Chapter 638

"Du Zihao will be here soon. Don't worry about her health! Just tell me, do you think so? " Lan Qing raised the volume, and her eyes turned red.

But Li Qingning, who was sitting beside him, did not say a word. He just dropped his eyes and kept silent.

Lan Qing suddenly stepped on the accelerator to accelerate, and the engine gave out a huge roar. While holding the steering wheel tightly, he said: "I won't let you leave me again. Anyway, LAN is in danger now. What can I do if I don't? When I get sissy out, my family will leave here. Do you know how much I regret bringing you back here and hurting you again, I really... "

But Li Qingning did not speak and looked at the front in silence. Because the car was walking all the time, Xiao Sheng in his arms had fallen asleep.

After returning to the villa, Lan Qing got out of the car and followed her to the house. Li Qingning carefully handed Xiao Sheng over to a Nan, and then kept him away from the door. Looking at him, he said, "what do you mean?"

"Go home." Lan Qing looked down at her and said naturally.

She shakes her head and grabs the doorknob with one hand to prevent him from entering the door: "you'd better go back today. You don't have to stay with me and the child. Your mother is ill over there. The family must be in a mess. Lan Qing, we should all be more mature and face the truth, shouldn't we?" Her tone sounded cool, but her eyes were still red.

The expression on Lan Qing's face looks helpless. He reaches out and pinches her face and says, "you are always so stubborn. I really can't do anything about you."

With a bitter smile on her face, Li Qingning shook her head and said, "I am also a mother, so to a large extent, I can understand Mrs. Lan's feelings. She is old, and you have said that she is in poor health. This time she comes home to live a happy life. But since these things happened, hasn't she been working all the time? Even if she acts arbitrarily, she always has you in her heart... You can't leave her, and sissy doesn't care about me now, can she? "

Her attitude is calm and resolute, looking at her like this, Lan Qing fell into a moment of silence, bowed his head.

"It's just like I absolutely don't allow her to take the child away from me. I just take you away from her. Isn't that the same reason? Lan Qing, please. If you really love me and think about me, you should go home today. " She said word by word.

Next second, Lan Qing raised her eyes and said to her, "but it's not the same!" He reached over her shoulder and said, "promise me that you won't make any more private decisions to leave me. I guess you will make those so-called fearless sacrifices for my good. But I don't want to. I just want you to be by my side, you know? Every time you leave without saying a word, I'm scared. I'm afraid that you will be hurt and that you can't take care of yourself. "

He held her hand hard, even slightly shaking, as if afraid that she would disappear from his eyes.

She lowered her head and avoided his burning eyes. She pulled her hand out of the palm of his hand and said coldly, "go back. I've finished what I should say. I want to calm down."

"Do you know? If I really go back today, it means that I have made a compromise with my mother. At the same time, it also means that I have to engage Chu Sihan according to the original machine failure, and.... "

"I don't want to hear that now! Lan Qing, these are the responsibilities you have to bear. If you escape for me, how can I feel at ease? Even if you leave with me, what can you do? What's happening now is always a dilemma in our hearts. What I love is not a man who will evade responsibility! "

Li Qingning took his eyes away from his face, deliberately did not dare to face his eyes, she only heard that the man's breath was also a bit sad.

Lan Qing didn't speak any more. After a few minutes, he turned and got into the car. He turned around and disappeared into the bleak and cold night.

Li Qingning stood in the same place for a long time, as if the smell of his body was still in the air in front of her, which made her reluctant to move.

For a long time, until the scene in front of her returned to darkness and silence, she slowly released her hand holding the doorknob tightly, turned and walked towards the villa.

"Sister Qingning, sir, won't he come back?"

Li Qingning raised his head to smile at her. The smile looked so pale and feeble. He said faintly, "well, he won't come back in the future." Finish saying, then a person silently walks toward the bedroom.

After that night, Lan Qing really did not come back to her, did not call her, as if completely disappeared. Li Qingning put all his energy on Xiao Sheng, trying to divert his attention and not let himself think of him.

But when he looks at Xiaosheng and laughs, when she sleeps quietly, her head is full of the figure of the man. His smile is as soft as a reed in the water when he looks at himself.

Because a Nan takes care of Xiao Sheng for her, she suddenly has a lot of spare time to be in a daze. Since that night, she has hardly been out. Every day, she just stays at home, pours a glass of red wine or brandy, sits at the window and looks at the quiet world outside in a daze.

Yes, just in a daze. She didn't know what happened to Lan Qing these days, and she didn't ask. Although she met Li Lin several times during this period, she didn't even guess. She didn't dare, or fundamentally, she didn't want to.

She was afraid to feel the darkness that came up from the bottom of her heart, the desperation that would devour people. It makes people doubt everything, question life, which is supposed to be beautiful, just like throwing a handful of lice on their body.

She knew that to take the initiative to understand what happened in LAN's family was tantamount to seeking short-sightedness, and she no longer wanted to feel that feeling.

This is the afternoon, Xiao Sheng and a Nan are taking a nap. After drinking the wine in the glass, she stands up and walks into the room and climbs onto the bed.

Lan Qing had never rearranged the place where she had been lying, where the sheets still kept the folds he had slept in, as if he still had the breath of his body. She had tried to use the same brand of shower gel with Lanqing, but the taste was quite different between her and his.

She closed her eyes gently and tears flowed into the pillow.