Chapter 205

I don't know that after a long time, the emperor's voice was a little tired: "no matter what, a Shao, what I said today, you'd better think about it." After saying that, Jiang Ruan and Lin Chamberlain were about to leave the house, and they avoided to one side of the house. After the emperor left, housekeeper Lin looked at Jiang Ruan, hesitated for a moment, and said, "what does the young lady want to know? You might as well go to ask the young master now. The young master won't hide anything from you."

Jiang Ruan nodded, thought about it, then Shi ran entered the study. In the study, Xiao Shao sat at his desk. He didn't know what to think. He was not surprised to see her, but said, "did you hear that?"

Jiang Ruan nodded. Xiao Shao is a person with martial arts skills. Her martial arts skills are not weak. Just now, she stayed outside with housekeeper Lin to breathe. The emperor couldn't hear the sound, but Xiao Shao didn't hear it. I'm afraid she wanted to hear it. She sat down beside Xiao Shao. The black background of Xiao Shao's collar was inlaid with Kirin pattern, showing a deep golden luster and cold light, which made him look very cold.

"Ah Ruan, I have something to tell you." Xiao shaodao.

"Just right," Jiang Ruan said with a smile, "I have something to tell you."

Xiao Shao slightly a Leng, some doubt of see to Jiang Ruan. Jiang Ruan looked at the thick pamphlet on the table, which was neat and neat, as if to show how often the master read them. Xiao Shao was careful and cautious. Many things he didn't say didn't mean he didn't know. The husband and wife each have their own secrets. Jiang Ruan always wants to confess. Now Xiao Shao mentions them first, but she feels that it's better to let her tell them first.

"Do you remember that when I came back from Mount Canaan, I had a word with you," Jiang Ruan said with a smile. "I said I had something to tell you."

Xiao Shao said: "I remember."

"That's what I'm going to tell you now." Jiang Ruan sighed, and his eyes were a little disappointed: "in fact, I don't know what you will think of me after listening to it. Maybe you keep away from me, maybe nothing will happen. But anyway, I will go on. I think we should be honest. " Her tone is magnanimous, even if there is a trace of indeterminate hesitation, but also after a short stay to continue.

"You probably asked the royal guards to check me about the disaster relief food in the general's residence, my elder brother's ambush in the forest and master huijue. You must have a lot of doubts, and sometimes you may even think that I'm a prophet. You don't know that I'm fighting against Xia's family because of Xia Yan's harm to his mother, but now I'm also blocking Xuanli. Including Li Dongquan's family. "

Xiao Shao stares at her deeply. It's true that all the things she said are what he doubted at the beginning. The royal guards still can't find out how magical they are, and the only possible thing seems too absurd.

"You must be surprised why your highness thirteen has a lot to do with me, and Liu Taifu seems to want to help me. I always know something about the court. It's no coincidence, Xiao Shao. " Jiang Ruan looked at him and suddenly laughed: "because I already knew what would happen. I have experienced all these things myself. I have died once, Xiao Shao."

"Ah Ruan." Xiao Shao suddenly export, he frowned: "you don't have to tell me."

Even if it's just a few words, it's shocking enough. Every one of these words is not acceptable to normal people. And Jiang Ruan himself did not find that, even if she tried to cover up, in speaking of these words, the eyes in the end showed a strange crazy.

"You don't believe me?" Jiang Ruan asked.

"No, I believe you." Xiao Shao said: "I just feel that if you want to say something that makes you miserable, you can not say it. I don't have to know. I don't care what happened in the past, as long as you are by my side now. You will always be my princess. "

His tone is insipid, his look is also cold, without waves, but his eyes flash a little imperceptible connivance. Jiang Ruan looked at him and suddenly laughed: "but I'd like to tell you that some things have been held in my heart for a long time. If you can share some with me, I'll be much more relaxed. At least let me feel, this life I am not a person

Xiao Shao was slightly stunned, and did not speak for a moment. After a pause, Jiang Ruan said slowly, "what you see now, I shouldn't have been like this. When I was five years old, my mother died and Xia Yan became my own mother. On the surface, she was very kind to me. Jiang Su Su was also very amiable, but my servants always bullied me. I didn't understand at that time. I just thought there were many slaves in the house. I didn't understand until later that if there was no command from the master, how could the maidservant dare to bully the girl in the house like this. But anyway, I was finally sent to Chuang Tzu, and my elder brother was secretly hinted by Xia Yan that as long as he left, they would not treat me badly. He left home when he was young, and we were separated from each other. "

