Xichang Diji didn't remember how long she slept. When she opened her eyes, she felt so lazy and sour that she didn't want to move.

Those cicada wing like eyelashes trembled, and the eyes filled with water vapor were alienated and confused. I didn't know where I was.

The setting sun outside scattered mottled golden shadows in the house. The tree shadow outside the window swayed left and right in the autumn wind. Listening carefully, Xi Chang emperor Ji could hear the rustle of leaves and the wind... The world was lonely, as if she was the only one in the world.

Before sleeping, she spent too much energy and strength. Xichang Diji, who just woke up, didn't even react why she was lying here.

When she recalled her memory before going to bed, she remembered that she was giving birth before she was unconscious

Production?

Xichang emperor Ji was stunned, and her hand under the quilt couldn't help caressing her belly.

The touch of starting is very soft. You can pinch a lump of soft meat with a little pinch.

Her stomach looked very big, completely without the slender waist before pregnancy, but she knew that the feeling of her blood connection with her child for several months was gone. When the child was still there, his belly was very tight and poked hard. Now he feels soft.

This fact made Xichang Diji forget those ugly stretch marks on her stomach, and there was only one thought in her mind——

Where are the children?

Although this child is not what she expected, it is undeniable that the child is the closest existence in the world to her blood. No matter how unbearable his existence is, it is also the child she gave birth to when she was pregnant. It's better to have such a child than to have nothing.

"Come, come..."

Just about to open her mouth, Xichang Diji found that her voice was as dry as a fire, and the idea of drinking water was stronger than ever.

She endured the discomfort of her voice and tried to call her maid in with a dumb and slight voice.

Xichang Diji woke up at a coincidence. The maid went out on business with her front foot. She woke up with her back foot. Therefore, it took a long time for someone to pay attention to her. When the maid saw that Xichang Diji woke up, she almost knocked over the basin. She quickly brought her hot water and called a doctor.

When this cup of water went down, the fire in her throat seemed to be extinguished, which made Diji couldn't help but sigh comfortably.

"Where's the child?"

Diji asked a little uneasy. Thousands of thoughts were entangled together. It was the constant cutting and confusion.

She hoped that the child would live well, but she felt that there was little hope that the child would survive.

Diji heard from the midwife before she was unconscious that she had just opened three fingers and was far from the time of production, but she had no strength in pain at that time, so she couldn't give birth. Wake up after coma is now, her stomach is empty, and there are no children crying around her

What does this mean? Diji knows her belly clearly, and she is a little desperate.

Man is a complex creature. Diji felt desperate for the child's departure and faintly relieved.

Outsiders thought that the child was an Ying's posthumous son. Only she and her royal brother knew that the child in her belly was the product of their disobedience to human relations.

She and the emperor are brothers and sisters of the same mother. The children born against human relations are likely to be strange looking monsters!

Xichang was not destroyed, and when the royal family was still in its heyday, there was news that an elder emperor Ji was pregnant with her own uncle. It was heard that the child born to the emperor Ji was a monster with three legs, no mouth and no nose. Finally, she was killed and buried hastily to cover up the scandal.

There are many similar rumors about the royal family. The more she thinks about it, the more worried and frightened she is.

If the child is a monster, will she be in danger as the woman who gave birth to the monster?

Will outsiders doubt that the child is not an Ying's posthumous son, and then find out that she and her royal brother put a green hat on an Ying?

Even if the green hat was not intentional by the two of them, but forced by Hua Yuan

But who believes this?

Based on various considerations, Xichang Diji hopes that her child can be a partner alive, and at the same time, she hopes that she will not be involved.

From her question to the maid's answer, but a breath or two of congratulations, countless thoughts flashed in her mind.

Diji clutched her hand under the quilt and stared at the handmaid's mouth.

The maid said, "little, little Lang Jun has just eaten milk at the nanny."

When referring to the child's address, the maid was a little tangled.

Born a eunuch, midwives say that such children can't touch one in their lifetime.

Neither man nor woman, the title is a problem.

The maid was so sad that she thought that her incomplete body was lovely and beautiful. She didn't know how much trouble and suffering it would cause in the future. In this world, not only good-looking women will attract competition, but also good-looking men will be prey in the eyes of the strong.

A cripple born with a eunuch is neither male nor female. To some extent, his existence is a kind of "magic". He is good-looking and is bound to attract those who like to hunt for wonders. Alas, if only the little man were a girl from the bottom up. Relying on the identity of an Ying's posthumous son and his non threatening daughter, maybe Duke Lanting would like to favor one or two.

With the golden thigh, even if he looks like a disaster to the country and the people, the little husband can grow up in peace.

It's a pity——

He is a eunuch.

The maidservant's answer was beyond Diji's expectation. She was so shocked that she ignored the embarrassment on the maidservant's face.

"Come on, bring the child over and let me see."

The good news temporarily overshadowed the doubt in her heart - she clearly remembered how the dystocia child was born smoothly after she fainted in pain and could not continue to give birth at all - the doubt was temporarily suppressed, and her neck was long waiting for the child.

The maidservant looked surprised.

She asked, "don't you remember?"

Diji asked, "remember what?"

The maid said, "you had a baby and met the little husband, but you don't like him very much..."

I didn't like the euphemism. After listening to the maid of the delivery room at that time, Diji was stunned by the child's disability. She kept touching the child, turned the child over and over, and said "where's my son's egg"

Where can a newborn child stand such a toss?

The mother obviously wants to kill the son.

Diji had no impression of her maidservant's words. She didn't even remember how she gave birth to a child.

"That's my son. Why don't you like it?"

Diji has to rely on her for the rest of her life. It seems that she is still healthy. Thank God!

Um

It is true that the limbs are sound, but there is something wrong with the fifth limb.

The maid was suspicious, but she was still uneasy to hold the child.

In the desperate eyes of the maid, Diji still found the abnormality of the child.

Looking at the child's abnormal body, her ruddy face was completely white.

The maid looked worried and was ready to rescue the child at any time.