Chapter 635

The smile on Li Qingning's face faded gradually, and he deliberately said in a serious tone: "how can you talk to your mother like this?"

In her eyes, it must be sissy who has a child's temper again. She just needs a hug and a kiss.

But standing there, CICI, watching her coming towards her, suddenly pushed her away and ran towards the door of the room.

Because there was no defense, Li Qingning was pushed to stagger and suddenly fell on the carpet beside her. Her eyes were congested, red and swollen, and she didn't even hold back. Her throat was whining, like crying, but her eyes were dry, but her chest was like a big stone.

Then she heard the door of the next room slam shut. Her eyes closed slightly and she lowered her head between her knees.

Lan Qing hears the sound and comes upstairs, but sees Li Qingning squatting on the carpet beside the piano, but doesn't see the voice of Sisi. He can't help but wonder. He goes to her and squats down. The warm hand covers her thin back and asks softly, "what's the matter? Where's sissy? I heard her playing here just now. What happened? "

After a long time, Li Qingning slowly raised his head. The vague vision reflected the outline of the man, and the puzzled expression on his face. He said softly, "Lan Qing, it's all my fault. I didn't consider that I left suddenly with Xiao Sheng, which would cause so much damage to sisi. It's all my fault."

Hearing her words, Lan Qing has probably guessed what happened here a few minutes ago. Without saying a word, she walks over a little, squats beside her, holds her shoulder, lets her close to her arms, taps her back, and says, "it's all over, it's going to get better. She's still young, just needs time to adapt."

Li Qingning shook her head in his arms, choked and said: "it's not so simple. Sisi was too similar to me when I was a child, especially in her character and temper. I know this feeling of being left behind in silence... It's all my fault..." her expression and tone were full of remorse. She felt cold and regretful.

At lunch time, no matter how the servant Xiao Hong invited her, she just locked herself in her study and refused to come out.

Standing at the door of the closed and locked study, Li Qingning looks helplessly and anxiously at Lan Qing beside him. However, he just takes his hand to go downstairs to the restaurant for dinner, and then orders Xiao Hong to send a lunch to miss.

After a silent and tasteless lunch, Xiao Sheng has fallen asleep. Lan Qing takes Li Qingning's hand and walks towards the bedroom.

"Lanqing... That... Sisi..." she was behind him, led by him to the upstairs bedroom, but when she passed the study door, she stopped.

He turned his head, raised the corner of his mouth to her, and said, "I'll take you to lunch break first, and sissy will give it to me, darling."

Although she has been the mother of two children, she has no resistance to the man's soft voice full of spoiling meaning. On the other hand, Sisi doesn't want to see her now, so she has to follow Lan Qing into the bedroom.

It was just a short nap, but she had a long dream. In the dream, she appeared on a train. There were no Lanqing, Sisi or even Xiaosheng beside her. All the strange and indifferent faces were sitting beside her.

She looked around in a panic, and saw that the train was driving into a misty wind and snow, and the city's countless high-rise buildings were not out of the window. Instead, it was a bare brown field, and the whistling white debris made the sight disordered, and the whole cold world looked particularly depressed.

She suddenly looked back, only to find that all the people sitting beside her were missing. The whole carriage was quiet, only the roar of the train. It seemed that she was the only one left in the world

She suddenly sat up from the bed and found that it was already a little dark. Her forehead was covered with fine beads of sweat, and her whole body was damp. She raised her hand to draw a few circles on her temple, and her head still kept the tearing pain in her dream, like the feeling that the anesthetic had gone away after tooth extraction.

"Are you awake?" Lan Qing's warm voice came from her ear, which made her feel at ease a little. He raised his head and saw that when he came in, he turned on the crystal chandelier in the bedroom. His face was covered with a warm yellow light, and his mouth was gently curved.

She tried her best to calm down her thoughts and not let the dream affect her, but her brow still slightly wrinkled, nodded to him and asked, "where's sissy? How's she doing? Are you still mad at me? "

But Lan Qing didn't answer her question immediately. Instead, he sat by the bed and handed her a cup of warm honey water. He said, "you've been sleeping for a long time. Seeing how deep you sleep, you don't have the heart to wake you up. What's the matter? Aren't you comfortable?" He took her other hand, which was spread out in front of her, and asked with concern.

She lowered her eyes, shook her head slightly and said, "nothing. It's just that I've been having all kinds of strange dreams lately. Where's sissy? Where is she? " She looked at his face and asked again persistently.

Lan Qing just shook his head helplessly, shook her hand and said in a soft voice, "maybe your leaving this time has a great influence on her. Give her more time, OK?"

She suddenly felt very sad. Her heart seemed to be tightly held in the palm of her hand by a big hand. At the same time, a kind of great guilt rose in her heart. She found that when she left, she only cared about Xiao Sheng, but she could not take care of her own, but ignored the feelings of sissy.

How can she not understand the feeling of being suddenly let go of by her closest and favorite person, that feeling, that feeling of falling apart and being exhausted bit by bit? Thinking of this, I can't help feeling sad again.

She held Lan Qing's hand in her backhand and said, "I can't live in LAN's house this time. You must help me to accompany her more and explain to her, OK?"

Lan Qing nodded and said, "you just said you always have nightmares. I think we should let Du Zihao show you."

She curled her mouth and said, "no, it's just nightmares. Maybe I think too much recently and my brain is too tired. Just have a rest."

"No way." He refused with a serious look. "I'll arrange that."

The sky is getting dark, and the night is coming to the city again. As time goes on, the city is gradually entering the deep winter. Especially at night, it looks very cold, just like the whole world will be frozen into prehistoric ice sculpture at any time.