What's going on?

Why can't the refrigerator door be closed?

Why?

Anxiety is burning hard, heart beating hard hit chest, more and more urgent, more and more force, that savage force seems to be trying to break out of the general, panic and anxiety make the body can't help shaking slightly, with breathing also began to rush up.

What's going on?

What the hell is going on?

Why can't the refrigerator door be closed? Why? Damn chicken breast, damn it! Those damn chicken breasts! Why can't the refrigerator door be closed all the time?

Breathing, he will not breathe, the heart seems to be cracking, the pain of no warning so sweeping.

What should he do?

Bang!

Bang bang!

Bang!

What's the matter with the refrigerator door? This damn refrigerator! He felt like he was going to suffocate.

……

Standing in the study, Lan Li heard the sound of the refrigerator crashing. At first, he thought it was just Matthew who accidentally closed the refrigerator door heavily; But gradually, the sound after sound of the impact is more and more flustered, more and more urgent, revealing a strong uneasiness.

Putting down the books quickly, Lan Li rushed all the way to the kitchen. Then he saw Matthew standing at the door of the refrigerator, covering his chest with his hands. He was very short of breath. He seemed to be lack of oxygen. His cold face was full of panic, and he could even catch the breath of fear.

"Matthew?" Blue Li called out, but Matthew didn't answer. This kind of Matthew was too unusual, which made blue Li have a sense of foreboding. He called out, "Charles? Charles

"I feel like something's wrong with me." Matthew gasped and trembled all over.

"What do you mean? What's wrong? Are you sick? " Lanli tried to help, but he didn't dare to get close, because Matthew seemed to collapse at any time.

"..." Matthew shook his head, just like this, "I don't know... I..." Matthew's voice disappeared in his throat, and then suddenly burst into tears. He clenched his fists and tried to straighten himself down, but the tears still fell uncontrollably, "I don't think I'm right."

"What's wrong?" Lan Li anxiously asked, hand busy corner looking for a mobile phone, trying to seek help.

But the mobile phone is not on him at all, which makes Lan Li flustered.

"I think I just felt a panic, I can't stop..." Matthew also felt that he was so strange, had never experienced such himself, "I don't know, Langley, I don't know... You... Can you take these things away? Please, take it all away. "

"What? What is it? " Lanli didn't know why.

"I don't know, I don't know, I don't know!" But Matthew couldn't breathe at all. Even with his mouth open, he still couldn't feel the oxygen.

"What is it? Chicken breast? Do you want me to take the chicken breast away? " Lanli noticed the scattered chicken breast.

But Matthew couldn't answer.

"Charles! Do you need me to call 911? Do we need to go to the hospital? Charles, what happened? Are you having a heart attack? " Lanli was a little flustered.

"No, I don't know. No, no, no, No Matthew just shakes his head, just confused. He can't bear it any longer. He pushes Lan Li away and turns to leave the kitchen.

Lanli stood in the same place, his eyes were blank: he knew something was wrong, but he didn't know how to help. Matthew was so strange.

Lanli bent down, quickly picked up the scattered chicken breast and stuffed it into the refrigerator. However, he found that there was a box of chicken breast in the crack of the door, so that the refrigerator door could not be closed. After pulling it out, he closed the refrigerator door smoothly. Then he quickly walked upstairs and knocked on Matthew's room door.

The door is locked.

"Matthew, are you ready to go to bed?" Lan Li knocked on the door and raised his voice.

"I need to be quiet." Matthew's voice came from behind the door panel, but it was very faint.

"Matthew, I don't think this is the best time for you to be alone." Langley shook his head and refused. "If you're ready to go to bed, open the door."

"..." Matthew didn't answer.

"Matthew, I'll leave now to keep you quiet, but you have to unlock the door." Lan Li raised his voice again.

Matthew still didn't answer.

"Bang!"

The door panel of the room door was directly kicked open by the front, and the loud sound burst like thunder. Matthew, who was lying on the bed, sat up abruptly, looking at Lan Li who broke into the door in disbelief, "are you crazy? Sebastian! I'm not a ten year old! I don't need your supervision! Do you know what you're doing? "

"I said, unlock the door! Charles, you know I refuse to accept "no" as the answer. You should not challenge my bottom line. " Lanli didn't flinch at all. He hit back, and his voice even beat Matthew. "Are you in a state of mental breakdown? Do we need to go to the hospital now? I know the experience... "

Among the "Soul Hunters", Horton experienced such a moment at the last moment, and Langley clearly knew what it was like.

