Chapter 640

Li Qingning can't help but smile. His gloomy mood has improved for several days. He walks to Feng Chi with the box in his arms and says, "master Feng, you are playing handsome and cool here, but there is no audience and no beauty."

Feng Chi glanced at her and snorted: "Hey, what do you say? I'm about to get married. Don't talk nonsense. But then again, if it wasn't for you, I might have taken wedding photos with Lin Bai in Santorini, Greece."

Li Qingning shook his head with a smile and said, "well, I owe you this time. Please give this to Lan Qing for me." She said, involuntarily put the box into Feng Chi's arms.

He opened the box for a look, then turned and put it into the car. He lit a cigarette and took a few breaths in silence. He said, "Li Qingning, why are you so stupid? You are not so naive as to think that your skin can save the whole LAN family?"

"These things... Add up to a lot of money. Of course, I don't expect them to play any role. I just don't want to watch him get into trouble and can't do anything. At least I can have a little psychological comfort by doing so..."

Feng Chi sighed softly and asked, "is it worth it?"

She raised her head and looked into his eyes. She laughed so real and unadorned that she even flashed a little crystal light and said, "Feng Chi, when we fell in love with someone, we didn't ask ourselves whether it was worth it or not."

After seeing her off, she wrapped up her coat and walked slowly in the street. Soon, she came to the downtown area. The streets are full of Christmas atmosphere, and the whole city seems to wake up from the cold winter and fall into the annual carnival again.

But now, for her, this festival only means that the day of Lanqing's engagement to another woman is approaching day by day.

She walked aimlessly in the street, and saw Christmas themed doughnuts on display in the window of the dessert shop on the street. The chocolates were covered with colorful candies. They looked sweet and greasy, which was very popular with little girls.

She went in, bought a box of doughnuts, and stood on the road to eat them. The sweet and greasy taste made her voice unable to bear, and even frowned.

But isn't this the most real feeling that love brings to people? Bright and beautiful, sweet and moving, but after really tasted, all kinds of taste, can really understand.

Her mouth stained with some chocolate, holding the doughnut box so squatting on the road of people coming and going, tears unconsciously seeped out, the cold wind mercilessly ruthlessly ravaged her cheek, dried her tears, leaving a few dry marks.

She cried and her shoulders trembled. On the road of people coming and going, she squatted down and hugged herself like this, as if she was the only one left in the world. It was as if she had just left her when she was a child. The nightmare like feeling once again enveloped her like an endless fog.

There is a little girl with a white wool hat wrapped tightly, holding a box with doughnuts and holding her mother's hand, came out of the dessert shop. After Li Qingning, she raised her head and asked the woman beside her, "Mom, why is that Aunt squatting there crying? She's obviously holding the doughnut box... "

"Darling, maybe Auntie is sad. Let's not disturb Auntie..."

Before the mother's voice was heard, the little girl broke away from her hand and ran to Li Qingning with the doughnut box in her arms. She reached out and patted her on the shoulder and said, "Auntie, what's the matter with you?"

Li Qingning raised her head, looked at her tender and pure eyes, tried to pull out a smile, and said: "thank you, aunt is OK."

"But what unhappiness can't be cured by a doughnut? Well... I'll give you my doughnut. You can be happy after you eat two doughnuts. " The little girl reluctantly looked at the box in her hand, as if she had made great determination to hold it in front of Li Qingning.

This kind of innocent and simple kindness made her eyes red again. She touched the little girl's head with a smile and said, "good boy, I don't want it. If I can get your comfort, I'm very happy. It's so cold. Go home with my mother to eat doughnuts. My aunt has tasted it. It's delicious."

Looking at the figure that the little girl left, Li Qingning suddenly thought of Sisi again, and the sadness in her heart increased a little. She stood up and wiped her face casually. She continued to walk aimlessly forward. The people around her were in a hurry, and the streets were full of people who looked happy.

She suddenly thought of a sentence in Tolstoy's book: "the happy people in this world are always similar, but the unfortunate people have their own misfortunes."

But why, she seems to lack nothing, happiness for her, but always appears short and unreachable.

She walked slowly on the road, passing one window after another which looked colorful and attractive. Even she didn't know how long she had been walking.

In this process, she always felt that there was a pair of eyes watching her silently behind her back. The cold eyes kept her back cool, but she suddenly turned back and found that there was only a bustling crowd behind her.

After four times of looking back, she couldn't help but laugh at when she became so talkative. She shook her head and saw a bar beside the main road, so she went in.

On the stage, a young man is holding a guitar and singing those vulgar love songs in a hoarse voice. Normally, she always disdains these songs, but today, drinking wine, the lyrics suddenly have a little tear jerking effect.

She holds her head in one hand and a big beer glass in the other. Listening to the lyrics, she feels like herself. Involuntarily quietly echoed, tears on this way with the notes flowing, along the face down.

Later, she didn't remember how much she had drunk, but felt that her head was going to crack. The mobile phone screen on hand is lit up by the incoming phone from time to time. She looks at the string of numbers on the screen that are already familiar with her heart, gently raises the corner of her mouth, and shows a bitter smile, with a slight irony in the smile.

She pulled a waiter with a black bow tie to his ear and said, "you answer for me and tell him the owner of the mobile phone doesn't know where it is. You left the mobile phone with you."