Chapter 1489

When saying these words, Chen Xingguang felt that his heart was not so heavy, as if prying open a gap, directly opened the invisible net of her inner depression.

Now she felt that she was really in a good mood and looked at Gu Xiaomo's eyes with more gentleness.

"There are a lot of problems between the two of us. Maybe you don't think so, but I really think there are dangers."

"In danger?"

Gu Xiaomo was shocked. She used such an adjective to describe their relationship.

Gu Xiaomo's first reaction was to refute, but he resisted.

He quietly looked at Chen Xingguang, his eyes crossed a touch of displeasure, but still patiently listen to, "OK, you say, how to endanger the four Fu?"

"I'm not confident." Starlight could hear the displeasure and query in his tone. He was puzzled and impatient to say so, but he tolerated.

She knew in her heart that Gu Xiaomo also wanted to work hard. He was accommodating himself.

She was upset.

She is really not a qualified girlfriend because he is so aggrieved when he gives in to her.

Gu Xiaomo frowned. "Starlight, why don't you have confidence?"

"Because I'm not good, not good enough, you know?" She really felt inferior and felt that she was not strong enough in front of him.

Gu Xiaomo shook his head. "I don't understand why you say you are not excellent. In my heart, you are still an excellent girl."

Starlight smiles, but the smile is pale: "I don't have so much confidence to be with you. I can keep pace with you when I am with you. I don't have such a strong heart to be able to keep pace with you.

I have been questioning myself, is it true that you can be a good girlfriend, so I have become unlike me, do you understand that feeling?

Every time I question you or question myself, I am very sad, very upset, do not know what to do?

When things happen, they either question you or question me. I'm afraid that I will become worse if I go on worrying about gains and losses in this way.

I'm afraid you hate me because every time you are angry with me or coax me, but you are not willing to tell me what you have done. "

Gu Xiaomo was stunned, a little difficult to understand the idea of starlight.

"And you're leaving tomorrow, so I want to say, when you go back, think about our relationship. If you can really be together, just be together. If you can't, you can tell me that you don't have to be forced After careful consideration, starlight made a choice: "I won't blame you for not wanting me, we are still the same as before, I can also accept, even if not together, I will bless you."

"What does it mean not to be forced?" Gu Xiaomo heard this and frowned tightly, "do you think I'm playing with you? Don't you think it was thoughtful of me to choose you as your girlfriend? "

"No, I never meant that." Starlight shakes his head, a little sad.

"Well, tell me what you mean." Gu Xiaomo also resisted the temperament and asked each word.

"I'm just saying that we should carefully consider our relationship and whether our personalities are suitable for each other." Starlight is still warm and soft, "always think about it clearly, Xiao Mo, I'm not in a mood with you, I want to say these things calmly, don't be angry because I can't talk to you."

"I'm not angry." Gu Xiaomo said in a deep voice: "I just feel uncomfortable in my heart."

Starlight pursed her lips and whispered, "you are a proud man. Many times, you don't want to listen to me. You always think you are right."

Is that right?

Gu Xiaomo frowned slightly.

"Maybe you're right. You look really hard with me." Gu Xiaomo whispered that he didn't have this idea before, but now, he has to think about it.

Starlight has no words, which is tacit.

It is true that sometimes the heart is tired.

Love is low, worry about gain and loss, so it will feel hard.

Seeing that she didn't speak, Gu Xiaomo laughed at herself, "it seems that you still have other ideas in mind, but I can tell you, Chen Xingguang, why I am angry."

Starlight a Zheng, subconsciously look at him.

"Because I never thought of anything else in my heart. The woman I think of is always you, and I always think that we are the most suitable one. So I get angry with you because you don't understand me every time." He laughed at himself, the desolation of his eyes was obvious.

It seems that he is also very aggrieved.

Just a don't understand, I let starlight stunned, her eyes are full of injuries, whole body stiffness, all attention in those three words, after a long time, only a few.

She nodded softly, "yes, I don't understand you, I never understand you."

Gu Xiaomo looked at her drooping eyes, gently trembling long eyelashes, and laughed at himself: "maybe we care more about ourselves, such as you, like me."Starlight a Leng, lift an eye again, on his same sad eye son.

