Chapter 911

The return of early September brought the whole Xu family back to life, but the state of early September was not very good. In the evening, I just had a simple meal with everyone and went back to my room.

Xu Zhenyi then came and saw early September standing on the balcony with his back to him. His solitary figure made his heart beat faster.

"September!" Xu Zhenyi came to the balcony in three steps and held early September in his arms

"What's the matter?" At the beginning of September, he turned back a little and asked softly, "what happened?"

"What are you doing standing here?" Xu Zhenyi asked in shock.

Just now I saw Xu Zhenyi standing on the balcony in early September, and the wind was about to blow out. He was scared that she would do something stupid.

Early September sighed, looking at the balcony railings, "I just remember that I was pushed down by Ye Shiyu. That day, she dragged me here and kicked me in the stomach. At that time, the child was in my stomach... But I can't escape and protect her. I'm really useless. I'm not a good mother."

If she was not blind at that time, she could protect her child and not let Ye Shiyu abuse herself at will.

But it was too late for her children to come back.

Xu Zhenyi can understand the pain of early September, but he doesn't want her to continue to suffer for it. "Don't think about it any more. It's all over. Promise me, don't think about it any more. We will have other children. Maybe she will come back again."

"She has been in my stomach for several months, I can feel her move..." early September can't hear Xu Zhenyi's words, immersed in his own sadness.

Just now, when she entered the room, she just wanted to go to bed for a while, but after entering the room, she remembered that it was in this room that ye Shiyu came to find her.

In early September, she walked step by step from the bedside to the balcony. The distance was very long, and the balcony was also very big. She secretly measured it in her heart. If her eyes could see at that time, she could not let Ye Shiyu treat herself so well.

The more she thought about it in early September, the more she blamed herself. She couldn't figure out why God would treat her and her children like this. What did she do wrong?

Is it true that we should not be with Xu Zhenyi?

In early September, he pushed away Xu Zhenyi and looked up at him: "Zhenyi, is it because God doesn't want me to be with you that he punished me like that? Am I not worthy to be with you?"

Xu Zhenyi twisted his brows, looked at early September with pain, and said seriously, "fool, don't talk nonsense. How can you have such an idea? Don't think about it. You scare yourself. It's all artificial. It's because some people can't stand your happiness, so they want to destroy it. I know it's my fault. I don't protect you well. It's me who should blame you. It's all my fault. In September, if you're not happy, you can beat me and scold me, But don't blame yourself. You're not wrong. "

In early September, he closed his eyes and shook his head: "I didn't protect myself well. As a mother, I can't even protect myself well. What qualifications do I have to protect my children?"

She is so painful, really painful, the little life that existed in her stomach, so she lost it because she didn't protect herself.

In addition to the pain, the most in my heart in early September is regret.

"You can't blame yourself for all the mistakes. If you do, the baby will be unhappy." Xu Zhenyi hugged her in early September and took her away from the balcony. "You are not allowed to think about those unhappy things any more. When you are in a good mood, we will have another child, and she will definitely come back."

"Will it?" In early September, she looked at Xu Zhenyi dimly with tears in her eyes and asked uncertainly, "will she choose me to be her mother?"

"Of course, she was taken away by bad people. When she finds her home, she will come back." Xu Zhenyi made a promise with Chu.

In early September, I cried and fell into Xu Zhenyi's arms: "Zhenyi, I can't forgive myself, but what I can't forgive is the people who hurt our mother and daughter."

"I know." Smell speech, Xu Zhenyi's face instantly cold down, she knew early September said is Ye Shiyu, "I have not moved her, because I know, one day you have to find her to settle accounts, so I keep her, just want to wait for you to come back one day."

"I'll find her." In early September, she swore that she would not let go of Ye Shiyu. Now that she comes back, it's time to ask Ye Shiyu for debt and revenge for her children.

"I know, I will, no matter what you do, I will support you." Xu Zhenyi hugged early September, put her back on the bed, "don't think about those unhappy, you have come back, there are two children at home all day to see their mother, this time let them accompany you."

In early September, he leaned against Xu Zhenyi and closed his eyes to sleep.

Lying in the broad and powerful arms, the mood of early September soon calmed down.

Xu Zhenyi has not gone, keeping the initial posture, holding the beginning of September, like coax children to guard her.

In early September, she would open her eyes from time to time. Every time she opened her eyes, she could see Xu Zhenyi's face. He held her quietly and never gave up.

"Darling, you are tired. Go to sleep. I won't leave." Xu Zhenyi kisses on the lips in early September.

In early September, I pulled the corner of my mouth, closed my eyes and fell asleep.

One night later, she had a good sleep in early September. When she woke up, Xu Zhenyi was still by her side.

Looking at the handsome face with green stubble on his face, his heart suddenly softened in early September. It seems that this man hasn't had a good time. He has lost a lot of weight. He must have suffered a lot during the separation period, right?

In the ninth month of the lunar new year, she reached out and stroked Xu Zhenyi's chin. She looked at his face greedily and couldn't move her eyes.

At this time, Xu Zhenyi opened his eyes, he looked at early September, smile to her: "wake up?"

"Well." In early September, she pursed her lips. "You wake up, too."

"Well." Xu Zhenyi smile deeper, "hungry?"

I don't want to get up yet

"I don't want to either." Xu Zhenyi moved his body and stopped early September in his arms. "You just looked at me, what are you thinking?"

After a sleep, early September seems to be in a better mood than yesterday. Xu Zhenyi is happy about it. He hopes early September can be happy as soon as possible. He doesn't want her to continue to be immersed in the shadow of the past.

"I'm thinking, I haven't seen you for a long time. I feel like I haven't seen you for a long time." In early September, I buried my face in Xu Zhenyi's arms. "I was also thinking that during the period when I lost my memory, I always imagined your face. It turned out that it was the same as the real you. In fact, I didn't seem to have forgotten your appearance. I just forgot what happened with you."

"Do you remember?" Xu Zhenyi looked at early September in surprise, "do you... Think of the past?"