"Later, I lived in Chuang Tzu. Chuang Tzu's life was very bad. Everyone forgot that I was actually the legitimate daughter of Shangshu mansion. Many times I didn't live as well as my servants. Zhang Lan and her daughter took all my belongings and made me a slave. Their dandy son even wants to fight with me. " Jiang Ruan noticed Xiao Shao's frowning and said with a smile, "I think the royal guards also told you about these things. You know"I didn't meet Wang Yushi that year, and I didn't get vindication for it. I stayed in Chuang Tzu for eight years, and got the news that my elder brother died in the battle. I thought that life was hopeless. Shangshu mansion in the capital seems to leave me behind. I have written many letters, but I have never received a reply. I thought that all my life I lived in Zhuangzi until I died. But in the eighth year, someone came from Jingzhong and wanted to take me back to Shangshu mansion. I was very happy that my father finally remembered me. "

What she said is mindless. If ordinary people don't understand what she is saying, Xiao Shao just stares at her quietly. Her eyes seem to be mixed with complicated emotions, and her wristband hand clenches into a fist, trying to suppress her amazement and look at her calmly.

"When I was taken back to Shangshu mansion, I was in front of the gate of Shangshu mansion. Under the attention of all the onlookers, I was shabby and had no rules and regulations. Like a beggar, I accepted the warm greetings of Xia Yan and Jiang Su Su Su. The more pure and virtuous she is like a fairy, the more dirty I look. At that moment, I feel deeply ashamed. " She said these words in a flat tone, but her nails were sinking deeper and deeper: "not long after returning to Beijing, it was the annual Lantern Festival, on Linglong boat. That time, you didn't come, and all the noble children in Beijing were there. Jiang Su Su asked me to do a dance, so that I would not lose the face of Shangshu mansion. She told me that I only need to do the dance at the banquet of Chuang Tzu. On that day, I fell down from the Linglong boat and was fished up, becoming the laughing stock of the whole capital. "

She pinched her fingernails deeper and deeper without any sense, even the blood stains appeared. There are many injuries in the world that will not fade with the passage of time. If she doesn't think about it, she won't feel pain. When she thinks about it, every memory is painful and unwilling. Just at this time, a slender and cool hand stretched out and gently opened the finger that she deeply pinched into the palm. For fear that she would hurt herself again, she wrapped her little hand in her slender palm.

Jiang Ruan looked at his actions blankly until he realized the warmth of his palm. She took a deep breath and gradually calmed down: "later, Jiang Su Su and I went to all kinds of parties together in the name of the daughter of Shangshu mansion. Xia Yan invited a husband for me, but never taught me how to read, write or take charge of Zhongfu. She only said that women didn't have to learn those, just let me learn music, dance and zither. I don't know anything. When I go out with Jiang Su Su every day, outsiders will only praise her for her excellent color and art, but they are gaudy and vulgar women with me. "

"Later on, the name of the" grass bag beauty "disappeared. I don't know when rumors came out of Beijing. Chen Zhao bullied me in Chuang Tzu. I just said that I didn't know how to love myself when I was young and that I knew how to seduce men. It's really bad virtue. At that time, I was just around the corner, and my reputation was in a mess. "

Xiao Shao slowly grasped her shoulder, straightened her half body and leaned against his arms. When he took her into his arms, he found that Jiang Ruan's body was as stiff as a piece of wood, and her whole body was very tight, as if she was extremely nervous. Xiao Shao patted her on the back and comforted her. Jiang Ruan continued: "when the reputation is so bad, there is only one person who treats me kindly, that is Xuanli."

When Xiao Shao was stunned, Jiang Ruan's tone flashed a trace of sadness: "that day, on the day when Linglong boat made a fool of me, he ignored all people's eyes to comfort me. I thought that he was kind and gentle in his heart. Later, he often came to Shangshu mansion to talk with Jiang Quan, and he would bring some small gifts with me. He never called me a plain beauty like others, and he would not look at me in a different way. When Jiang Su Su and I appeared at the same time, he would not only look at Jiang Su Su and ignore me. At that time, I was really happy. "

"In the year of Ji and I, your majesty will summon a new group of beautiful girls to the palace, and all the common girls of the official family will be able to enter the palace. But at that time, the rising of the two families of Jiang and Xia had already made the emperor afraid. It was called the draft. It was not like the hostage was lost in the palace, in order to warn the palace. It is not important that Jiang Li and Jiang Dan are only common women, and the emperor will not be satisfied. Jiang Quan stops the portrait of Jiang Su Su and reports it to me. "

Xiao Shao stroked her hair, even now, when she talked about it, there was a trace of deep self mockery in her tone. Perhaps one of the things that Jiang Ruan never understood in his previous and present life was why Jiang Quan treated her like this. As a biological father and daughter, no matter how indifferent it is, it is better to treat an outsider than her. The tiger poison still does not eat her son. Maybe Jiang Quan and her are feuds formed in previous lives. In this life, they have to pay back in the name of father and daughter.

