Chapter 1342

Brother Huang and Yun Jincheng fight at the front line. After several battles, Xiling has injured more than 10000 soldiers, which is twice as much as Beiming. Brother Huang is furious.

When I learned that, I went forward to comfort him and suggested that he use Yun Jinhong to deal with Yun Jincheng.

Did not expect not to mention yunjinhong is OK, a mention of the loser, the emperor brother is not light, finally frankly yunjinhong is a waste can not be reused.

At this time, the camp suddenly came Yunjin Chenghe post, successfully aroused my interest.

Yun Jincheng's script has the upper hand, but he suddenly seeks peace.

This is clearly abnormal.

Curious, I listened for a while, and then I understood what the emperor's elder brother and the national teacher said a few days ago.

It turns out that the national master controlled Mo Yurong with Gu.

He succeeded in making use of Mo Yurong to get close to ah Sheng, and gave a very vicious poison to ah Sheng. After ten days, there was no cure.

When he was poisoned, the symptoms of poisoning were not obvious at all. When the toxic hair had symptoms, besides the corresponding antidote, Hua Tuo could not return to heaven.

My heart was shocked and flustered.

But I know that brother Huang treats me well. I'm the sinner of Xiling. I shouldn't betray him any more.

So, without saying a word, I went back to the room and forced myself to forget what I heard about her.

I thought I could do it;

But in fact, I overestimated myself.

I can't make it.

I really can't forget her;

I can't even see her die.

I think, maybe I owe her in my last life, in this life, I should lose my life for her.

After careful consideration for a long time, I secretly investigated the place where brother Huang might store the antidote. Finally, after I determined that the antidote must be in brother Huang's room, I went to find brother Huang and asked to lead the troops to fight and make atonement.

Brother Huang didn't doubt my loyalty.

Perhaps, he thinks that I have failed him enough, and his tolerance to me has reached the extreme, so he thinks that I will not betray him again.

He agreed to my request and gave me a tiger amulet to mobilize 100000 troops, but at the same time, he also made a condition to me: let me postpone my attack on Beiming for four days.

I know what he means.

According to the plan of the national master and the emperor brother, four days later, Yun Jincheng will come to the emperor brother for peace talks. At that time, he has already given Yun Jincheng poison and fake antidote to eat. If I go to attack Beiming again, there will be less pressure.

But, by that time, she can't keep it.

I pretended to answer the instructions of the emperor brother. After I came back with the tiger amulet, I went to the dianjiangtai quietly.

same night.

The emperor's elder brother gives a banquet, and the monarch and his ministers enjoy it together.

I came out to sober up on the pretext of drinking too much. After I got rid of the soldiers who followed me, I went to my brother's room.

Brother Huang's room is equipped with five element array;

People who don't know will not only get the antidote, but also scare the snake; As it happens, I just know this array.

After successfully avoiding the guard's dark guard and array, I felt into the emperor's room. Finally, I found the pill which was well hidden by the emperor.

I took the medicine away with guilt.

I'm sorry for my brother's trust in me, but I can't watch her die.

I didn't expect that the drug theft would go so smoothly. Only when I came out of my brother's room did I know that Yun Jincheng and his master had come, but my brother had no time to take care of me because he had to deal with them.

I got to the front yard.

Originally, I wanted to take advantage of the opportunity to fight with Yun Jincheng to give Yun Jincheng the antidote, so I first took the initiative to expose the news that the imperial brother's room had been stolen and let him go.

But he didn't trust me at all.

After his brother left, he pressed me step by step and even hurt me. He didn't listen to my explanation or give me a chance.

In the end, the antidote was not handed in.

When the antidote is lost, the emperor is angry again.

And the news that I have been dispatched is also known by my brother.

Brother Huang is not stupid.

He didn't think that it was me who stole the medicine that night, but after he calmed down, he would understand.

So I had to take risks.

First I went to the royal doctor and took the cotton thread for the wound. Then I wrapped the pill that could save her life in waterproof soft oil paper and stuffed it into the wound on my arm. Then I sewed the wound and finished dressing it.

I think, even if you doubt me;

But he should not be able to open my wound and examine it.

As I expected, brother Huang doubted me.

He stopped me before I went to the army and directly asked me why I had to send troops ahead of time, or even whether I wanted to send an antidote to ah Sheng?

I certainly can't admit it;

So I pretended to be calm and asked him if he didn't trust me. Finally, I took off my robe and let him search.

Although my brother doubted me;

However, under my continuous actions, he had no evidence to prove that I stole his medicine. Finally, he sighed and gently advised me that I was injured and should not go to the battlefield.

I will not.

If I don't go, how can I deliver the medicine.

At my insistence, brother Huang finally compromised. He said to me, "be careful yourself. I'm waiting for your good news."

