But the next starlight words, but like a basin of ice water, he just ignited the hope to be extinguished.

"Of course, I care about you. Even if we don't want to be lovers any more, at least you are the children of aunt Gu and uncle Feng. We still have the friendship of classmates. We will always meet in the future, so you should keep your body well."

Gu Xiaomo's face quickly sank down. He felt that he was really looking for himself. Who could he blame?

Speechless, Gu Xiaomo had to bow his head and eat quietly. The suffocation in his heart could not be expressed.

Chen Xingguang is still hard, even if he wants to throw up several times, he still takes it seriously.

She ate a bowl of rice, drank a bowl of soup, and tried to eat dishes. Chen Xingguang put down his chopsticks and said, "I really can't eat any more. I'll go to have a rest first."

Chen Xingguang put down his chopsticks and went upstairs.

Gu Xiaomo opened his mouth, but did not say anything.

Starlight back to the bedroom, she curled up in the big bed, the whole person looks slender a lot.

When Gu Xiaomo enters the bedroom, he can see the girl lying on the bed. If you don't look carefully, you can't see a person lying on the bed.

She is really more thin, thin let him look at all feel heartache.

His eyes were tight and painful.

After looking at the door for a while, she saw her thin white legs exposed outside. She went to tuck in the quilt for starlight. When she looked down, she saw that the long and dense eyelashes of starlight gently trembled for several times.

Gu Xiaomo sat on the edge of the bed, looking at the starlight for a moment, then couldn't help reaching out and gently stroking the pale face of starlight.

Suddenly, starlight can't help it any more. He opens his eyes and looks at the starlight.

Two people's four eyes are opposite, each other is suffering.

Gu Xiaomo just wanted to say something, starlight suddenly jumped out of bed and went straight to the bathroom.

The action is very fast, fast Gu Xiaomo is a little surprised.

The next second he heard the sound of vomiting coming from the bathroom.

Starlight is vomiting.

Gu Xiaomo flustered, quickly got up to the door of the bathroom, and saw starlight lying in front of the toilet.

His eyebrow an Lin, in the eye is all regretful, walked past, to Gu Xiaomo in the bathroom vomit up.

He quickly walked over and patted the starlight on the back.

Starlight vomited a lot. She held the toilet with one hand and pressed the toilet with the other hand. All the filth vomited into the toilet.

"Don't pat me, I still feel like vomiting." Starlight whispered and reached out to stop him.

Gu Xiao Mo Dun when anxious red eyes: "I take you to the hospital."

"Can't you see that?" Starlight whispered: "I really don't want to have any contact with you again, because I am very painful."

Gu Xiaomo was stunned.

Chen Xingguang closed his eyes and said in a soft voice: "you disappear from my eyes. I may not be in such pain. Gu Xiaomo, please go, OK?"

Gu Xiao Mo is stiff there, his bloodshot eyes are scarlet.

"A week, just a week." Gu Xiaomo painful mouth way: "you again endure, a week later, you are in better health, I will not disturb you again."

It is probably Gu Xiaomo's determination that Chen Xingguang has a moment of micro Zheng.

In the end, neither of them spoke any more and the atmosphere calmed down.

She washed her face.

After a pause, Gu Xiaomo went downstairs to pour a cup of warm water and brought it back to Chen Xingguang.

For a moment, neither of them spoke.

This is not a good situation.

"If you don't go to the hospital, we'll try again and have some later," he said in a low voice

"I'm not going." She shook her head.

Chen Xingguang insisted not to see a doctor, so Gu Xiaomo was very worried. Finally, after eating another meal, Gu Xiaomo could not help but say, "you know you have the tendency of anorexia."

Starlight a Leng, the heart a little agree with his words.

She's really bad. She doesn't want to eat, and she's going to vomit.

"And I'm supposed to be the trigger or the root cause of your disease." Gu Xiaomo stare at her in the eyes, word by word: "starlight, let's open our hearts and say something."

Chen Xingguang was shocked for a moment and was staring at him.

Can anorexia be like this?

She was stunned for a long time, as if thinking about his words.

Gu Xiaomo slightly raised his chin and took a deep breath. His sight fell on the bottom of her eyes.

He said, "if you really hate me so much and don't want to see me, then I can go and never disturb you again. Maybe once I really felt that everything was in my control, which was my arrogance, but now I am tired. If I only bring you these pain, I might as well leave, so you don't have to bear the burden.I'll leave in a week, and I'll leave you and me for a week, even if it's peace of mind, starlight, cheer up.

I can promise you everything, but if I leave you now, I have a hard conscience, understand? I'm not in control of you. I can't let go of you like this.

If you have a good life, I can really let go and never interfere with you again. You cheer up, don't have psychological burden, I won't pester you, this time is true

Gu Xiaomo does not know whether these words can bring a kind of spiritual comfort to Chen Xingguang, but he thinks that if he does not do something, it may be very difficult for him to go out in terms of his ability.

Abortion this matter to two people's blow is very big, but Gu Xiaomo also very understand this kind of thing is more hurt to the woman.

And as a man, he is just a moment of joy, but let women bear such grief, it is really his selfish.

But it turns out that Chen Xingguang did not vomit again because she was really better after this conversation.

She ate quietly, slowly increasing the amount of food.

At the third meal, she stopped vomiting.

The two of them get along with each other very peacefully, perhaps very clear, this may be the last few days of the two people, so everyone is also regarded as treasure, no more quarrel, nothing said.

Gu Xiaomo didn't take the initiative to sleep in the next room.

Maybe I don't want the starlight to have a burden, so I go out automatically.

Chen Xingguang is quiet. At last, he is quiet, but his heart is very empty.

A week passed quickly.

Chen Xingguang's face is a little better, compared with the previous pale to a lot of red.

She also used up all the time that she had planned to spend in Boston this week. Her body was no longer bleeding. She felt that she should go back to school.

That night, after a long hesitation, she said to Gu Xiaomo, "my body is much better, and now I don't bleed any more, so my holiday is over. If you want to go back to school, you should tidy up and go back to Boston. After all, studies are very important. There is a difference between you and me

Seeing what she said, Gu Xiaomo, on the contrary, was smiling, but his smile was extremely lonely.

"That's right. Now you look at least reassuring. I know you are a strong girl and you can do it."

Chen Xingguang nodded and laughed at him.

At that moment, Gu Xiaomo's heart couldn't tell the taste. He had an impulse. He didn't hold his own mood. He gently opened his mouth and said, "does starlight really no longer consider staying with me?"

Hearing this, Chen Xingguang's heart suddenly became nervous.

Even, her eyes are flustered, subconsciously shaking her head. "You promised me that you would never say anything again in a week. You can't be a liar."

It seems that Xingguang still insists on this idea. Gu Xiaomo's eyes are firmly fixed on Chen Xingguang for a long time before he understands some things, which are really irreparable.

It seems that starlight really decided not to be with him, Gu Xiaomo carefully recalled the two people along the way.

He didn't say anything more. He looked at the starlight with deep eyes. He seemed to understand that the taste of being pinched by people was very uncomfortable, and his heart was inexplicably sour.

He nodded, looked at the stars, and said with infinite emotion: "well, since you really decided, I also respect your decision, so it's settled. I'll go back to Boston early tomorrow morning."