Chapter 59

Mo Hui couldn't stand it any more. He got up and quickly walked to Zhang lingshuo. He looked at him in despair. He didn't know what to do?

Chest like a boulder, blocked in the heart, more and more heavy, her tears so forced out. Sometimes tears have nothing to do with sadness, but when all emotions are condensed and collide in the body, tears become the only outlet.

Mo Hui's tears flow quickly and fiercely. She doesn't notice that they all fall on Zhang lingshuo's cheek. They flow down his neck and penetrate into his clothes.

Zhang lingshuo frowned and opened his eyes. Seeing Mo Hui crying in front of him, his whole body trembled, and his heart suddenly began to ache.

Zhang lingshuo was shocked. Seeing Mo Hui's tears and pure black eyes, he took Mo Hui into his arms. Ignoring Mo Hui's struggle, he locked her in his arms and let her paddle on his arms.

"Don't cry. My heart hurts when you cry." Zhang lingshuo withstood waves of pain in his brain and got up. His big clean hand touched Mo Hui's small face full of tears. His rough finger pulp crossed her delicate cheek with the lightest force.

Now even when he's drunk, he'll remember if he hurt her.

As long as she doesn't hurt herself, what else does it matter.

"Mo Hui, I can't put it down any more. I've been stupid enough to let you go twice and let you despair twice. I can't let go of anything now! I don't know what to do? I thought that you could beat me or scold me. But you are quiet, shut yourself in the corner, wholeheartedly refuse me. I can't do without it, and I can't change it. I know it's too much lighter than what you've suffered. But Mo Hui, there is hatred and love between us, there is also the future. Give me a chance to take care of you, OK? When you are well, no matter what kind of decision you make, I will comply with it, not now, OK? Stop protesting to me with your body, OK? "

Mo Hui stopped struggling and saw the scratch on his arm, which was cut by her, and tears fell more fiercely.

Feeling that she was quiet, Zhang lingshuo was eager to pick up her hand to see if it was hurt. Don't go back, resist slightly.

"I just want to see if there's anything wrong with your hand." Zhang lingshuo explained in a low voice and looked carefully at Mo Hui's palm. "Mo Hui, give me a chance to take care of you, OK? I broke your body, shall I atone for it? "

Mo Hui lowered his head and showed his thin neck, still silent.

For a long time, there was a slight sigh in her throat.

Early in the morning, Zhang lingshuo got up and carefully covered the quilt on the bed to prevent the cold air from invading Mo Hui, who was still sleeping. After coming back from the hospital, she had nightmares or insomnia at night, but she still let him hold him in her arms and did not struggle. She became a doll with only breath and no vitality.

As long as they don't refuse him completely, it shows that they haven't come to an end.

Zhang lingshuo went through the screen to the small bathroom in the room. After Mo Hui was discharged from hospital, he asked someone to expand the bathroom to take care of her. What's more, the weather is getting colder and colder. He can't bear to let her go to the bathroom in the small garden because of going to the bathroom or taking a bath, which is easy to get cold.

But the room space is too small after all, can only open up a small compartment, simple shower, wash face, brush teeth can meet, to bath or get the original bathroom. When he invited someone to expand the house, he took a close look at Mo Hui's expression. After all, she always protected the original frame of the house, even the most subtle parts remained the same. How could he be allowed to make such a big change.

However, she still did not have any expression, quietly basking in the sun in the small yard, his legs are covered for her light soft blanket, even eyelids did not move. At that moment, his heart suddenly cold to the bottom, feel that their future has no hope. In the past two years, she has been able to live such a calm and calm life, not only because of him, but also because of the support of this house. In the end, she didn't care. He didn't understand. Now she doesn't even care about the house. Her heart is dead.

Zhang lingshuo painfully closed his eyes and let himself return to his normal state. He squeezed toothpaste and brushed his teeth. He looked at the slightly decadent man reflected in the mirror on the wall. The man in the mirror, whose hair was slightly disordered and his eyes were red, had a funny toothbrush in his mouth, and his always clean chin also had a black stubble.

If this kind of state appears on the ordinary man, does not feel surprised. But Zhang lingshuo, he has a habit of cleanliness, and recently he is often such a posture, decadent.

has an angry feeling in his heart. He sprays the foam in his mouth onto the smooth mirror. His hands are on the washing table, and fingers grasp the edge of the washing table vigorously. They want to break everything around their hands, drop their toothbrushes and foam in their mouths, and the white bubbles in the washing table of the knot form a picture without consciousness, but soon they are washed by the water. There's no trace.

There is only one voice in Zhang lingshuo's heart: he can't go on like this! He can't go on like this! It's not his solution.

Turn on the tap, let the sound of water flow fill the small toilet!

None of his maxims is to change the status quo with pity and decadence. Now he, he himself felt ridiculous, realized that his present appearance in Mo Hui's eyes is to play poor, take sympathy.He doesn't need it.