"I don't want to go into the palace. I don't want to live with a man I've never met, and I don't want to fight with many women in the deep palace. But Jiang Quan said that if I didn't go, the whole Shangshu mansion would be buried with me for my willfulness. Xuanli also advised me at that time. He said that he could always protect me in the palace. One day, he would let me be his right wife. "

Xiao Shao quietly picked to pick eyebrow, probably think Xuan Li this words is also too arrogant some. Now Xuanli's wife is not Jiang Ruan. The fight between men is never based on big talk, but on real ability.

"I didn't know about human feelings, so I believed it. He volunteered to take the place of Jiang Su Su After a pause, Jiang Ruan seemed to hear the clothes or the loving or grateful faces made by those people in Shangshu mansion before entering the palace. Every sentence was disgusting. If she knew that she was going to die for such a group of cannibal jackals, she would take the whole Shangshu mansion to make amends."The days in the palace were the darkest in my life. Being ridiculed by the imperial concubine and bullied by the palace maids, everyone knows that I can't be spoiled. Sometimes I'm even regarded as a dancer of your Majesty's favorite concubine. Even if I have a grade, I'm not seen in the eye. I don't have a family to rely on. In order to show their loyalty, Shangshu government won't interfere in the affairs of the harem and never give me any support. They even hope that I will die, which may win the emperor a trace of guilt. " She didn't know what she thought, and she began to smile: "later, the Emperor gave me pei'er and raised him in my name. Pei'er is also a spoiled prince in the palace. We are neglected people. I am very grateful. Maybe he was God's gift to me in his previous life. He gave me such a child when he knew that I couldn't survive alone. "

Xiao Shao's eyes moved slightly, and suddenly understood why Xuan Pei was very attached to Jiang Ruan. Just as Guan Lianghan said unintentionally, pei'er was like a chick attached to his mother. If she was a mother and son of a previous life, she would be like this in this life. But in this way, pei'er could not have the memory of a previous life. So far, what Xiao Shao heard about Jiang Ruan's past is also very tragic. He can't understand what happened to Jiang Ruan. Even more can't imagine in front of this powerful, don't care about everything woman also had helpless despair time.

"Xuanli has his great task to accomplish. He wants me to be a good chess piece in the palace. Some things that he is inconvenient to do can be done by my hand. Later, he did so. On that day, they killed the emperor, but they put all the charges on me. Say that I have poisoned your majesty, and that I am the evil girl of the evil country. " Her palms were gradually sweating, but her body was a little chilly: "they pushed me down the nine high steps. My father ordered people to catch me. He didn't protect me as he said. All he wants is a paving stone. When the road is paved, the stone will be useless. "

"Ah Ruan..." Xiao Shao could not help hugging her and was shocked and distressed by her words. But he could do nothing but comfort him at the moment. But only he knew that comfort at the moment was of no use to Jiang Ruan at that time.

"Xiao Shao, do you think this is the end?" Jiang Ruan shook his head and said with a smile, "my hell has just begun. I was sent to the prison, the cell of death row, and someone rescued me. I thought that escaping from heaven was the beginning of torture. Jiang Su Su told me that more than 100 people were killed in the general's family, all of them were executed in the name of traitors after Xuanli ascended the throne of God. She told me that her elder brother was killed by others, and so was her mother. The culprit is my sister. She said that she was already displeased. I had been the name of the girl for a long time. On that day, I blinded my eyes, cut my nose, pulled out my tongue, cut off my limbs, and made me a * man. Xiao Shao, you are the master of Jinyi Wei for so many years, I know what the human * s are. I am like a monster. It is disgusting to look at it more often.

"Ah Ruan!" Xiao Shao couldn't help cheering. He took a deep breath. He always knew that a strong heart must come from a very deep torture. Jiang Quan's strength was different from that of ordinary people, and he must have suffered a lot of pain that ordinary people didn't experience. But all the conjectures could not resist the pain of Jiang Ruan's own words. At this moment, he deeply understood Jiang Ruan's pain and despair. He understood why Jiang Ruan always hated Xia's family and Jiang Quan. If it was him, his hatred would not be less than Jiang Ruan's. Xiao Shao, who has always been indifferent and not moved by any foreign objects, actually felt a trace of panic. If we lose Jiang Ruan, what will happen?

