Chapter 397

He has always been not good at revealing his heart to the people around him. He has always been just giving orders. But now that the woman is not around, he suddenly feels that there are a lot of words he wants to say to her.

In the typing room, he suddenly felt a sense of desolation, which turned out to be the only last connection between them.

After a long talk, he wanted to tell her that Li Lin's betrayal made him feel very sad. He wanted to get angry and tear the woman he once trusted into pieces. But when she cried with tears on her face, her tears diluted his burning anger.

He wanted to tell her that it was because when Li Lin was crying, he suddenly thought of her, so he couldn't bear to get angry again.

But in the end, he pressed the delete button for a long time, deleted all the words one by one, and re entered a short line of words:

"When you are away, the whole world is your shadow. Qingning, if you can see it, come back to me. "

He put down his mobile phone, got up, walked slowly to the wine cabinet, poured a glass of wine, stood in front of the window and looked at the distance, with complex emotions flowing in his deep eyes.

When the sun was hanging over the city, Li Qingning looked up and saw the intoxicating night sky.

She quietly nestled in bed, looking out at the window of the night sky, moonlight shining in from the small window, lit up a small place in front of the window.

The bustling city is as quiet as water at night. She loves such silence, but she is afraid of such silence.

Whenever she was like this, she would always think of that man. Even if she had seen very thoroughly, there was no possibility between them, but the feeling was such an unreasonable thing.

You are allergic to durian, but your taste is crazy. You love the taste of durian like love, which is the same as love. There is no way to do it.

You can choose to live safely away from durian, or you can go crazy for excitement.

Now Li Qingning, although still hopelessly in love with that man, but she knows better that what she wants is not his peace and tranquility.

She seemed to think of something suddenly, reached out and groped under the pillow, and then her fingers unexpectedly touched the small, hard object. Hold it in the palm of your hand and spread it out in front of you.

That small phone card, since separated from the mobile phone, seems to be very lonely and insecure, as if it will disappear at any time.

So she put it in a fixed position under the pillow, and every night before going to bed, and when she woke up in the morning, she would quietly touch it out and have a look, just like a child hiding candy secretly.

She knew that this was the last connection between her and Lan Qing. Countless times, countless times, she wanted to plug it back into her cell phone to see if he had sent any messages, if he was crazy and looking for himself.

But every time, reason will stand on the commanding heights, pointing to her nose, telling her that if she did, all the strange and frustrations she had experienced before all would turn into foam, and then plunge into endless sadness again.

At this point, she would retreat.

I have to admit, she is not brave enough. In the novel, there are countless legends and allusions eulogizing the kind of desperate love, moths to the fire, but she can't afford it, and she doesn't want it any more.

Then she tucked the phone card under her pillow, stood up, drew the curtains, shut the bright and meditative moonlight out of the window, and went back to bed with her eyes safely closed.

The next day was the day when I went to school for the first time.

Early in the morning, Brad gently knocked on her door. He tapped three times and said, "this classmate, we're going to be late for class. We're going to have breakfast."

There was a gentle smile in his voice. The sunlight came in from the small window of the attic and sprinkled on his angular face. It looked like a delicious cream cake.

The door did not respond immediately. Half a minute later, the bedroom door was opened.

Brad was leaning on the doorframe with a patient smile on his face. He looked up and down at Li Qingning, who had been dressed and dressed. He nodded and said with some approval in his eyes: "well, yes, I thought you were still sleeping?"

She lowered her head, pulled her dress uneasily, looked up at him and said, "I'm used to getting up early."

Looking at the expression on her face, he leaned slightly down close to her, as if to look at every pore of her, and said: "eh? Why are you a little nervous? Are you afraid that my teacher is too strict? "

Li Qingning lowered his head and saw that his hand had wrinkled his clothes unconsciously. He quickly let go of his hand, looked into his eyes and said frankly, "I haven't used English for a long time, so I'm afraid I can't keep up."

He patted her on the shoulder with a smile, strong hands with firm strength, seriously said to her: "it doesn't matter, just take your time, and the students will be very friendly, they and I will help you."

Li Qingning as if more really asked: "how do you know the students are very friendly?"

Brad shrugged and said, "no one can embarrass a beautiful woman." Then he winked at her.

In this way, she was amused by him, and her uneasy heart was released instantly.

"Come and have breakfast. I've got toast and milk." At the end of the speech, he took the lead to walk downstairs.

It seemed to be a sunny day. Li Qingning sat at the table, her nose filled with the smell of milk and toast. The long and soft black hair poured down on her shoulders like a black waterfall, and it became fluffy under the sun, which made people move.

But just graduated more than a year, but the university campus life in the memory is like a long time ago, so strange and memorable.

After breakfast, Brad drove her to his school.

The school is very beautiful. Everyone's face is filled with a young and fresh smile. Li Qingning's heart is suddenly cheerful.

All kinds of different skin color, different race shuttle in every corner of the campus, on the grass in front of the white building, the students sit together in groups, talking and laughing.

Although the summer has passed, but the summer seems to be eccentric to stay in this school like a garden, full of vitality everywhere.

"Here we are." Brad turned his head to smile at her and carefully unbuckled her seat belt.

Li Qingning's smile flashed a trace of unnatural, softly said: "thank you." Then he quickly opened the door and got out of the car.

Standing by the car, she looked at the campus carefully. I never thought that I could step into the campus as a student in my lifetime.

Life is full of all kinds of unforeseen unknowns.