I can only bow my head and lead the edict. I dare not look into his eyes.

There has been friction between Xiling and Beiming in xiheguan, but neither side has ever been benefited.

This time, I made up my mind to fight to Xihe pass, so I didn't care about it, and finally let me kill outside Xihe pass the day before ah Sheng's poisonous hair.

I passed the challenge book.

Invite Yun Jincheng to fight. At the same time, I hope to see ah Sheng in xiheguan.

Because I know that no one in the whole northern underworld believes in me except Sheng.

If I want to save her, I have to see her myself.

Finally, the front line sent the war report, saying that the prince and Princess of Beiming had arrived.

And I finally feel relieved.

When she comes, she can live.

The ultimate goal of my action is to deliver medicine, so I can no longer watch the soldiers under my command die innocently, so I gave a military order that everyone was puzzled: after three drums, all the soldiers except the soldiers of Yuqin palace withdrew.

Yun Jincheng personally leads the army and wants to end the enmity with me.

He can't find these things on the battlefield; Even if ah Sheng on the upper floor of the city finds out these things, it doesn't help at all, because she can't inform him.

The outcome of the war was no surprise.

I brought three thousand Yu Pro Prince's house soldiers all died;

And I, seriously injured, became the prisoner of Yun Jincheng.

Gu's soldiers cheerfully yelled to cut off my head and hang it on the wall to shake the morale of the army, but I was not afraid at all, and even I was grateful to Yun Jincheng for capturing me alive instead of shooting me to death.

I said to Yun Jincheng, "I want to see ah Sheng."

He was shocked.

Staring at me in surprise, his face was incredible.

I smile calmly again, say again: "let me see a Sheng, otherwise, you will regret for a lifetime."

I know I'm asking too much;

But I also know that Yun Jincheng will find a way.

Sure enough, I saw her again.

She lost weight.

When I was with her before, she had been suffering from severe pregnancy and vomiting. The royal doctor said that because she was weak, she was more serious than most people.

A long time of pregnancy and vomiting, coupled with eating, people naturally want to be thin.

She smiles at me.

"Well," he replied politely

This voice, polite and alienated, is completely different from the previous clarity and dependence.

"I don't look very well either." I said softly again.

In fact, looking at her now, I am very distressed, even if the child in her stomach is not mine, I am also distressed.

"Well."

She answered again.

It's just as polite as before, but with politeness.

My heart tingles slightly.

Because I know that she remembers everything, everything.

Even though I knew the answer, I couldn't help saying, "you remember everything."

"Well."

She nodded gently.

Then he put down the medicine box he had brought and propped the umbrella on my head. Then he took out a dagger from the medicine box and said, "I'll untie you first."

Looking at her efforts to cut the rope binding me, my heart is very complex, but also very satisfied.

With a slight sigh, I looked at the things she had brought and jokingly said to her, "you have also brought the medicine box. Now some soldiers doubt the relationship between you and me. If you let me go, are you not afraid that I will take the opportunity to run?"

She didn't care.

The rope was cut off, and I completely lost my support, so I fell to the ground along the wooden frame.

My injury, too heavy;

In addition, I lost too much blood, and now I have no strength to stand up;

If it hadn't been for her insistence, I would have been unable to bear it.

She took out her handkerchief and wiped the rain off my face.

I looked closely at her familiar, delicate face, which once haunted me, and sincerely said: "ah Sheng, I can see you again. It's good to see you safe."

It's really good;

I'm so afraid I'll steal the antidote, but I can't get it to her in time.

She laughed at herself and said, "I think it's good to see you again."

Her smile is full of bitterness and helplessness.

Think to come these days, she and cloud Jincheng's life is not easy.

I clenched my teeth, panting at her, and said to her, "ah Sheng, don't worry, I won't let you die." Even if I die, I won't watch you die.

She gently shook her head, rare tenderness.

This woman, since the day I first met her, I had the impression that she was very tough. I never thought that in my lifetime, I could see her so gentle and quiet.

She took a handkerchief from the medicine box to wipe my face, and then helped me to apply medicine to the wound on my face. Finally, she gently told me: "it's OK on my face. The wound is not deep. If I take good care of it in the future, it should not leave scars."

I smile, a bitter heart.

I think my life will be lost this time. How can I care if there are scars on my face?

I feel that my situation is getting worse and worse. It seems that when I look at her in front of me, I have begun to see double images.

I know that my time is really limited.

I should have made a long story short and finished the antidote, but I still have another problem that has been bothering me for a long time;

If I don't know the answer to this question, even if I die, I can't close my eyes. So, I strongly support the strength of her way: "Sheng, there is a problem, I always want to ask you."

I want to ask her, I have done so many wrong things to her, does she hate me?

She looked at me tenderly.

