Sheng's behavior gives me a headache;

She is not afraid of the emperor brother, regardless of honor and inferiority, and often causes trouble, which makes my life a chicken feather.

But even so, whenever I face her, my heart is filled with guilt and remorse; Moreover, when I saw her dependence and obsession with me, my heart was satisfied and greedy.

I made up my mind that I would be responsible to her.

So when the emperor said to me that he wanted to take advantage of the new year's Eve banquet to point out my marriage, I asked the emperor to point out ah Sheng to me as the imperial concubine.

The emperor brother was furious.

He rebuffed me severely and even told me that Gu Nansheng was just a proton for Xiling and for him. He can help me to be with Gu nanshang, but he will never allow me to marry her;

I know brother Huang's action is for my good, but I can't be sorry for Sheng.

I have a stalemate with my brother.

At last, the emperor went away in anger.

On New Year's Eve, I took Sheng into the palace.

At this time, I shouldn't have taken her around. But a few days ago, when I went to attend the new year's banquet in Prince Deqin's residence, I asked ah Sheng to wait for a long time. When I came back, I promised her that I would take her with me wherever I went.

You can't break your promise.

In the palace, I met Fu Tingyu who was punished by the queen again.

Strictly speaking, when ah Sheng and I got to this stage, we had to thank Fu Tingyu for his betrayal in Dongping County, but Fu Tingyu was also responsible for the fact that ah Sheng had become what he is now.

Those who have betrayed me will never come to a good end.

Ah Sheng and I met my brother in front of the Queen's Fengyi palace.

Brother Huang has a bracelet in his hand, which is very similar to the one that ah Sheng lost before.

Xu is so impressed by the bracelet in his memory that even though he has lost his memory, ah Sheng, who has only a child's intelligence, likes the bracelet on his brother's wrist.

The emperor elder brother is aware of this problem, then looks at a Sheng to ask: "like?"

"Well."

Sheng nodded seriously.

Now her mind is pure, just like a child, like things, will not hide like, do not like things, will not hide the disgust.

I saw that the eyes of the emperor's elder brother sank for a while, then I opened my mouth with great interest and coaxed him into saying, "if you promise to be my queen, I will give you this. How about that?"

I don't know the original meaning of the words, just to coax ah Sheng for fun, or to cut off my thoughts about ah Sheng. But as soon as his words came out, my heart immediately raised them.

"The emperor."

I don't agree with brother Huang's way of doing it. I subconsciously protect ah Sheng behind me. I'm really afraid that ah Sheng will be greedy. That bracelet agrees to brother Huang's request.

Fortunately.

Ah Sheng just stares at the bracelet, then firmly shakes his head and refuses the proposal of the imperial brother. At last, he looks at the imperial brother warily and tells me: "Su Muyan, I think this man is a bad man. We don't want to play with him."

I was greatly relieved.

Fortunately, ah Sheng is not seduced. At the same time, she can't help telling her not to talk in the future.

After losing her memory, ah Sheng didn't know much about the world, but fortunately, she was almost obedient to my words.

I decided that this time was the last time I took Sheng into the palace.

After returning to the palace, I wrote a letter to my father while preparing the new year's Eve dinner.

My father is Prince Xiling Yu. More than ten years ago, he and his hundreds of thousands of Xiling cavalry were as famous as the Gu family army of Beiming. Even if he withdraws from the imperial court now, his brother will give him a little bit of humble respect in many things.

In the case of Sheng, if I want to change my brother's mind, I can only rely on my father.

This year's new year's Eve banquet, I am alone in the palace.

This year is also my first new year at home ten years after I left Yuqin palace.

Fortunately, with a Sheng's company.

My mother's regret in this life is that she didn't see me get married and have children. Now that I have decided to stay with ah Sheng, ah Sheng is her daughter-in-law.

Before dinner, I took Sheng to give incense to my mother.

My mother's favorite son has always been hanruo's cousin, but now I insist on marrying ah Sheng. I don't know if my mother's wife will blame me for my unfiliality, and I don't know if she will forgive me.

In front of my mother's throne, I poured out my guilt and remorse for many days. I hope that my mother will not blame me, and that she will accept ah Sheng.

I watched Sheng kowtow to my mother's concubine with me, and I felt very satisfied.

A Sheng's heart is simple, and it's not a secret of the world, but I can't help it. After worshiping my mother's concubine, I proposed to a Sheng on New Year's Eve, and I hope she will personally agree to marry me.

However, Sheng's condition seems to be unstable.

She, after all, did not agree to marry me.

On the first day of the new year, I took ah Sheng to the street, but to my surprise, I got a big Oolong in wanlihong, which was very embarrassing.

On the first day of the lunar new year, my father came back from the temple.

I was a bit surprised;

According to the time I sent out the letter, it should not have been sent to my father so soon, but my father went back to his house ahead of time.

Later, I learned that it was the emperor's elder brother who asked him to come back.

I am happy at the same time, but also ready to meet the punishment.

My father's attitude towards ah Sheng was completely unexpected. Like his brother, he used the identity of ah Sheng to refuse my request.

My father always dotes on me. Even when I asked to leave home ten years ago, he was very reluctant, but he didn't say anything. But this time, we had an argument for Sheng.

I can understand my father's consideration;

But it was because of me that ah Sheng became like this. Now I am ah Sheng's heaven and his only reliance;

I can't be unkind.

I knelt down in front of my father and said stubbornly, "father, I beg my father to help me, otherwise I will kneel here until my father agrees."

My father is very angry. I want to kill him.

However, I really didn't mean to be angry with him, but I knew very well that only when my father accepted ah Sheng, my brother would have room to turn around.

Father was very angry, and finally walked away, leaving a sentence: "if you want to kneel, you kneel, but even if you kneel to death, I have no way."

I know that my father is angry that I am disobedient.

I also know that my father would never let me die on my knees.

So, I firmly knelt in the snow, in order to my sincerity, can move the father.

Xiling in January is the coldest time.

I kneel on the snow, knee cold pain;

Looking at the closed door of my father's house, I can't help thinking that when I was in Changzhi county that day, Yun Jincheng and Gu nanshang begged the Empress Dowager to complete the task, they knelt down in the courtyard.

At that time, as a bystander, I was still thinking, if my mother's wife didn't agree that I was with Gu Nanshan, would I be the same as Yun Jincheng, or would I take her with me?

At that time, I didn't know the answer;

But now, I know.

I firmly believe that my father will not watch me kneel to death, so even though I am cold and frozen in the yard, I still insist for the future of me and ah Sheng.

Father, you will come out.

As a matter of fact, I already know my father very well.

He did compromise.

When he appeared in my sight and let me up, I knew that I had succeeded.

My father finally gave in, and he agreed that I should be with ah Sheng.

My father also said that he would go into the Palace tomorrow to see the emperor.

He still loves me.

My father's compromise really pleased me.

However, things change in the end;

Maybe God would not forgive me after all. Just before my father was ready to enter the palace, Li Yuyi diagnosed that ah Sheng was pregnant.

To me, it's terrible news.

My father was also shocked.

With a gloomy face, he turned back to his room. It seemed that there was no hope of entering the palace.

My heart is in a mess. I don't know what to do. Because I understand that neither my father nor my brother will allow a woman with the blood of the northern Ming royal family to marry into the Su family.

It's not that I can't tolerate a Sheng's mother and son;

It's Xiling royal family. There is no room for a Sheng's mother and son.

However, she and I have come to this stage. Did we just give up?

I'm not reconciled!

Under the influence of unwilling emotion, I thought of the only solution - let Sheng slide the tire.

I thought to myself, maybe without this child, my father would accept ah Sheng.