Chapter 34 - Cubs & Fawn...

Mona's Pov:

In all these days of my life, the time I spend happily is at the nighttime with my Granny but sometimes it kills me emotionally when I realise it's all illusion and I feel like I lost somewhere when I realise there is no granny, my eyes filled with tears and I feel this pain particularly when someone taunts me that I am suffering from the disease.

Whatever I can't do anything with this disease, medicines did not help me to forget about my granny and I feel happy on one side because she is the only person who will listen to all my worries and problems of my entire day. So I am glad this medicines are not working for me because I can happily spend my time with Granny even though it is in my illusion it gives relief to me...

In between my thoughts, I wiped my tears and went to my bed and take the blanket and cover upto my waiste and closed my eyes to sleep. 

I again got the flashes of my granny, and the stories she said to me during my childhood and I remember every story but my all-time favourite story is Avizandum...

Every night when I sleep I will get the flashes of the Avizandum story tale, and I feel like I will transfer to the virtual world from the real world. I know I am well educated and all I am thinking about the Avizandum world is bull shit and I know there is no such kind of world exists but when I am going to sleep I feel it's real and there are many hidden secrets are there in the universe and I feel this is one of the things which is out of imaginary...

I feel like I want to travel into the Avizandum world and look at every precious species which is living on there...

Suddenly I got the flashes of the red evil eyes again I immediately opened my eyes and looked at the ceiling and checked out my room everywhere and everything is fine, maybe the red evil eyes is also my hallucination...

Ahhhhhh...

Why I am getting the illusion of the red evil eyes?

I am scared about it, till now I hallucinate granny which is a positive vibe but if I started illusion the scary eyes, my life will be like a hell...

Come on Mona...

If you want to hallucinate the eyes you better think about the blue-coloured eyes of that muscular man in the pub but not these Evil red eyes...

Ahh..??

Again?

Again I started thinking about him?

Involuntarily I smile to myself when I got the thoughts of him...

"Why my little girl is blushing?"

A familiar voice interrupted my thoughts and I turn my face to another side of the bed and there she is, my granny, she sits beside me and patting on my head caressingly...

Mona: Granny it's difficult to trust that's you are just my illusion...

(I immediately hold her hand and sense the life in her hand.)

Mona: How can you be my illusion, Granny?

(Granny looked at me with a brief smile.)

Granny: Did anyone taunted you again about your disease?

(I nodded my head as yes and looking at my granny with my pout face. She patted me on my head very caressingly and looked at me with a smile on her face.)

Granny: Sometimes the illusion is great if it helps you to take away your sorrow and sadness, am I right?

(I nodded my head as yes, and yes I totally agree with what my granny said to me because the illusion of granny gives me peace and pleasure when I shared everything with her before I am going to sleep...

Every day I will outburst my emotions with my Granny and feel relieved after I said everything to her because she is the only person who will listen to all my crap, I am so glad because I find such a great granny in my illusion...

Granny: So, first tell me, why my little girl did not yet tell me the reason behind her blushing?

Mona: Blushing?

I am not blushing granny I just cried for what Zoa did to me right now...

Granny: What did she do again?

Mona: As usual, she made a prank of the darkness and make me cry with the help of devil mask and she is so happy after looking at my cry face...

How can a man will be happy when someone is crying, granny?

How can they be so evil by making others cry?

Can't they feel the pain? 

Granny: Well, there is evil in every person, dear, but the thing is the one who will overcome the evil with their kindness and they don't threaten any others with their evil acts will help them to become the King of their hearts...

Mona: Then what about the people who can't control their evil in them?

Granny: I no need to say to you clearly Mona, you faced every day with the people who are not overcome their evil in them, example your sister, your aunt, your friends, etc...

Every one bullies you...

This human kind is in such a way, you better stey away to them...

(I nodded my head as ok, and from my childhood granny aways sugget me to stey away to humans because they will always bullys me and yes, as granny said they really bullys me but I want to say to granny about Lilly, because she didn't come into the category of the evil persons as granny mentioned but at first I want to know about the evil thing. So I aked my granny about it.)

Anna: Is being an evil is good or bad granny?

Granny: Sometimes it is good and sometimes it is bad...

Anna: How can it be good, granny?

I can sense it is bad always...

Granny: It depends on the situation and the perception, Mona. For example, if a lion chases a fawn and killed it cruelly what do you see in it?

Is it a good evil or bad evil?

Mona: It's a bad evil, granny, I know lions will survive on eating the animals but it can chase a deer instead of killing an innocent fawn, so it will definetly come under the bad evil thing...

Granny: Yes, I agree with you but still now you are looking from the point of view the fawn so your perception turns that the lion is evil...

Now think from the lion point of view...

That lion has cubs, and from the past two days the lion is failing to hunt the animals and there is no food for her child and if she fail to get food for one more day the lion cubs will be dead out of a hunger. Luckily, at the same time a fawn came in front of the lion and the lion thanks to God because she thinks the God send the food to her cubs in the name of fawn and she chased the fawn and got succeed in killing it and feed her cubs, and the cubs are excited and ate the entire fawn out of hungry and cuddle their mother closely for her hard work and the mother Lion feel so happy because it succussefully feed the cubs tummy...

So now tell me from the point of view of lion, is it a good evil or bad evil..?

Mona: It's Good evil...

(I said slowly and realised that everything will change from one perspective to another perspective, from one point of view it may be good and from another point of view, it may be bad...

And today I faced a similar thing in the pub...

From the Owners point of view, Lilly's friend is doing wrong, he is stealing the food and feeding us...

And from mine and Lilly's point of you, he is doing the good thing by feeding our tummy. So I clearly understand that evil thing will varies from one person to another person and from one situation to another situation...)

Granny: So, by now you can understand what I mean to say, hurting one's feelings always does not mean the other person is in a bad evil zone...

In our example lion hurts fawn and it comes under good evil and in the same way even though someone did bad to you it does not mean he or she is in a bad evil zone because there might be a chance of good in it too but you may realise it later...

Mona: What do you mean Granny?

Granny: If you met any person, in the first instance you may get a bad opinion on him due to the evil thing he portrays on you but there may be a strong reason that he behaved in such a way so in future you may realise that he did it to you for good and you will understand his genuineness...

(When I am listening to granny the first flash I got is the blue-eyed muscular man...

Did granny is telling about him are it coincidentally matching to my incident?

So does it mean he treated me in an awful way for a good reason?

Let's see...

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