Li Qingning took a deep breath, got up and went out to the balcony. The salty sea breeze was so mixed with water vapor, blowing on her face and embracing her body from all sides. In such a late night, no one could see her red eyes.

There was no doubt that she missed him, and she couldn't help wanting to see him in every silent night, every sunny day.

During this period, only once, Feng Chi called. His voice was hoarse and low, as if the whole person was very low.

"Qingning, how can you leave everything here and go so far? I went to see Sisi. She didn't seem to be in good shape. She was still so small, and Lan Qing... He... "His words were like a pair of sharp scissors, cutting all the reason she had built for many days to pieces.

However, when the fragments fell like snowflakes, she took a deep breath and said, "everything will be OK, right?"

Listening to her calm tone, Feng Chi didn't say anything more. He was probably very surprised that Li Qingning, who always thought of others, could be so calm when he heard the recent situation of his closest friends.

After hanging up the phone, she suddenly found that several plants on the balcony suddenly bloomed. They carefully bloomed in the warm sunshine.

In a trance, he seemed to see Lan Qing's face. He had dark hair and was wearing a warm sweater. He stood not far away and looked at himself. His eyes were filled with sadness.

But when she met her four eyes, she suddenly raised the corner of her mouth and laughed. Her dark eyebrows and eyes seemed to come out of the picture. At first he opened his arms to himself, but after a while, he turned and walked away like disappointed. Slowly, his outline began to lose its clarity.

The memories that came to her head-on all rushed towards her in an instant, crushing her heart into a mass of scattered sand.

During this period, she began to record Xiao Sheng's growth with Polaroid every day, and then pasted it in her diary to record the time of each day. Every night, she would take Xiaosheng to the beach for a walk, sit on the beach, and record the sound of the waves and sea breeze.

She looked at the distant sea level, little by little combed in her mind with that man over the years, the memories between them, the memories she would never forget until she died.

Lan Qing, if the memory can really be output, then I must sort it out well, and then put it in the hard disk to seal it up. In this way, I can read a little every day until my life passes slowly.

She looks at Xiao Sheng in the stroller. He grows up day by day and looks more like that man. Especially when she laughs, he is just like a man who looks like a sign produced on the assembly line.

She wrote down his name on the beach, and then watched the sea tide dilute those traces, and finally disappeared. At that time, there was always a sense of loss in her heart. Looking up at the sky, the stars here are very close to the ground, as if you can reach them.

Although they have never been here together, no matter where she goes, no matter what she does, she will always think of that man and their time together.

I still remember the island they went to together, and he obstinately named it after her. Just don't know, now there, is not all over the colorful has withered.

The flowers will bloom again after withering for a year, but what about leaving? Can we meet again after we leave?

She took Xiaosheng to stay on the beach for half a day, until the sky was full of stars, then she got up and walked towards the villa. At night, the sea is a little cold. She rushes ashore to wet her shoes and dress. The moonlight touches her face, so soft, just like the man's hand.

Lan Qing, it's been a month since I left. Are you ok? She looked at the twinkling stars in the sky and said silently in her heart, I don't know if he can see such beautiful scenery in that city.

Time is still running by. It's November, but the sunshine in this city is still warm and beautiful. If it's not for those deep thoughts, if the man and sissy are here, what a wonderful life it would be.

One morning, she pushed Xiaosheng out for a walk to breathe fresh air. Just as she opened the door, she saw a familiar face.

Brad's face was warm with a smile in the not too warm sunshine in the early morning. He seemed to fit in with this gentle City, as if he had grown up in such a city.

Li Qingning was a little surprised at first. He picked up Xiao Sheng from the cart and came to him. His eyes were still full of shock. He said, "how did you find this place?"

"If I want to find you, there's always my way." Brad blinked at her mysteriously, then reached out and took Xiao Sheng's hand in her arms.

Xiao Sheng, who didn't know much about his life, didn't seem to accept the closeness from this strange man. Suddenly, he burst into tears and burst out a few tears from the corner of his eyes. The sound was so penetrating that Li Qingning even felt that the birds on the distant beach were startled by him.

She patted Xiaosheng's back and shook it gently. She said apologetically: "I'm sorry, Xiaosheng. He knows something about life."

But Brad didn't seem to mind, with a bright smile and white teeth, just like the male model on the cover of a fashion magazine. "I remember when sissy was a little girl, she didn't cry very much. How could this baby do the opposite?"

After a while of coaxing, Xiao Sheng's cry gradually weakened. Li Qingning suddenly remembered something. Looking at Brad standing in front of him with his pocket in his hand, he said, "Oh, by the way, don't tell me... You came here specially to see me."

"Of course not..." his handsome and tall appearance is the same as when I first met him. Several years later, it seems that even his warm and comfortable smile has never changed.

When he looked at her, the whole person exuded tenderness from the bone. "Do you remember that I told you before that I was going to settle in China, and I just like the seaside city. After choosing here, I suddenly found that you are here, which is probably the fate in the old saying?"

Li Qingning chuckled and said, "when did you study Chinese culture so well? You know the old saying? "

In the bright and dazzling sunshine of the island, they stood not far away and looked at each other with a smile, as if they had made a circle and returned to the same place.