Chapter 1195

"Keke Wenbin -"

"Did we win or lose?"

Xu Pei's face was haggard and yellow, his eyes were thick cyan, his eyes were full of strands of blood, and his forehead was tied with a gray forehead band. Yang Si was very angry with him. Xu Pei was sensitive and thoughtful. After lying in bed, he not only didn't get better, but turned worse.

The whole person seems to be hollowed out. It's difficult to turn over and sit up at the moment.

He grabbed Han Yu's hand with his thin hand, leaned to face each other, and his wide eyes flashed with longing and urgency.

Xu Pei licked his dry and cracked lips and said hoarsely, "Wen bin, tell me!"

Han Yu, dressed in a dark cyan Confucian shirt, sits upright and kneels beside Xu Pei's bed. His calm eyes are cool and heavy.

Not knowing whether it was the indoor light or an illusion, Xu Pei found that Han Yu's long hair was not as black and smooth as before, but a little gray. Xu Pei involuntarily grasped Han Yu's right hand and stared at his lips for a moment, hoping that this mouth could tell good news.

Han Yu didn't speak for a long time, so they deadlocked in silence for a long time.

Silence is better than sound.

Han Yu didn't say the answer, but Xu Pei already knew it.

"Yes, is it a failure - I see -"

Xu Peisong opened his hand, lost his support and couldn't lie back to his bed.

He looked at the roof of his bedroom with his eyes blankly, and his weak body was more tired, as if someone had pulled him down.

"I knew there would be today, but I expected it to come so quickly. In the final analysis, I underestimated Lanting -" Xu Pei's frown eased, and his expression was a little strange. He couldn't see the trace of hysteria a few days ago. He asked, "are they going to attack?"

Han Yu said, "the enemy has begun to attack the city. The army in the city is empty and the supplies are insufficient. I'm afraid it can't keep it until sunset."

Xu Pei looked sideways at Han Yu. Such a simple action seemed a little laborious.

"Wen bin, you and I have a fight. One thing... Pei Houyan begged, and I hope Wen bin can think carefully..." Xu Pei gasped, his voice weak, "Zhejiang county has fallen into the hands of Lanting, but the whereabouts of the people in the house are still unknown. Pei is worried... If Wenbin still has spare power, please take care of them in the future. In this way, Pei can smile under the nine springs."

Han Yu looked at Xu Pei deeply, "Lord -"

"Don't try to persuade me. I know how to choose. If I admit defeat to Lanting, according to her temperament, I will probably be kept as an idle person. As long as I keep quiet, I will have no worries about my life for the rest of my life, but this is not what I want -" Xu Pei coughed again, and his calm eyes flashed scarlet blood, like a terrible beast lurking, with firm and determined eyes, "What's more -- ha ha, Xu Lingwen has the courage to fight death. How can I be greedy for life and afraid of death? If I live in a muddle at this moment, I'm afraid I'll be laughed to death by him!"

Han Yu tightened his lips and looked more and more pale, as if he had brushed a thick layer of white ash, showing a dead silence.

"Here!"

Hearing Han Yu's promise, Xu Pei's withered yellow cheeks showed a faint blush, as if injected with vitality.

He got up and Han Yu raised his hand to help him.

"Wen bin, help me prepare my pen and ink, and I'll bother you to hand over your letter at that time -"

Han Yu helped him get the pen and ink. Xu Pei's fingers trembled and lifted the pen. Before the tip of the pen fell, it crashed on the table. The ink splashed several ink round stains. He gritted his teeth and picked up the pen again. Although he didn't fall down this time, the words he wrote were vain and weak.

It's not so much a family letter as a suicide note left by Xu Pei to his family.

The content of the letter is nothing special. He told his son to study hard and become a pillar of talent beneficial to the people all over the world and the country when he grew up. He told his daughter not to forget the instructions of her parents and elders, and to honor her mother-in-law and mother-in-law after she got married. He told his wife to take care of her family business. If there is a man who meets her heart in the future, she can take half of her family wealth and remarry, Don't waste your time.

When Xu Pei made his last stroke, he almost used up all his strength.

Han Yu silently helped him dry the letter, put fire paint on it, and then put it into the envelope.

"You've worked hard all these years."

Xu Pei seemed to take off his strength, hunched down at the table and watched Han Yu put the letter in his arms.

Han Yu said, "it's not bitter."

The previous experience is a trial and error for Han Yu. Whether it is victory or failure, it is a rare experience.

Only by falling hard and learning a lesson now can he avoid the same pit in the future.

Xu Pei's lips moved back and forth, and his dry eyes seemed to flow with tears. He didn't say a word for a long time.

The bright sun in the sky has begun to tilt to the West. Xu Pei said silently, "Wenbin, go down. I want to be alone."

Han Yu got up in silence, walked to the door and paused.

"Xin Zhao still remembers what you promised when you and I first met at the waterside pavilion and talked about the general situation of the world and expressed our feelings directly?"

Xu Pei was stunned. His dull brain didn't react at the first time.

He spent a lot of time looking for that memory, not sure, "do you see the beautiful mountains and rivers?"

Han Yu's head didn't return to the tunnel. "Xinzhao still remembers, but now he's going to destroy Nuo?"

"Please Wen bin look at it for me." Xu Pei said with a bitter smile, "if Lanting is on the ninth five year plan, remember to come to my grave and tell me."

If he loses to such a man, he will die unjustly.

Although Xu Pei was born in an aristocratic family, he also wants to be peaceful in the world. Now he's afraid he can't see it.

Han Yu's eyes darkened by two points.

"OK."

Han Yu had just left when he met Cheng Xun whose shirt was stained with blood.

"Where's the Lord?"

Han Yu said, "in the house."

Patrol Cheng looks Han Yu up and down, and suddenly understands everything.

"Why not persuade the Lord to break through?" Cheng Xun clenched his back teeth and angrily said, "Han Wenbin, I respected you, but now I'm blind. As a minister, I don't do my best for the Lord, but I want to let go in times of crisis. Where do you put the Lord in this way?"

Han Yu said, "I've tried my best."

The last card also came out. Finally, he still failed to kill Liu Xi, and the defeat was decided.

Cheng Xun's anger didn't abate. Looking at Han Yu's indifferent reaction, he became more and more angry. He scolded, "the Lord humiliated his minister and died. You Han Yu are greedy for life and afraid of death? Before the enemy invades the city, you've figured out all the ways to retreat and tried to flatter the Liu thief with us?"

Han Yu turned coldly to Cheng Xun.

"Fame is an external thing. I don't need to care what others say. If you think I'm greedy for life and afraid of death, I have nothing to say."

Cheng Xun's fingers trembled with anger.

"You have a negative Lord's trust!"

Han Yu said, "it's good to be worthy of my original heart. I'm worthy of my heart."