After dinner, it was dark.

Xia Beiqing encircles Shen Zhiyu in his arms and then nests on the sofa to watch a movie.

He lowered his head, bit Shen Zhiyu's earlobe, and suddenly said, "Mr. Shen, do you know why I hate English?"

Shen Zhiyu was leaning against Xia Beiqing's chest. He turned his head and looked at him: "why? Do you think about it? "

"No, I was good at English when I was a child!" The young man's tone was showing off, and soon his voice fell down: "when I was ten years old, I had a tutor. At that time, my mother was always sick and would stay in the hospital for more than half a year. She taught me English and took care of me like my mother. I like her and respect her very much. Oh, yes, she's the same name as you, Shen."

Shen Zhiyu's back is slightly stiff, his pupils behind the lens are shaking, his lips are wriggling twice, but he can't speak.

"But one day..." Xia Beiqing put his forehead on his shoulder, his voice was very dull and trembling: "one day, I found her cheating with my father in the study, isn't it funny? It turns out that she took care of me just to please my father, just to take the place of my mother. It's really... Disgusting! I ran back to my room and tore up all the English books and papers. Since then, I haven't learned English any more. I wish I could pour out all the words in my mind! "

Shen Zhiyu can clearly feel that the young man is holding him harder and harder, as if he is trying to bear something.

"Later, I went to the hospital to see my mother. My mother didn't know anything. She asked me why my father didn't come to see her. I could only make up a lie that my father was too busy. I still remember my mother looking out of the window, looking forward to my father appearing when the peach blossom is in full bloom. That night, my mother died. She didn't wait for the peach blossom to bloom, nor did she wait for my father. At that time... What was my father doing? " Xia Beiqing suddenly spilled out a few low smiles, which were full of irony and bitterness: "my father is taking his lover to travel everywhere..."

Shen Zhiyu pressed his thin lips tightly, and even couldn't say a word of comfort. He sat up slightly, hugged Xia Beiqing's head, and stroked it with his hands one by one, carefully.

Xia Beiqing buried his head in his neck nest, like a wounded little beast, pitiful and wronged: "in fact, the saddest thing for me is not that my father didn't love his mother, but that he loved his mother. Therefore, even if my grandfather and uncle objected again, my mother married my father. My father was so kind to my mother, and every festival would carefully prepare gifts, Never say a heavy word to his mother, but he cheated. Mr. Shen, how can you change your mind when you love someone? "

Shen Zhiyu touched his head and rubbed it lightly: "maybe... Love is not firm enough."

"Later, I broke up with my family and went to live with my uncle. My uncle was very strict with me. If I was mischievous and didn't study hard, he would drive me out. At first, I thought he was just talking. Until the sixth grade, I fought with my classmates. As a result..." Xia Beiqing suddenly raised his head and rubbed away the tears, He said angrily: "as a result, he really drove me out. It was raining at night. I was alone on the street, and I didn't have any money and I didn't know where to go. I just carried it all night. The next day, I ran back and swore to him that I would be obedient in the future."