Chapter 1502

Gu Xiaomo has been standing at the door, motionless.

He stood at the door of the ward like a sculpture, with chagrin and regret between his brows.

Through the glass, looking at the inside lying on the bed motionless slender people, his whole person incomparably sorry.

The reality really hit him hard.

This afternoon, he met Su Jin when he was near his apartment. At that time, Su Jin made a joke with him.

He also felt that it was very bad for a big boy to dislike a girl excessively. What's more, Su Jin took him back that day, so he didn't look up and looked down. He thought he was still a friend.

Moreover, he thought that Su Jin was a friend of fashion forest. He thought that he would be common in the future, but he didn't expect that the politeness would become the direct reason to hurt starlight.

He was very upset.

What's more, starlight was pregnant, which was a surprise to him, and he didn't even have time to know that her baby was lost.

He regretted that he didn't call her in those three weeks, and he was still making trouble.

He should have insisted on going to London that night. He didn't go if the stars didn't let him. He should have discovered it earlier. If he had earlier, maybe the child would have been saved.

Now, suddenly flashed in my mind what Chen Xingguang said, she said the endocrine problem.

He didn't think much at that time.

Yes, they have been together for more than a month, nearly two months, every night, every day and night. How can there be no children?

Sometimes measures are not available, and sometimes he indulges himself too much and doesn't want to be separated from rubber.

Now it seems that he is really too selfish, because he is too selfish, so that his beloved girl suffered such pain.

As soon as I came to Boston, I saw that scene, and it happened to send the child away.

Gu Xiaomo felt that he deserved it all. It was God's punishment for him. His eyes were full of pain.

He didn't dare to go into the ward. He could only look at the stars from afar and look at his beloved girl through the glass without blinking.

He was afraid that the starlight would be angry when he walked past.

This time he was really shaking, and for the first time he was afraid.

Starlight's pale face was printed in his eyes like paper, which was so regretful.

The word scum flashed into his mind for the first time, and he really felt like a scum.

At this time, Chen Xingguang is lying on the hospital bed, his eyes are not focal length, empty everything, staring at the ceiling.

No one knows what she is thinking. Her eyes have been fixed there for a long time without moving. If it is not for the long eyelashes that occasionally quiver, she is awake, otherwise people will think that she is a sculpture lying on the bed.

Gu Xiaomo looked more miserable.

Fengshanglin came back to see such a scene, the people inside were lying quietly.

People outside stood still.

Two people through the door of the ward, one does not enter, the other may not know.

Gu Xiaomo obviously has a posture for a long time.

Fengshanglin came and looked at him. Gu Xiaomo said softly, "have you never been in?"

Gu Xiaomo did not say a word or speak. He stood there, just like a pillar.

Shanglin has changed a suit of clothes, clean, hesitated, Shanglin still knocked on the door.

There was no sound in it. Fengshanglin hesitated and went in.

He came to the bedside and looked at the starlight lying on the bed. His voice said softly, "starlight, are you ok?"

Perhaps it was the strange voice that was clean and warm, which made Chen Xingguang not alert before. She withdrew her sight and turned to the visitor. At the moment of seeing Shanglin, she pulled her lips and squeezed out a smile.

This pale smile is more painful.

Fashion Lin saw that she was so inexplicably sad.

"Thank you for sending me to the hospital. Otherwise, I really don't know what to do."

"Don't say that, you should." Shanglin smiles, clean smile has a soothing effect. "You should say, at least pick you up at the airport."

Starlight whispered: "it's because I'm pregnant. I don't know what to do. I want to talk to Gu Xiao Mo, but I didn't expect to be like this. It's all destiny. "

"You are too young. This is an accident." Fashion forest mouth way: "you want to open point, raise the body well."

"Well, I will." Starlight said seriously. "By the way, have you told Gu Xiaomo?"

Fashion Lin was stunned and nodded. "Yes, I told him."

Starlight side looked at the door of the ward, Gu Xiaomo stood there.

But he did not dare to come in. There was extreme pain in his eyes. The four eyes of two people were far apart, but Chen Xingguang could still feel his emotion.The starlight dropped his eyes and whispered, "tell him, he has the right to know all this. You should tell him, and I will always tell him. It's just that the three of us know about it. I don't want to take good care of my aunt and uncle Feng. They also know, let alone Ruixi and Xia Xia. Can we

Shanglin is slightly stunned and suddenly understands this.

Understand that the girl's heart is strong.

She didn't want everyone to worry, let alone let Feng family and sister feel guilty about it.

Fengshanglin nodded and said, "don't worry about this. I won't talk too much."

"Thank you, then." Starlight looked at him and said, "you let Gu Xiaomo come in."

Chen Xingguang knows very well that she always has to face. Escape is not the way. She is no longer a child. Especially after this time, she deeply understands that she is an adult and almost becomes a mother. If she is not strong enough, her children will not be able to survive.

She needs to be stronger in the future.

So she chose to face Gu Xiaomo half an hour after the operation.

Shanglin nodded and said to her, "OK."

Then he turned to the door and said, "go in, you can hear the stars."

Gu Xiaomo body slightly a meal, after a long time to walk in with a heavy step.

He stood in front of starlight's hospital bed, looked down at the starlight, and did not dare to look at the starlight's face, because he was afraid that he would not be able to control his emotions and wanted to hold her in his arms too much.

"Gu Xiaomo, I'm pregnant. Sorry, I couldn't keep him. I thought I could Starlight squeezed out a smile worse than crying. "You see, that's it. It's a destiny that we shouldn't be together."

Gu Xiaomo's eyebrows wrinkled, his eyes tighten, and then look at Chen Xingguang: "starlight, I'm not good."

"So let's break up." Starlight was still smiling at him, no matter how ugly and pale the smile was, she was smiling.

Gu Xiaomo couldn't speak. He wanted to say no.

But he knew that this time he was no longer qualified.

But he finally managed to spit out a word: "no!"

Starlight pulled his lips and squeezed out a paler smile. "But I want to break up. When I come here and see you fighting with Su Jin downstairs, I feel that you are not so happy with me. Just like what I said in London, you are depressed when you are with me, and your depression also suppresses me. So you can see that the child can't keep it. God reminds us that we shouldn't be together. I just want to break up. We don't have to be forced together any more. You don't have to perfunctory me. I don't have to follow you. We're all light and good to you and me

Gu Xiao Mo closed his eyes to cover up his unwillingness.

But he couldn't talk.

After a long time, he said, "you should raise your body first, and then we will talk about it."

"I just want to break up." Starlight is determined.

"Even if we break up, we have to wait for our health to get better." He said in pain.

"Oh Starlight self mockery smile, not forced: "I have nothing to talk about, break up is the best choice for you and me, if you really regret me, let me go."

She had no courage to face it any more.

She was tired.

Gu Xiaomo froze, seeing her so sad, he whispered. "Well, I respect all your choices, as long as you feel good."

Starlight smile: "thank you, separation is the best choice for you and me."