes on Xiao Sheng in the stroller. She walked forward with him in silence. A few minutes later, the man whispered "I'm sorry".

She looked up at his side face, can not help but a burst of heartache, but still try to squeeze out a smile, said: "you are not sorry for me, always say I am a fool, I think you are stupid."

Lanqing's coat collar stood up, so almost no one recognized him, but the three members of the family still looked very attractive. Walking on the side of the road, people kept casting envious eyes. A couple of Bi Ren combined and gave birth to a child, which was the standard match of idol drama.

So they walked quietly on the road, did not agree where to go, close to lunch time, have unconsciously walked to a French restaurant they used to go.

Walking into the door of the restaurant, Li Qingning looked around in surprise and said, "this restaurant feels good. Why is business so bad now?"

Lan Qing side head looking at her, eyes moist as water, hand gently stroked her some frozen red cheek, said: "out of the time I have ordered the manager, today is not open, we charter."

Li Qingning just nodded, while secretly feeling his carefulness and thoughtfulness, but at the same time gradually realized that they could never walk hand in hand in the downtown crowd like ordinary couples.

The restaurant specially prepared vegetable soup and salmon paste for Xiaosheng. After dinner, they went to the children's paradise nearby. Xiao Sheng looks very excited. He has been waving his little arm all the time. It seems that he won't be tired from going out until now.

She watched the scene carefully, and wanted to engrave everything today into her mind, so that she could recall this man in the future and have some real pictures for her to aftertaste.

If doomed to lose, then let her keep the last bit of greed, all the memories about this man, are deeply in my heart.