The next night, Ruan Feihan sat on the sofa at home, his eyes falling on a certain part of the house, looking as if he had fallen asleep with his eyes open.

But his mobile phone screen is always on, staying in Li Qingning's business card, but he never has the courage to press the green key.

The ringing of the phone brought his thoughts back to reality. He settled down and pressed the answer button. Ruan Fu's anxious voice came from the receiver.

"Hello, Xiao Han, have you offended anyone? Dad received an anonymous letter, which clearly listed the details of dad's account in Swiss bank, some valuable gift lists, and your name on the envelope."

"What's more, there are some inexplicable people in your mother's shop today. Don't make trouble casually. Now we have a tight check on government officials. Don't give me any more trouble..."

Ruan Feihan couldn't listen to the following words. His hands began to tremble slightly, and all sounds seemed to be isolated. He breathed desperately, but his chest was still like a big stone, hard to breathe.

After a little calm, he suddenly realized that he couldn't fight the little overlord at all. There was a trace of despair and indifference in his eyes.

Finally, I dialed the number that I had seen for countless times. Every time the waiting tone of the phone rings, his heart is like being hit hard by the hammer in the broken stone on his chest.

He got up, went to the balcony, kept breathing deeply, his chest heaved violently, and greedily poured fresh air into his body.

Autumn night has begun to bring a hint of cold, that kind of merciless cold everywhere, like a handful of sand from the refrigerator, and then a Yang into people's bones.

"Hello." Li Qingning's cold voice came from the receiver, so familiar and strange.

It seems that she didn't save her number. Ruan Feihan quickly judged from her formulaic tone, and could not help but get a bitter smile. In fact, this is in line with common sense. She married into a rich family, and of course there is no need to keep in touch with him.

"Hello, who's calling?" Li Qingning listened to the breathing sound from the receiver and asked again.

She originally wanted to hang up the phone directly, but there was an inexplicable familiarity with the voice at the other end of the phone, which made her want to know who it was.

"Qingning, it's me." Ruan Fei Han supported himself on the balustrade of the balcony, lowered his eyes and said softly.

It's me, but it's really an ambiguous word.

After the receiver asks who you are, when you answer "it's me", it means that you are very confident in the relationship between you. You are sure that the person on the receiver can accurately locate your identity from these two unmarked words, which is a silent tacit understanding and an unspeakable intimacy.

Li Qingning thought that their lives would no longer have any intersection, and even become more distant than strangers.

However, facts have proved that it is too early to make a final conclusion whenever life does not arrive at the last second.

She recognized the owner of the voice from these four short words, and then they fell into a silent silence.

In the receiver, there was only the slight sound of radio waves coming and going, and the shallow breathing of two people.

"What do you want me to do?" Li Qingning leaned against the French window in the room, put the phone to his ear in one hand, held his arm in the other, and asked softly.

Think of that man again, her heart is still a little guilty and sorry, perhaps no one knows better than her, that self-esteem was trampled on the foot of the feeling, and that day, she destroyed his self-esteem, pushed him into the abyss.

Ruan Feihan adjusted his breath and said, "have you had a good time?"

He thought of 10000 kinds of opening remarks, but when they came to his mouth, they became such a conventional greeting.

"Well, it's OK. How about you?" In Li Qingning's voice, as in the past, with the dry warmth of the sun, as warm as the sun in spring, as if he had never changed. Under his gentle skin, he was still the gentle soul with the fragrance of plants.

Everyone has to pay for their blind optimism and compassion, right? Always want to fall head broken blood, will understand, people will change, those who have been hurt let you feel guilty, maybe one day, they will save enough strength, without hesitation to push you into the rolling tongue of magma, face still with the first kind of gentle innocent smile.

"I'm... Not very good, business is not very smooth." Ruan Feihan reacted quickly in his mind, but his tone was sparse and ordinary, just like chatting with an ordinary old friend.

"Qingning, last time I said goodbye, I haven't heard from you for a long time..." his heart was horizontal, and his eyes were firm.

He knew that Lin tie made an appointment with Li Qingning through him, but he didn't have any kindness. However, he finally chose to give in because of his helplessness.

"Li Qingning, you owe me that." He said in his heart, more like persuading himself.

She didn't know how to respond, just a faint "um", two people fell into silent silence.

"Qingning, what are you doing?" Lan Qing's voice came into Li Qingning's ear, and at the same time, it was beating Ruan Feihan's nerves through radio waves.

Li Qingning quickly gave him a smile and said, "it's nothing. A former friend just called me to chat when he came back from abroad." She didn't know why she had to hide the fact that Ruan Feihan was on the other end of the phone, but her subconscious told her not to say it or not.

Lan Qing took a deep look at her, but her tone was as gentle as usual. She said softly, "you should have a rest early. I still have some documents to read." With that, he turned and went out, and gently closed the door.

When she put the receiver on her ear again, Ruan Feihan's breath was still there.

"What's the matter with you looking for me? It's not convenient for me to talk on the phone too long. " She looked at the door and said in a low voice.

Ruan Feihan finally made up his mind, slightly closed his eyes, said: "last time we broke up in a bad mood, I know you are helpless, Qingning, I understand you, I want to go abroad, my father arranged for me to study in Germany, before I leave, I want to see you for the last time."

His tone was so sincere that she couldn't refuse.

To this man, her heart is still in debt after all. He lowered his eyes, pondered for a while, and said softly, "OK, you send me the time and place, but I can only see you for a while."