The doctor took off the mask and said: "the patient's mood is not very good. In addition, he lost too much blood, which caused some complications. Now the operation is still in progress, so his family needs to sign a disclaimer. Are you a family member? "

Feng Chi nodded, his voice trembled, but he said firmly, "yes, I'm her husband."

The doctor brushed a piece of paper in front of him and said, "sign here."

I don't know how long it took. He only remembered that after signing his name, he once again sat down on the bench in the corridor and maintained that movement. It seemed that it took several centuries before the red light in the operating room finally went out.

When Lin Bai was pushed out, he was still in a coma. After sitting for such a long time, his legs were already numb. He stood up with a frown in the pain and went to her side.

Her face looked so pale, and her lips were always gorgeous. At the moment, there was no blood on her two thin lips. She was almost transparent, and even some untrue, as if she could turn into a wisp of white smoke and disappear in front of him at any time.

"Lin Bai..." he followed the nurse to push the mobile bed toward the ward, holding her cold hand and calling her name.

The nurse turned her head and looked up and down at the luxurious but embarrassed man. She frowned and said impatiently, "the patient is still very weak. Try not to talk to her."

The little nurse's eyes, like looking at an invincible scum man, were full of indignation.

"Ah? Oh, I'm sorry... "The guilt on Feng Chi's face deepened a little bit, so he just quietly held Lin Bai's hand and followed her to the ward, even the sound of breathing became lighter.

After returning to the ward, one of the nurses told the patient to have a good rest and left.

Feng Chi asked his aunt to prepare some light porridge. He stood by the bed, holding Lin Bai's hand, and looked at her without blinking.

During this period, he got up to go to the bathroom, intending to wet the towel and wipe her face. Suddenly, he heard a rustle outside the door. Looking through the window, there are two little nurses in light pink nurse clothes. One of them is the one who just taught him with disgust and impatience.

"Well, why is this lady lying here alone? Just now I clearly remember that there was a man with her? "

"Oh, you are still too young. How can a man be reliable? Look at her, the successor of the famous Lin's group, she has not been hurt and miscarried by a heartless man. I heard the chief surgeon say that she is so thin, and now she has an accidental abortion. Can she get pregnant again..." the voice was full of helplessness and emotion.

"Ah... So serious..."

"Isn't it... Ah, I won't say it. I'll leave soon after the record. There will be an operation later..."

As they passed the bathroom with ward records in their arms, they suddenly saw a man standing there with empty eyes, holding a white towel in his hand, standing there like a zombie. They were really shocked and could not help crying out "ah" at the same time.

"You just said..." his black pupils seemed to flash with wet light, and his voice was trembling. He said slowly, "is that to say, she... Can't have a baby any more?"

"In fact, it's not like this, sir... It's just the doctor's guess. You know, there's no absolute in medicine, as long as you take good care of yourself..." the little nurse said with an embarrassed face and a sorry tone.

Unexpectedly, the nurse who scolded him seemed to be particularly dissatisfied with him. She rolled her eyes quietly and muttered, "you men are unreliable. You usually don't take good care of pregnant women. Now when something goes wrong, you just remember to be sad and regretful here. What's the use..."

"Say less." The little nurse pushed her and laughed at Feng Chi, then quickly dragged the people around to leave the ward.

Feng Chi squatted down slowly and picked up the towel on the ground. But at that moment, his eyes began to heat uncontrollably, and his chest seemed to be choked by heavy objects. He opened his mouth to get more air, but his tears poured out of his eyes uncontrollably and fell on the smooth floor. He just squatted in the same place, buried his face between his hands, and his shoulders were still shaking slightly from time to time.

After a while, when he came back to Lin Bai again, his eyes were a little red, but he had a warm smile on his face.

Lin Bai is still lying there quietly. Her blue and white hospital uniform makes her look more pale and haggard, as if she is very fragile. As long as she holds it lightly, she can cut off all the roots of her life.

He gently picked up her hand hanging on the side of his body, stuck it on his cheek, covered her hand with the heat of his palm, trying to make her warm, but her hand, like an automatic constant temperature, was always cold no matter what.

"Lin Bai, I'm sorry, I'm wrong... I should have found that you are different. I even pushed you... I'm not human... But would you wake up? Why don't you wake up and scold me? " He pressed her hand tightly to his face, and inadvertently, a tear quickly dropped from the corner of his eye again and fell on her palm.

"I know you must be very disappointed with me. I'm too impulsive. I just want to listen to my father and protect Qingning for him, but I ignore you... When you wake up, I will listen to you for everything, OK? We live our lives well... Don't you like Hawaii? We can go there and buy a house... Then we can have a few more children and stay away from these disputes... "

For a long time, Lin Bai's eyelashes vibrated a few times. His eyes looked like a light bulb was lit up in an instant. They looked bright and held her hand tightly. But her eyes did not open, just a drop of tears oozing from the corner of her eyes, slowly sliding down her cheek, forming a clear track on her face.

This is a city with both a sense of age and a sense of modernity. Every autumn, the city seems to begin to grow old. Time is like layers of sand at the bottom of the river, solidifying everywhere in the streets, wrapping everything with a kind of heavy and pathetic beauty.

Countless heavy light gray clouds were swept by the strong wind, flying over the top of my head. The airplanes passing by from time to time in the sky were like a small paper cutter, breaking these clouds. It seemed that there was a constant sound like cutting cloth in the air.

All the love and hate, resentment, entanglement, life, time, are in such a continuous voice, circulation, and then disappear, new life, even if you have nothing to do, but still helpless.