She nodded. "Yeah, maybe I never understood you. Then I may not understand you

Said her eyes sour up, some want to cry, do not want to show him so useless.

She dropped her eyes and did not dare to look at him again.

They have been entangled for such a long time. In this month, their contradictions are even more than those in the past four years. It is better to separate and calm down when two people are so uncomfortable together.

But the thought of separation, the heart is also sad.

"Yes, you are right." Gu Xiaomo looked at her drooping head and saw her tight lips. He knew in his heart that she had various emotions.

Sighed, Gu Xiao Mo light mouth way: "go back will consider these things clearly, see if we are not suitable together, if you really want to leave me, I always tie you is not the way."

Maybe he didn't want to fight, so Gu Xiaomo was very tired.

He thought about too many things and always felt that he was in control of everything. What Ruixi had said to him before, he also deeply considered and thought it was very reasonable, so he planned to reconsider the relationship between himself and starlight.

"I'll pack up my things and leave tomorrow. You can live here at ease. If you want to go back to London, you can stay here if you don't want to go back." Gu Xiaomo gentle tone: "even if you do not want to be my girlfriend, but you are still my sister, I will take care of you."

Starlight down the eyes, tears fell out.

She didn't know why she was a little bit depressed. She always felt that she had said something wrong and had made a little improvement. As a result, she was made like this again.

Maybe they are not born to fall in love.

She didn't dare to speak. She didn't know how to speak.

Gu Xiaomo also felt very depressed, because two people always quarrel when they started talking, and this situation would only worsen the relationship. He felt that such a quarrel was not the way.

Just take retreat as a way forward.

Stars do not speak, tears on such a drop, poususu straight down.

Gu Xiaomo took a look and was stunned for a moment.

He clenched his fist at the side of his body, restrained himself and sighed: "what are you crying for?"

Starlight shook his head and choked: "I didn't cry."

Is sad, sad do not know how to speak.

Gu Xiaomo looked at the stubborn girl deeply and felt powerless. He sighed: "I don't know what makes you so, but after thinking about it, I can only think that I don't give you enough sense of security. I have also reflected on it. I really didn't consider some of your ideas. I don't know whether you like my arrangement.

I always thought that I decided to be good for us, but in your opinion, it may not be so, so I will take your words into consideration and not perfunctorily. I will seriously consider them

Hearing him say so, starlight raised his watery hat and looked at him like this, tears were flowing all the time.

Looking at her cry, Gu Xiaomo Mou son tight, some can not bear heart.

He gazed deeply, and suddenly got up and walked over. He didn't say anything. He came to her, held Chen Xingguang's face and kissed him.

These days there is no intimacy, these days all the missing broke out at this moment.

He hugged the star tightly.

He couldn't bear her crying. His heart was not so cold.

As soon as he saw her crying, he couldn't help it.

He held her in his arms and kissed her deeply for several minutes before releasing the starlight. He slightly pressed against her forehead and said, "don't cry. When you cry, I can't help but want you."

Starlight a stiff, tears more.

Gu Xiaomo looked at her with tears and said in a soft voice, "are you still crying? Do you want me to want you, do you want me? I'm sorry to say

She cried even more.

"Starlight, you know, I can't resist your tears." Gu Xiaomo whispered and wiped away her tears. "I'll only be more impulsive if you're like that."

Starlight cried even more.

"I'm sorry, it's me, starlight. Don't cry. It's all my fault." He apologized again.

"No, no, I didn't say you were bad." Starlight cried and shook his head, "I just think I'm not good, but my ability is limited. I always get along with you, and I make a bad job."

The incoherent interpreter of starlight hopes Gu Xiaomo can understand his mind and his words.

"I just don't think we should always be like this when we meet, as if the relationship between us is only based on each other's bodies, and there is no state of mind. That's what worries me most."

Gu Xiaomo slightly shocked and hugged her.

Although I can't help it, I still gently open my mouth and say, "well, I respect you. Since you don't really want to do this, we'll have more spiritual communication and try hard again, OK?"He wanted to make out with her before he left tonight.

But the girl's words made him have to examine himself in his heart.

These two days are not together anyway, he is not also restrained, just like the four years before not together is the same? There is nothing he can't do.

Holding Chen Xingguang's hand, he took her upstairs, "I'll pack up my things. Can you help me?"