The most shameless thing about a man is that he is weak in front of his beloved woman. Even if the woman sees his bad and cold-blooded early, he still wants to save him in a decent way.

suddenly, he raised his head, grabbed the towel on the towel rack beside him, and rubbed the water vapor and foam on the mirror until the mirror was clean and half water stains did not stay. He slapped cold water on his face and cooled his restlessness.

After finishing finishing finishing, Zhang lingshuo went out of the bathroom and picked out some clothes suitable for going out from the wardrobe. He changed his clothes after the screen.

Mo Hui on the bed heard the bathroom door was opened, moved in the quilt, eyes staring at somewhere, without blinking. She did not close her eyes again until she heard steady steps approaching the bed.

"Mo Hui, get up. Today is an appointment with Dr. Huang to go back to the hospital for examination. There will be fewer people going early. Why don't you go back to bed? " After finishing himself, Zhang lingshuo took a basin of hot water to the bedside, bent over and put it on the ground, and touched Mo Hui's face with his hand.

Mo Hui frowned and pretended to wake up, but her sleepless appearance revealed her disguise. She got up lazily and felt the temperature difference outside the quilt, shaking instinctively.

Zhang lingshuo saw this, quickly picked out the towel from the basin, wrung the water, and wiped her face and hands.

After wiping, he picked out a white coat with a rolled collar and light colored cotton trousers and put them on without taking off her pajamas. Don't fight back, let him go.

"It's not easy to take off when there's too much wear for inspection." Zhang lingshuo explained, "OK, you brush your teeth first. I'll go down and prepare breakfast

Zhang lingshuo knew that she would do it, so he didn't stay in the room. He took the door and went downstairs.

He went through the small hall and into the kitchen. He took out the congee cooked last night from the refrigerator and put it in the microwave oven for three minutes. During this period of time, even the kitchen appliances have increased a lot, including a microwave oven, a professional hot pot, and a range hood, so that the air in the kitchen is not so bad, and the smell of smoke enters the small hall.

After the sound of the microwave oven, the power was cut off automatically, and Mo Hui just sat down at the bamboo table in the small hall.

Zhang lingshuo put on gloves, took out the porridge, washed two small bowls and two spoons, put them on the tray and brought them to the small hall together with the porridge. He filled a bowl and put it in front of Mo Hui.

"Watch out for the heat." He asked casually.

Mo Hui still did not answer, looking at the heat of the atherosclerotic bowl was not so frequent, then slowly eat up.

Zhang lingshuo's heart is slightly warm, because she is obedient.

It's not progress at all. She does it almost every day, but he still feels that there is a way back.

Seeing Mo Hui put down the spoon, he quickly solved the porridge left in his bowl and the sea bowl. This time, he didn't wash the dishes. He just cleaned up and put it in the sink in the kitchen. After Zhang Qing got up, he asked her to clean it up.

After getting on the bus, Zhang lingshuo checked whether he had the medical record book with him, then started the car, backed up cleanly, turned around, and turned onto the road. The car was running smoothly and beautifully like a fish swimming in the sea.

As soon as he is free, he will practice driving. He can't forgive himself for nearly killing her because he can't drive. Now for her health, he even has some books on health preservation and medicine, hoping to protect her more comprehensively and carefully.

The examination was on the third floor of the outpatient department. They came very early, and there was only one patient sitting on a bench in the corridor.

"Please follow me to the dressing room to change." The little nurse next to Dr. Huang reminded me.

"Go. I'll wait for you here. " Zhang lingshuo spoke.

Mo Hui didn't speak. After looking at Zhang lingshuo, he obediently followed the little nurse into the blood drawing room.

When Zhang lingshuo saw that the door of the blood drawing room was closed, he went to the other end of the bench and sat down. He closed his eyes to have a rest. As soon as I closed my eyes, there was a thin sob in my ear.

Is it mo Hui? No way. She doesn't cry very often. Even if she does, she won't make any sound.

Suddenly opened his eyes, a small patient sitting on the bench was buried in the knee cap, his shoulder still slightly stirred, and his head was tied with a crooked horsetail. The horsetail was a bow, and there was a dark red mark on it.

Her right leg is in thick plaster because of a foot injury!

"Little girl, don't cry. You're not at the worst yet. " Zhang lingshuo moved the next position and sat down next to the little patient. He found that he was still not very comforting.

The little patient hesitated, raised his face wet with tears and looked at Zhang lingshuo numbly.

"What is the worst case?" Asked the little patient, wiping his tears with his hand.

"When there is no love in my heart." Zhang lingshuo replied.

"Oh." The little patient said, "I have more."

"Then you're lucky."

"My uncle and aunt also said that I was very lucky. In a car accident, all the people in the car were gone. I was the only one who was alive. I was alive with a broken leg." The little patient said to himself.