Lanli didn't like the performance just now. He wasn't hypocritical or critical. He didn't like it. To be exact, I hate it so much that I can't bear to look directly at it.

In this performance, it is obvious that the force is too strong.

After entering the state, he easily crossed the boundary between reality and illusion, and once again awakened those pictures in Chu Jiashu's memory, which was more real and vivid than "buried alive", because it was not a virtual memory, but his real life.

At the moment when the doctor pronounced the result of the examination, all the memory fragments surged out of his mind and swallowed him up in an instant.

During the whole performance, he was on the verge of losing control. The power of memory was too strong. Countless mixed emotions ran rampant in his mind and exploded bit by bit. The turbulent energy injected a deep infection into the performance. The difference between Chu Jiashu and Adam has gradually disappeared, The barriers between film and reality have also been smashed.

Even if Lan Li looked at it again, his limbs were still cold, as if he had experienced the turning point of his life again. The rejection and resistance from his heart burst out, so sharp that it hurt every inch of his bones. His body muscles began to tremble uncontrollably. The pain of tearing his soul was unbearable.

It's not acting, it's real.

But that's the problem. It's real, not acting.

Lanli is no longer the Chu Jiashu who heard the verdict from the doctor for the first time. He knows what he will face. He knows how long the next ten years will be. He knows what impact this decision will have on his life. He knows where he is trapped. He knows the pain, the anger, the despair and the struggle. For ten years, the influence of each day has been deeply imprinted in his soul.

But Chu Jiashu, who just got the diagnosis, didn't know.

So is will. Today's will is different from the original will. When reviewing the scene at that time, everything is so clear, but everything is so vague.

There have been scientists in-depth study, concluded that memory is deceptive.

For example, in a scene of a quarrel between lovers, the pictures in the memory of both parties are quite different. This is not surprising, because everyone has different thinking positions. But it is interesting that if you record the scene of a quarrel, first let the lovers explain the quarrel process, and then play it back to the lovers, and then you will find that, The facts narrated by both sides deviated from the video.

Because everyone just chooses the pictures they want to see, hear and remember to stay in memory. Therefore, the same period of events will present different results in different people's minds; The same memories will leave different traces at different times.

Many memories of childhood are left with only smell, color and fragments, which can not be pieced together. It's the same for Langley and will.

In the shooting just now, lanli's sense of substitution is so real and profound that everything he has experienced in the past ten years has been magnified. His anger, his frustration, his loss and his pain seem to be put under the microscope to let him experience it again. It's like that after struggling to escape from hell, he was once again thrown into the Black Lotus fire.

Every detail of pain is so delicate and clear.

This can be said to be a copy of the "buried alive" way of performance, or even further. Because Lan Li was not really buried alive, but was really sentenced to death. However, the same way is feasible in "buried alive", but not in "anti-cancer me".

"Buried alive" in a narrow environment, all emotions are magnified ten times or even a hundred times, and even some of them are divorced from reality and enter an ideal illusory environment. The shooting method of close-up shot is to pass these emotions through the large screen to every audience, and really involve the viewing idea in the film, The feeling of horror can make the spine feel clear.

But in the "anti-cancer me", it is rooted in reality. Compared with the ups and downs, more emphasis is put on the reality of life.

What's more, Langley knew that when he got the diagnosis, his reaction would not be so dramatic and violent. He knew that clearly, and always did.

After the judgment of the diagnosis result, the unreal feeling lasted for a long time. He knew what the result meant, but the doctor explained it very clearly, but he still didn't understand what it meant and how much impact it would have on his life. The results, the explanations of the terms and the sequelae were just words left on the paper.

It's like being pregnant. Only when you get pregnant and vomit, can you really understand what pregnancy means. In fact, it's the same with high-level paralysis and cancer.