"No! No, no, no, no Matthew repeatedly stopped blue Li, "don't use your acting experience to simulate my state! No! You know I don't like it! " After a series of catharsis, Matthew only felt a burst of fatigue, the deep fatigue pulling his ankle, he did not even have the energy to maintain basic etiquette, "I just... I just a little crazy."

"No problem, everyone is allowed to be mad, but I can't let you be mad behind closed doors. Remember? The doors of the rooms in Prince's garden have never been locked. I didn't do it, and you're not allowed to do it Lanli still refuses to compromise, looking at Matthew who takes off his disguise, it's like he's back at Eton again.

At that time, Matthew had learned to camouflage, but he was not good at it. He always easily defeated the mask, and then Matthew had no choice but to go crazy beside him. It used to be his favorite prank.

"If you go crazy every time you see a frozen chicken breast, I think we might need to find a psychologist." Lan Li said solemnly.

Matthew raised his head speechless, looked at Lan Li in frustration, anger, shame and irritability, then his eyes turned red again uncontrollably, "I don't want him in the freezer, do you understand? It's like... It's like that damn frozen chicken breast. He's not... He's not... "

Lenley's shoulders relaxed a little. "I know he's not. But we don't have much to do, do we? That's the decision of his children. "

So Matthew sat on the edge of the bed, crumbling bit by bit.

Lanli let out a breath and went into the room. Then he sat down on the sofa opposite the bed. He didn't say anything more and waited for Matthew quietly.

Time goes by slowly.

Then Langley's voice gently broke the calm. "The last time you collapsed, was it in Eaton? It's like I used your reading notes to doodle? "

"Get out of here." Matthew did not lift his head, simply and rudely cut off Lan Li's words, and the room fell into peace again.

Vaguely, it seems that you can hear the sound of the strong wind surging outside.

Matthew sat quietly in the same place, the turbulent mood gradually calmed down, the palpitation of confusion and fear had disappeared, reason finally came back, but still can't think, just feel tired, tired of a word don't want to say, that deep sleepiness is slowly eating his energy.

"The refrigerator is not finished yet." Matthew whispered.

"I'll sort it out." Lanli took the initiative to work.

Matthew raised his eyes and gave blue Li a silent look, expressing deep doubt.

Lan Li raised his hands. "Well, I'll ask the apartment manager to come upstairs to help. I'm just fighting next to him. How about that? Is that satisfactory? "

Matthew nodded with satisfaction.

Lan Li was speechless.

After a pause, Matthew went on, "Langley, I'm going back to London for the funeral, or maybe Glasgow."

"Well, do you want me to accompany you?" Lan Li nodded, not surprisingly.

Matthew lay back on the bed, and willfully kept the prone position - which was an incorrect sleeping position for aristocrats, and then said, "no, No." His voice became more and more languid and heavy, just like drooping eyelids, and he ran into the darkness in a daze. "I... I hope I can give him a ride myself. I need to... Face Henry and his children myself, and I need to do it myself, just like you escort heather. "

"Well." Lan Li responds in a deep voice.

Matthew didn't speak any more, so he fell into a deep sleep. His breath gradually stabilized, his heart gradually stabilized, and finally he found stability again.

But lanli still didn't leave. He just sat quietly in the same place, guarding Matthew, listening to the sound of time slipping away from his fingertips.

It wasn't until he was sure that Matthew was really sleepy, with no nightmares or flurries, and the steady breath was gently ringing in the night that lanli stood up and left the room with light hands and feet. But he still did not turn off the light, but left the bedside table that a cream yellow lamp, dispel the darkness.

Standing at the door of the room, Lan Li gently breathed out a breath: parting, after all, is still so difficult, even after experiencing it again and again.

Looking back at the broken door lock, I finally don't have to worry about the problem of locking the door.

He went back to the hall, walked around, and finally found his cell phone in the key bowl at the door - although Langley didn't know why it was there, and then called Philip denba.

"Well, I won't go back. Matthew needs to walk this part of the way by himself, but he's not in good shape. If Henry comes, don't let him see Matthew. I don't like the way he handles things

Lanli's steps slowly came to the French window, looking at the lights outside.

"Philip, can I ask you something? Please talk to Haite's children and ask them to accept Matthew's support to help Haite return to Glasgow. This is his last wish. I know it's a bit excessive. After all, your position is a bit special, but I sincerely hope you can help me. "

"Thank you, Philip."

"Also, please present a bunch of flowers for hetter instead of me."