Chapter 43 - It's Too Hard...

Mona's POV:

On one side of my heart, I feel scared to stay close to him because of the acts he did to me yesterday, on the other side of my heart I don't want any other serving girl to get closer to him by taking advantage while serving the food to him...

I don't know why I feel a little jealous when I got the thought that other serving girls will take the advantage and get closer to him. It's better if I stay near to his table so no serving will dare to come close to me and I ignored the other customer and stand still behind him and pretending I am waiting for his order. But he did not even recognise my presence beside him and he didn't even looked at the menu card to give order...

I am exhausted after standing a long time beside him...

Is he really waiting for the the lewd serving girls to give order?

Yes, maybe he wants the lewd serving girl who will serve him by doing a lap dance, that's the reason he is not giving order to me...

And from yesterday's incident, he may get clarity that I am not that kind of person and yes, maybe he is waiting for the other serving girl to serve him the food with her lips...

Really?

Did he really wait for the lewd serving girls for a lap dance and lip snack?

Yakkkk...

How can he do that?

Yukkk...

If he did so, then this is the last day I will care for him in my life...

Ahhh...

Mona...

Don't you think you are thinking too far...

Okay...

I am least bothered about his behaviour to another serving girl, but he should order to me what he wants and later he can enjoy with the others serving girls because this is the only thing I can do as a serving girl.

Will he really enjoy with the other serving girls like the other people in this pub?

Ahhhhhh...

Whatever...

I don't care...

Why I should care for an anonymous man like him who will give impotence to the lewd girls? He will do whatever he wants...

Wait...

why I am thinking too much about him?

Whatever I should get distract my mind and it possible only if I stey away to him and it's better if I take care of another customer in the meantime, so I will get at least a piece of mind...

I take a step back from his table and about to turn around to lead to to another customer but suddenly he called me with his fingers snapping, I looked at him and he pointed his index finger and ordered me to come closer to him but still staring at Lilly's dance and didn't even looked at me...

How mean he is...

How arrogantly he called me...

Whatever,

I understand he wants to give an order for the food so I take a step forward to listen to his order, but he did not even look at the menu card I place before, I take a long breath and waiting patiently for his answer, he is still looking at Lilly's dance...

After a few seconds, he turned his face and looked into my eyes...

I stand still like a frozen statue when he is looking into my eyes and he said something but I am unable to concentrate on what he said instead I mesmerized by looking at him and travel to some other world...

He again turns towards Lilly to look at her dance, 

Ahhhhhh...

Mona...

Don't act dumb, why are you acting like a child?

Why I can't hear what he said just now?

It's better to ask him once again...

I take a long breath and tried to ask him...

Mona: Excuse me, sir, can you please repeat your order...

(He smiled but did not look at me. Maybe he understands I am mesmerising by looking at him.

Ahhh...

Why I am doing this?

Why I am falling for this anonymous man?

Why I feel special when he is looking into my eyes?

Shhhhhhh...

Calm down, Mona...

Just concentrate on your work...

That's it...)

Mona: Can you please repeat the order, sir?

(He looked at me with his side look but still staring at Lilly's dance.)

"Ice cream..."

Mona: What?

Ice cream?

(He nodded his head as yes, very confidently but the thing is there are no items of ice cream on the menu card.)

Mona: Sorry, sir, there is no ice cream...

(He suddenly looked at me by controlling some kind of feeling...)

"It's too hard...

Only an ice cream will help me to calm down, if not..."

(What?

What he just said?

What does he mean by it's too hard?

And he paused in the middle of his statement.

Maybe he had a hard day with hectic work and ice cream will help him to get chill, but I want to know his intentions if there is no ice cream, so I asked him to fill up his statement.)

Mona: If not?

"I can't control myself, and you need to pay for this."

(He said with his husky tone and staring at my body with his sharp eyes, my body is electrified when he is staring at me and I can sense he is staring by controlling his intense desires. In between my thoughts I nodded my head as ok and take a step back to check on the ice cream by asking the chef, but he again grabs my attention by calling me with his finger-snapping, I looked at him for his order.)

"Bring any ice cream except Chocolate flavour..."

(He said with his base tone, and I don't understand why he excluded chocolate flavour, maybe I guess he had a food allergy to the chocolate.)

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