Before I asked this question, I took the lead in saying, "no hate."

She said she didn't hate me.

Her answer, let me have a little bit of illusion, I think, between me and her, there is a tacit understanding.

And her answer has given me an answer to the question that bothered me for a long time;

Also let me instantly relieved;

It's good that she doesn't hate me.

"Thank you."

I looked at her gratefully and finally pulled the topic back: "ah Sheng, can you help me take off my clothes?"

She seems to have misunderstood me.

Hesitated for a moment, said to me: "this is not a good place to deal with the wound."

I know what she means. She wants to get me down to a clean place to clean up the wound, but I can't wait.

I refused her kindness and asked her to cut open my clothes.

When I told her that there was her antidote hidden in my wound and that she could get it if she cut the suture with scissors, I saw the shock and tears in her eyes.

The scissors in her hand fell to the ground.

I understand that she did not expect me to do so.

She asked me, "Su Muyan, do you make yourself look like this just to send me medicine?"

I want to answer her "yes", but I look at her tears can not stop falling down, I am distressed. So, when the words came to my lips, they took some relaxed meaning and changed to: "I said, I won't let you die."

yes.

I made myself look like this in order to give her medicine;

Yu Pro palace 3000 soldiers were ordered to die xiheguan, is to give her medicine;

Even, I took Xiling with tens of thousands of soldiers to fight against Beiming a few days ago, just to give her medicine.

After my words, ah Sheng cried more fiercely.

I love it.

However, the thought that her tears were for me, who had done a lot of wrong things to her, made me feel relieved.

I'm a sinner, but I don't regret that she can treat me like this.

She cried like a child.

I don't want to cut my wound with scissors. I understand that she loves me.

If I want to take out the medicine, I have to rely on myself.

I picked up the scissors on the ground, and the cold iron scissors fell on my wound. Because my hand was shaking badly, the iron scissors touched my wound, and the pain was severe. I clenched my teeth and didn't let myself cry out.

One piece, one piece of cotton thread, cut by me.

Finally, the antidote wrapped in soft oil paper was taken out by me and handed to ah Sheng.

She looked at me with tears in her eyes and refused to take the medicine.

I pretended to be relaxed and advised: "ah Sheng, take it. Don't let my hard work be in vain." After all, the price of giving this medicine is still very high.

Her eyes fell on my hand. After raising her hand to wipe away the tears on her face, she assured me: "Su Muyan, I will cure you, and then let Yun Jincheng send someone to send you back to Xiling."

I shook my head gently.

With Yun Jincheng's love for Gu nanshang, as long as she speaks, Yun Jincheng will do it;

But I don't want to.

As a result, I rejected Sheng's proposal: "don't let him be embarrassed."

For ah Sheng, I can die;

I don't have to die;

In this world, I can owe my brother and my father, but I don't want to owe Yun Jincheng.

Especially in the case of ah Sheng.

What's more, I have betrayed my brother and Xiling again and again. Where can I have the face to go back to Xiling? Where can I have the face to face Su's ancestors?

I don't want to live;

I don't want to go back to Xiling.

I feel my breath more and more heavy, as if the next moment will be cut off in general, Sheng aware of my abnormality, she quickly wiped tears, stood up and said: "Su Muyan, I'll call someone to help you back to the room."

Then she turned and wanted to go.

But, I speed faster, a pull her, "Sheng, don't go, accompany me to talk."

She was in a hurry.

And urgent and angry curse way: "speak any time can say."

"But I really don't have much time."

I really don't have much time.

I feel more and more unable to catch the breath, breathing is also more and more tired, I know, this is a sign of dying!

I held her and wouldn't let her go.

I try my best to explain my last words: "ah Sheng, I'm the sinner of Xiling. Even if I die, I have no face to go back to Xiling. So, don't send me back. Send me to Changzhi county."

Changzhi county is the place where I met her. The sunrise there is very beautiful;

The people there are also beautiful;

And Lao Zhou and aunt Ding

Ah Sheng cried again, tears falling down.

I want to raise my hand to wipe her tears, but I don't even have the strength to raise my hand.

Finally, she nodded and agreed: "OK, I'll send someone to send you back to Changzhi county now."

With this promise, I finally have no regrets or worries.

My vision is more and more blurred, and I can't see her clearly. But in my mind, there are many pictures with her.

Su Muyan, will you not want me?

Su Muyan, we will never be separated again, OK?

Su Muyan, don't leave me

The scene in front of me and the picture in my mind finally turned black and disappeared after I breathed in.

I don't know where I'm going;

Maybe I was wrong to you from the beginning;

However, even if I pay the price of my life for these mistakes, I will not regret it;

Gu nanshang, if there is an afterlife;

I must meet you before Yun Jincheng. Maybe you can fall in love with me first.