Chapter 13：Love Wasn't Part of the Deal

My eyes flew open when I felt someone lurking at the shadowed part of my room. The years of training in the army still worked good and my instinct quickly told me it's not a threat. I knew then who it was because of the scent that drifted in my room. My cock jerked to wakefulness at the knowledge of my visitor. But I pretended to be asleep as I felt Madame walked near the bed.

I maintained my eyes closed and my breathing level even though my heart was beating so fucking hard against my chest in both nervousness and excitement. Madame was here! She's going to punish me and I didn't care as long as she's here. I wouldn't mess it this time. I'd take whatever she'd do to me.

I heard the clinking of the cuffs at the headboard before she took my hands and secured them over my head. She must've bought another set because I felt feathery soft touched my skin around the inner cuffs to prevent the metal from cutting through me. Once the lock clicked, Madame's lips landed on my forehead. She also tied my ankles with the cords before joining me to bed.

But instead of fucking me already, she just laid on top of me. Her head rested on my chest while she played with the hairs that dusted over it. I couldn't pretend any longer so I opened my eyes and swallowed the dryness of my throat.

"Madame..." I called out and fuck I didn't mean to sob!

"Shh..." Madame placed her fingers over my lips before kissing me deeply on the mouth. "I'm going to punish you for three reasons. You touched yourself, looked a woman in her eyes and contacted me. All of these without my permission."

"I'm sorry." I sincerely told her.

"I know you are." Madame nodded before she moved to take something from the side table.

It was a soft ball gag with a strap. She grazed the ball over my lips and waited for me to open my mouth. I meekly obeyed and opened my mouth before she slipped the ball in and strapped it around my nape. She kissed my cheek and chin and down my chest.

Madame licked and sucked my nipples one after the other before she slowly travelled down my tensed gut. She playfully grazed her teeth over the grooves of my abs before granting wet, hot kisses over them. She moved lower and I shuddered in anticipation at the touch of her soft, damp lips on my groin.

Madame held my cock in her hands, one rubbing up and down while the other thumbing the slit on my cock head. Precum instantly bubbled up at the tip which Madame swiped away with her tongue. I bit hard onto the ball in my mouth to maintain being still and enjoyed Madame's treatment with my body.

She began sucking half of my length up and down into her throat while she lustfully moaned like she really loved what she's doing and tasting. I wanted to groan, too, but I promised never to jinx this. Being away from Madame for a week was the worse punishment so far that I endured. I could survive being denied orgasm as long as I could pleasure Madame. But not touching her felt like death itself. And I didn't want to experience it again in the near future.

Madame's lips tightened around my cock while her hands rubbed me profusely faster up and down. Up and down, lick and suck, up and down, suck, suck, suck. Her tongue probing the tiny slit along my cock head, making me see beautiful stars that twinkled as brightly as Madame's eyes. I wouldn't last long tonight. I've never orgasmed for days and Madame's so good with this. She'd be upset if I cum. I sobbed when I felt myself almost to the edge. Madame took her mouth away and I felt relieved that my orgasm also receded.

"You cum in my mouth, pet. Give me all you've got." Madame told me before she resumed sucking my cock.

My gut hollowed even deeper and my thighs tensed up once more. Madame rubbed and sucked me faster and deeper. Her teeth grazing my length that I jolted in both fear and lust. I howled through my gag as I came so damn good and hard into her mouth while Madame took it and guzzled it all down her throat.

I love you! I love you! I love you! I continued screaming through my gag though I knew my words were hardly recognizable. I've long wanted to tell her those words but I feared it might send her away. This relationship was all just about who took control and who took the orders. Love wasn't part of the deal.

Madame licked my cock clean until my tip stopped dripping. She kissed the surrounding area, my inner thighs and groin before climbing over my body to light the lamps and took the gag from my mouth. The next she took were the cuffs and cords and pulled me up to sit. When she stood and left the room, I instantly panicked. I clutched the sheets to keep myself on the spot even if I wanted to chase her and take her back into bed again.

It took her a few minutes before Madame returned to the bedroom carrying a tray of food. She placed it over the bedside table before sitting on the bed in front of me and arranged pillows against the headboard behind my back. When she thought I was comfortable enough, she placed the small bed table over my lap before placing the tray of food on it.

She scooped spoonful of soup before feeding it to me. "Open, pet."

I obeyed and sipped the soup into my mouth. I moaned at the delicious taste of butter and chicken on my tongue and Madame smiled with my reaction. She fed me more of it until I almost finished the content of the bowl. I didn't know I was that famished, only now that she's feeding me with her hands. She then fed me fillet. The sweet and sour taste of it made my mouth water and my appetite whet. I ate all what Madame fed me until the last drop of the sweet wine on my tongue.