After that day, Zhu Qingning kept his promise and often took his daughter to the house to visit Gu Zhen.

Gu Zhen was naturally overjoyed.

Nie Xun's attitude is still the same. No matter how Gu Zhen pleases kindness, he doesn't mean to soften, which makes Zhu Qingning particularly puzzled.

"Chengyun, what's the matter?" Zhu Qingning sighed, "today, she told me about the past. It's really hard."

Nie Xun was looking at the book in the hospital. His expression was so calm that there was no wave. Zhu Qingning approached with a smile and huddled in his arms.

Disturbed by his wife's childish behavior, Nie Xun had no choice but to hold her and the baby in his arms.

Zhu Qingning said what he heard in a gentle voice, and finally sighed.

"Chengyun, there are no parents in the world. She really has difficulties, so you don't feel soft, even a little?"

After all, Zhu Qingning knows Nie Xun best.

There was one thing she didn't understand. On the first day, he had a tendency to be kind to Gu Zhen, and it was cold after a few days.

"Wu Niang, people in this world are not as simple as you think. How can you relax for your husband because you have such a pure and deceptive temperament?" Nie Xun put his hand around her, his chin on her shoulder, and his voice was a little tired. "According to your report, she did have difficulties in those years, but to tell the truth doesn't mean she didn't hide it. It's good for you to take your children to see her in the future, but don't connect me with her again."

Nie Xun's temperament is different from ordinary people because of his young experience.

His adoptive father and mother had no children all their life. He was as grateful as his own. But that doesn't mean he forgot his childhood memory.

That memory will not fade even if he is old.

When he was dug out of the soil, he was sold from Dongqing to zhongzhao after several changes of hands.

Some people bought him to ask for a son. The hostess was irritable and fierce. She often scolded and kicked him because she felt humiliated when she saw him. His existence always reminded each other that she could not have a child. In the cold winter, the woman pressed her head and buried it in the water. The harder he struggled, the harder she used her strength. At the age of three or four, he simply held his breath and pretended to be dead. The other party threw him into the water and scolded him and left.

Of course, this could not be the end. Soon after he became a beggar, he was favored by traffickers who specialized in abducting and selling beggars and sold them to his next family.

He met everyone. Some people took a fancy to his face and bought him into a male sex place. If the place had not been burned down by a fire, Nie Xun would not have escaped; Some people simply have the habit of humiliating young children to seek physical pleasure. He has broken his hands and feet, and the little thumb of his right hand is still inflexible. Some of the scars left by his childhood experience are long gone, and some are still stubborn.

Nie Xun is a man with a hard life. If he refuses to die, he will not die.

Born with parents, he also has them. Where are his parents?

Did they have to sell him because of their poor family, or did they encounter great changes and let him be kidnapped?

He wants to find out.

This obsession supported him to survive.

Probably, Nie Xun never thought that his parents were so noble and unattainable at that time.

If I had known, maybe I wouldn't have to suffer so much. It would be better to crash into death and beg for an afterlife.

"Why?" Zhu Qingning twisted his head and kissed him on the cheek, interrupting his memory. Now he is still like a girl who doesn't know the world. "Chengyun, you have to tell me the reason. You always refuse to explain. Others will misunderstand you are the son of unfilial."

Nie Xun smiled bitterly. He just didn't want his wife to know this. He didn't say it.

"You'll know if you pay attention to the situation over there."

Zhu Qingning wondered, "what does this have to do with my sister-in-law?"

She really doesn't understand. This is clearly the knot between Nie Xun and Gu Zhen. How can she get involved with her sister-in-law?

Nie Xun lowered his eyes. Zhu Qingning put the child in the sleeping basket aside, held his right hand in both hands and kissed his little thumb.

"You always do --"

Nie Xun felt that his hair was going to be bald. He had no choice but to his wife.

"If you don't want to, explain. Explain, you know you don't explain clearly, and I don't understand sometimes."

Nie Xun had no choice but to mention a few words in her ear.

The smile on Zhu Qingning's face suddenly stiffened.

"This --"

Nie Xun said, "Wu Niang, if you can... I really want to take you back to see your parents and tell them that Xun son has a family."

Zhu Qingning returned to his mind for a long time and said, "my actions these days... Don't they embarrass you?"

Nie Xun whispered, "as long as it's you, it's not difficult."

Near the end of the new year, Jiang Pengji asked some people to go back to maruzhou first, and Meng Heng was one of them.

When he arrived, he couldn't wait to see his wife and children. The smile on his face was more like a child.

His wife wiped his sweat and said angrily, "are you not afraid of dirty children? Go down and wash, wash and kiss again."

Meng Heng could only obey orders, bathe comfortably and put on new clothes.

He asked about his family and his wife came with him.

"Can Chengyun take care of it?" Meng Heng asked.

Although the two brothers did not recognize each other, Meng Heng also felt guilty about Nie Xun. After all, he planned a fight and should make up for it now.