Jiang Ruan didn't move. He held himself tightly and said slowly:. Later, she asked someone to hand me over to Li Dong. In prime minister's mansion, in front of me, I saw pei'er given by Li Dong with my own eyes. " At last, she couldn't speak. She choked in her voice: "I can stand anything. I recognize what's aimed at me, but they don't even let go of their children. In this life, I will never forgive them! I will always remember the pain they brought me. In this life, I came for revenge! " Looking at Xiao Shao, she said slowly, "in the 18th year of Xuande, Jiang Su Su was the empress. Jiang's powerful officials worshipped Yipin, Xia's chickens and dogs ascended to heaven, and I died."

"I died under the chaotic staff of the prime minister's family. As soon as I opened my eyes, I found that I had returned to the moment of Zhuangzi. I'm very glad that this is another chance given to me by God. I try my best to climb up, meet Wang Yushi, save my elder brother and take the general's house to avoid disaster. All I do is to prevent what happened in my previous life from happening again. All I do is to come back and ask for a blood debt. " She looked at Xiao Shao, her eyes gradually burst into tears: "I am a dead man, Xiao Shao, do you understand?"

This is so frightening, but Xiao Shao is looking at her. Suddenly he pulls her into his arms again. He holds her tightly. She is weak in his arms, like a newborn animal. She will be broken gently. He was biting his teeth. His beautiful face was patient. He was biting his teeth hard and his eyes were red. However, the tone was flat, still with the usual expression of no doubt: "I understand, but I don't care."

"You are my wife, you are from the Xiao family. I don't hate you for that, and I don't think you're different. I just regret why I didn't meet you earlier in my previous life, "he continued with a hard breath." I regret that I missed my previous life and let you suffer so much. "Jiang Ruan was stunned. He slowly reached back and hugged his waist, half smiling and half sighing: "fool, what does this have to do with you?"

The master of the royal guards, who was always cold-blooded and invincible, was not unhappy that he was said to be a fool. At the moment, Xiao Shao just wanted to protect the people in front of him forever. As long as he thought that in a life he didn't know, he lost the person in front of him, he couldn't breathe. In Jiang Ruan's words, every understatement of the pain he suffered in the past is a slap in the face of his present life. He never knew that his wife had so many secrets. In this life, she came with secrets and lived for hatred. In those years when no one knew the secrets, how lonely she was. He didn't dare to think.

Jiang Ruan slowly released his hand and looked up at him. The young man leaned slightly. His dark eyes were as calm and gentle as ever. It was reassuring to look at them. There was no trace of evasion and disgust in his eyes. He was so sincere that Jiang Ruan suddenly put out his hand to cover his eyes. His long eyelashes crossed Jiang Ruan's palms. With itchy touch, Jiang Ruan slowly closed his eyes and kissed him.

"Fortunately, you haven't missed it in your life, neither have I

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Housekeeper Lin was fidgeting outside for a long time. Finally, he still wanted to see what was going on inside. He carefully stood at the door of the study, took a needle and opened a small hole in the flower window to look inside. He was stunned and jumped all the way back to the yard.

Jin four curiously looking at him: "Lao Lin, little Lord and little wife quarreled? What are you hiding from? "

Housekeeper Lin didn't hear her. He just frowned and thought. How could he kiss her? What Shao mainly said should be very serious and should not deviate from this. But why does the young lady want to cover the eyes of the young master again As soon as Lao Lin's eyes brightened, the little lady showed him the book that he ordered to hide under Xiao Shao's bedroom mattress? The young lady is really a heroine. She is good at learning and using. Blindfold is very fresh. It's just that she is not too bold in her study. However, it's good to learn the future master of Jinying palace early. It just can't be found.

Housekeeper Lin changed his face and said to Jin Si: "young lady and young master are talking about important things in the study. Don't disturb them. If it is the Emperor Those bodyguards came to make trouble again, and they all beat me out with sticks. Not everyone can act wild in the palace. " Then he went to the kitchen: "I have to tell the cook to do something to mend his body. I'm afraid the young lady is working hard now."

Brocade four shrugged, brocade three emerge from behind, touched to touch a head way: "how do I feel, Lao Lin is to run to slant of that?"

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