Will is no exception. After learning that he suffered from cancer, he was in a trance. He knew what cancer meant. He investigated the information on the Internet and found that his survival rate was 50%. The first thought in his mind was, "50% is not bad. This is a half chance. Compared with those 10% diseases, this is a lucky thing, Isn't it? "

So he began to face it positively and optimistically, receiving chemotherapy, psychological counseling, and trying to live.

Until a certain time of the day, he suddenly realized that 50% means that he has half the chance to continue to live, but there is still half the chance to die, and his life has come to the end. Death, at this moment, is clearer than ever, cancer, at this moment, is more real than ever.

Everyone is like this, even if the success rate is 99%, but when we really face it, we will inevitably have an idea in our heart. If that 1% happens, what should we do? It's like an air crash. If there is no struggle, no resistance, no chance, the whole army will be destroyed.

Cancer. Only those who have experienced it can understand the destructive power of this word; For most people, it's just a disease ranking.

Therefore, when the doctor told him the diagnosis results, he was confused. He knew he was in trouble, but he didn't know what change the trouble would bring.

All this, before the official shooting, lanli had thought clearly; But after the shooting, the mood was too turbulent and too hot, destroying all the rhythm of the performance.

This is one of the characteristics of Methodist acting skills. It is often difficult to control. In an unreasonable way, it bursts out dazzling sparks. The strong chemical reaction is hard to ignore, and the madman survives.

If it fits the role, it will be wonderful. For example, Daniel Day Lewis's performance in "blood is coming" is really chilling; But if you deviate from the role, make too much effort, or deviate from the script, it is a disaster. Leonardo DiCaprio's performance in Hoover is a typical example.

So did Langley just now.

The whole performance not only deviated from the track, but also was seriously out of balance, which led to the whole play full of a sense of violence. On the contrary, the full mood seemed to lose the sense of reality.

The so-called Methodist acting skills need to be out of control, but not completely out of control. To be exact, they need to integrate into the role and really understand the role. It is right for a character to show corresponding emotions at corresponding time points. If you lose control all the time, it's a madman, not a normal person.

Heath Ledger's clown in "Batman: The Dark Knight" is known as the representative of Methodist performance, such as crazy, because he shows the joking, disdaining, playful and sarcastic style of the clown, and the indifference and madness rooted in the soul is the core of the performance.

The clown is an anarchist who ignores social rules, moral constraints and right and wrong. In his performance, the clown is not a wanton lunatic, but a calm, intelligent person who plays with everyone between applause, with the kind of funny and irony that belongs to the clown, even if it is just a "why so serious", Understatement creates a chilling villain effect.

Later, in the work "suicide squad", Jared Leto played the clown, and the overall quality of the clown fell to a new level.

Of course, the factors that the producers cut a lot of scenes must be taken into consideration, but objectively speaking, Jared's version of the clown pays too much attention to the help of external forces. The image and modeling of Jared's version often break the rules and show that kind of wild and uninhibited posture. However, the clown's own style, including eyes, lines, movements, etc., is too obvious and deliberate, On the contrary, he lost the character of the clown, which is willful and reckless. There's no shape, no soul.

Lanli thinks that his performance is like a madman.

Completely out of standard, disappointing, lanli is not satisfied with himself, very dissatisfied. What he needs is the explosive power after losing control, not the loss of understanding and control of the character.

This kind of performance is really amateur. Although Lan Li clearly knows that he still needs to explore his acting skills slowly; Moreover, he also realized that he had to go back to the starting point and polish his basic skills. "Anti cancer me" and "detachment" were the best opportunities, but today's bludgeon really made Lan Li realize that he was overjoyed.

The success of three works in a row is full of praise. Everyone says that he is an acting genius, and he is really complacent - even if he doesn't appear on the surface, it's hard to avoid that he's a bit complacent in the bottom of his heart.

George and Elizabeth are not optimistic about the situation, he finally broke out of the sky; After the depression and depression of the last life, he finally regained his new life.

But with the performance just now, it was enough to sober Langley up. What a mess!