His wife was about to stop talking. Meng Heng asked her, "what's the matter? Chengyun, someone is embarrassed over there?"

"Not at all, just -"

"Just? Just what?"

Meng Heng looked at his wife with concern while eating cakes to pad his stomach.

The wife tangled around the handkerchief, "a while ago, my mother-in-law went to the house to see my second brother and sister-in-law. She wasn't very happy."

Meng Heng was not surprised.

"This is in line with Chengyun's temperament."

If he gets married as soon as he comes up, Meng Heng feels that Nie Xun has been taken away.

The wife said the situation of that day again.

She and Zhu Qingning are close friends and sister-in-law, and some topics are not taboo.

The two sisters in law have the same opinion. They are all mothers. They always think Nie Xun is too cold.

Meng Heng listened and Tut, "after all these years, she is still old-fashioned."

The wife sighed, "my brother-in-law was really bitter in his early years, but why are all the parents so hard hearted?"

Meng Heng said, "if mother continues like this, Chengyun's heart will only be harder and colder."

His wife was stunned.

"My mother-in-law treated him so well -"

"Well, there are different situations. My mother has been in maruju for a while. If she didn't send someone to the house, did she ask you and the child?"

The wife was stunned and said, "this, this is not."

Not only no, she once took her child to the house to say hello. The maid said that the other party had fallen asleep.

Later, when I went to the house with my sister-in-law Zhu Qingning, I saw my mother-in-law for the first time. The other party was so beautiful that I couldn't tell his age.

Meng Heng sighed, "I told my mother that Chengyun is still alive. How long will it be?"

His wife still didn't understand, and Meng Heng didn't want to explain. After all, it's not decent to say that his mother is bad in front of his wife.

Is Gu Zhen a good mother?

For Liu Xi, she is probably the best mother in the world. This is not only good in mouth, but also good in action.

For their brother, she always stays in the mouth, and her good is only said to others.

Before Meng Heng wrote to Gu Zhen, she didn't know that her youngest son was still alive. She had only one son, Meng Heng.

But what's her attitude towards her eldest son?

He lived a life inferior to the concubines in Meng's house, and was always on guard against the frame of his father's concubine's room.

In order to save himself, he was willing to become a proton and live in Beijing for a long time. Meng's house basically didn't give him any expenses. He still pawned several objects when he was one year old to barely make a living. He is studying in private school. He is not low in repair. While reading, he sells calligraphy and paintings in private to earn pocket money.

Once he wrote a letter to his mother full of hope, hoping that the other party would pity him and take care of him.

Gu Zhen took care of him and asked someone to take him a hundred liang of silver money. There was no word except silver money.

At that time, Meng Heng had a sense of shame, holding the silver money given by his mother with a hot face.

The schoolboy said, "madam, don't you think your husband begged her?"

At the age of 11 or 12, Meng Heng felt that his self-esteem and face had been smashed by his mother.

The money was begged.

He "begged" for the love of his biological mother, and finally begged for money.

Meng Heng married on the 23rd. Elder Meng couldn't see it. He was generally given a subordinate daughter of a poor scholar family.

Does mother have a word to say about it?

Before Meng Zhan died, she could still say that Meng was powerful. She didn't dare to intervene for the sake of her son.

Now Meng Zhan's body has cooled for several rounds. She still ignores her eldest son and is indifferent to her eldest daughter-in-law and grandson.

Such a mother, but she has not met her second son for more than 20 years "heart and lung", showing her loving mother's feelings.

Nie Xun is not stupid. The more Gu Zhen wants to "make up" for his second son and treat his eldest son as air, he will only be colder.

The eldest son has a mother child relationship with her, and it's so cold.

So how many pounds and how many liang does the second son, who hasn't seen in more than 20 years, qualify for her preference?

Does she really want to save her children and make up for the lack of maternal love, or to get a "forgiveness" to calm her guilt?

Meng Heng felt that Nie Xun saw this very clearly.

His wife didn't know what Meng Heng thought and sighed.

"It was not easy for my mother-in-law in her early years. I heard that she was often ill in bed before. Can't my uncle be considerate?"

It's not easy to go to this day.

"If she refuses to take medicine, others can force her not to do it?" Meng Heng said, "it's not easy? Maybe."

His wife looked discontented.

How does your husband say that.

"Although my mother was a common daughter of the ancient family in her early years, her treatment was compared with that of her own aunt. Otherwise, it was impossible to dress up for ten miles and marry Meng. I asked some old people that my own aunt was really good to my mother, and the people who married with her were her confidants, and each had his own skills..." Meng Heng said, "After that, she was remarried to Liu she, and the Liu family respected her. Now, the Lord has earned her the position of Empress Dowager. If we sons are really good for her, it is best to maintain our present appearance."

As a son of man, he did not dare to complain, nor could he get close.