After putting down the phone, starlight reported to Gu Xiaomo who was busy on the computer: "Xia Xia Xia and Ruixi have returned to England. Shall we go back to have dinner with them tomorrow? Don't you have three days to go? Shall we get together before you go back to America? "

The head did not lift, Gu Xiaomo continues to be busy with his own affairs, just a light um: "good."

Starlight is a little depressed.

He has been busy these days, immersed in the computer, sometimes playing games, sometimes email, sometimes browsing the news.

But she didn't know what he was busy with. She only thought that they got along well recently, at least the atmosphere was very harmonious. As soon as Su Jin left, they had a warmer time than usual, no more disputes and no more noise.

In fact, it is also very good, but there is always a kind of unclear emotion behind this kind of good, which makes Chen Xingguang feel like a little less real sometimes.

I feel a little far apart.

She also knew that she thought a lot, so she constantly hinted to herself. Maybe she thought too much. Gu Xiao and Mo people are here and their hearts are here. What's not sure?

Chen Xingguang felt that her insecurity was not very good, so she reflected every time to make herself as confident as possible.

Seeing Gu Xiaomo very busy, she went to the kitchen to pour a cup of hot tea, and brought it to him.

After finishing the mail in his hand, Gu Xiaomo looked up at the star light with a smile, took the tea in her hand, took a few sips, put it down, reached for Xingguang, and said, "how can you be so virtuous today?"

Starlight helplessly smile: "you this person is really, do not give you tea when I do not have eyesight, give you tea, said I am virtuous."

"Shy?" He tightened his hands and looked down at the starlight: "is it so easy to be shy?"

As soon as she looks very red, she can't help but want to pinch it.

Gu Xiaomo also really pinched a, and then bowed to kiss her.

Starlight covered his lips and blocked his movement: "wait, I don't know what I said to you just now. Do you listen to me? I said Ruixi and Xiaxia are back. We will have dinner together tomorrow."

Gu Xiaomo chuckled, looked down at her, and said, "I didn't have a good idea just now. I'll have dinner together tomorrow. What's the matter with you? Think I didn't hear that

"I think you're busy sometimes, and I don't know what you're busy with. I don't think you're listening." She murmured in a low voice, "just hear that."

"I'm busy with some work things." Gu Xiaomo's light mouth way, does not seem to want to explain too much. "You don't understand."

You don't understand this sentence. It's really hurtful.

Chen Xingguang was stunned and sighed in his heart, thinking that maybe he really didn't understand it.

But more or less, she still felt uncomfortable. She really wanted to go into Gu Xiaomo's world, but she found that the two people did not really enter each other's spiritual world except close relationship.

She doesn't know what Gu Xiaomo is busy with, but he doesn't quarrel with himself as before, but their life is like a stagnant pool, which can't stir up any waves.

Zheng Zhuo, Chen Xingguang opened his hand, holding his shoulder, and whispered, "I went upstairs to take a bath first."

Since I don't understand, I don't want to ask any more. Anyway, I asked, but I was rejected. He didn't want to say that she didn't want to ask any more. Slowly, I took my heart back. Isn't it OK?

Gu Xiaomo took a look at Chen Xingguang and thought that she was a little strange recently. Every time she tried to stop talking, this time, she went upstairs.

He frowned and was suddenly upset.

Looking at Chen Xingguang leaving like this, she is obviously a little angry, with a little bit of pettiness, and even feel that she is a little lonely.

So, Gu Xiao Mo opened his mouth and called out Chen Xingguang walking on the stairs: "starlight, wait a minute."

Starlight stopped and slightly turned back to look at Gu Xiaomo downstairs. His handsome face was a little gloomy, and her eyebrows were also wrinkled. She felt a little cluttered in her heart and asked, "what's the matter? Anything else? "

"Starlight, tell me, are you unhappy?" Gu Xiaomo asked in a deep voice.

Starlight was stupefied, looked at him, denied: "No."

"Don't be perfunctory to me." Gu Xiaomo simply got up and stood up, walked toward her, and said: "I think you seem angry. You have some small temperament, I can connive you, spoil you, but Chen Xingguang, can you stop being so coquettish and tell me directly, what's wrong with you? "

Chen Xingguang was stunned and didn't expect that he said that he was hypocritical. She was a little uncomfortable in her heart. She said in a cold voice, "you say I'll be affectable. I don't know what's wrong with me. You don't understand my mood. Maybe it's affectation. I don't understand it. You won't understand either."

Don't understand?

Gu Xiaomo suddenly froze, what flashed in his mind.

The stars looked at him.You don't understand the word, he said it all the time. These days, he told her it was the same sentence countless times.

She was already immune to that.

See stars cold face, Gu Xiaomo understand what, a little angry.

So straight forward to ask: "is it because I just said you don't understand, so you feel angry?"

"Gu Xiaomo." Chen Xingguang suddenly felt very funny, originally he understood, but before he never wanted to really understand, so he always ignored her thoughts and feelings.

She took a deep breath and said in a soft voice: "think about yourself. You don't understand this sentence. How many times have you said it? Every time I want to ask you to understand you, you use this sentence to reply me. So I have no desire to continue to ask. I don't even think you need me to ask, but you don't understand. I just don't understand, so I will ask.

Why don't you explain it to me? I don't know. At least you can teach me and let me get closer. I will also feel that it is very close to you and very warm.

At least not to think, but what about you? You refuse me every time.

Even I feel like you just need my body to be with me, nothing else. "

Gu Xiaomo wrung his eyebrows and gritted his teeth: "you are right. I really need your body. I need not only your body, but also your mind. I need all of you belong to me."

Gu Xiaomo did not deny his own mind, and admitted frankly.

Chen Xingguang felt very sad, "don't I need it? What do I need? Do you know? "

"I think I've given you enough of what you need." Gu Xiaomo suddenly quieted down and looked at him quietly. After a long time, he began to say, "can't I give you a little bit of security in your heart?"

Chen Xingguang fixed his mind and lowered his eyes. "Yes, you gave me a sense of security. You gave me everything. It's because I'm too pretentious. I'm not good enough. Can I take a bath now?"

The surroundings were quiet for a moment.

They suddenly fell into a kind of stalemate. When Chen Xingguang raised his eyes and looked at him again, he found that Gu Xiaomo's face was particularly cold.

His eyes cold through Chen Xingguang's eyes, seems to want to see through what her heart is thinking.

And he was tense and angry.

Starlight has an indescribable sense of loneliness. She feels that she is angry with Gu Xiaomo this time.

In fact, there has been no quarrel between them for a long time, because he ignored her at all. After Su Jin left, they returned to Oxford and never went out again. They had never been to any other places except the supermarket.

They will be sentimental at night, he is busy during the day, his communication is very little.

What's wrong, starlight doesn't know.

She felt powerless.

Drooping her eyes again and holding back tears, she did not want to see him again. She was afraid that she could not help but want to shed tears. It was a kind of weak performance, and she didn't want to.

Turning upstairs, she went to the bathroom.

Gu Xiaomo suddenly turned to go out and the door slammed shut.

The shock made the stars on the upper floor startled.

She is very tired.

But she knew that she shouldn't go on like this.

She can't be all Gu Xiaomo in her own world, otherwise she won't be driven crazy by him, and she will also be crazy.