Chapter 809 - [Bonus Chapter] Afraid To Love

Clifford could no longer fight his burning desire as he held her chin, tilting her face to the side to face him. He raised his head and captured her lips into a long deep passionate kiss.

Bianca's heart was pounding so hard and so loud inside her chest. Clifford was now kissing her hungrily with fervent need. 

Since her whole being froze from astonishment, even her lips were not moving. Clifford had to caress her cheeks, biting her lower lip as he urged her to respond to her.

Bianca blinked several times, her mind becoming hazy. She couldn't believe that this was happening again! Clifford was stealing a kiss from her but she felt so helpless that she couldn't push him away.

Eventually, she closed her eyes and started responding to him. Clifford was gently brushing her lips, tasting her by licking and sucking on them alternately.

His thumb was caressing his cheek, giving her a tingling sensation. The room temperature suddenly rose. Bianca could feel the heat emanating from their bodies.

'Gosh! I feel like drowning in his kiss.' 

Clifford deepened the kiss when Bianca responded to him. That was his go signal, telling him that Bianca was not against this. 

His free hand started to roam around her back, pulling her closer against his body. Kissing her was so addicting. He couldn't stop himself from doing it over and over again.

Meanwhile, Bianca felt like Clifford was consuming her. The moment he deepened the kiss, she suddenly felt weak. All her defenses were broken. All she could do was go with the flow.

She didn't hate the fact that she was kissing him. Well, she thought Clifford was drunk so he might forget this incident after waking up in the morning.

She just wanted to grab this and enjoy this moment. Part of her was longing for this to happen. Well, it seemed that her attraction to Clifford started to grow. It was getting stronger and stronger every day.

Clifford smiled inwardly when Bianca slid her hand at the back of his head, tugging his hair as she pulled him closer. She was now matching the intensity of his kiss.

The two were gasping for air the moment they broke the kiss. Bianca looked at him and their eyes met. Clifford was now awake and his penetrating gaze seemed like undressing her.

A small smile made its way from the corner of his lips before he leaned over again for another kiss. He couldn't get enough of her. 

Clifford feasted on her lips once more. Bianca couldn't catch up as she felt like being devoured by him, dominating her with his aggressive and hungry kisses.

But Clifford was not yet satisfied as his mouth released her lips, moving on her jawline down her neck. He kissed and bit her again on the same spot. He began sucking on her skin, making Bianca moan softly.

Her body felt like being burnt by his touches and kisses. Clifford was giving her sweet torture.

Before she knew it, his hand already slid under her shirt, caressing her bare skin at her back. She just realized that she was not wearing a bra when Clifford's palm found her breast.

'NO!' She screamed in her mind. But that scream turned into a soft moan when Clifford's hand began squeezing and kneading her breast.

"Aaah~" Bianca's heart raced even faster! Clifford was already touching the private part of her body! She was not supposed to let him do that but her body was not listening to her mind.

She even arched her back, giving him more access to her breast. His mouth was already kissing the swell of her breast as it continued to move south.

Bianca gasped when Clifford took one of her nipples in his mouth, sucking it through the fabric of her shirt. The wetness of her shirt along with the plucking stroke of his tongue over her crown was giving her an intense pleasure.

She felt her womb clench and a warm liquid flowed down her core. She was now soaking wet down there as proof of her arousal.

'I can't stop my body from reacting to him…' Bianca thought to herself as she stopped fighting her urge and desire.

She was now allowing Clifford to do anything to her and… her body in particular. She kept yearning for his touch. If he would not stop, Bianca couldn't stop him as well. Clifford already affected all her senses! She was now craving for more. 

Who would have thought that she would enjoy getting intimate with him? This was another wonderful experience for her. 

For the first time, she gave in to someone. She raised her white flag to Clifford. She's even starting to open up her heart for him. 

But she was afraid… because she knew that Clifford liked Zhen-Zhen. And she thought Clifford would never like her. She's different from the other women who could satisfy his taste.

That's one of the reasons she kept on denying her attraction to him even if Alveena was shipping them together. She didn't want to expect something from him. Because she didn't want to be hurt in the end.

She might be a fierce and strong woman on the outside, but her heart was still fragile. And it could easily be broken by someone like Clifford. Maybe… that's one of the reasons she avoided dating men and she focused more on her job and career. She was afraid to love… and to be brokenhearted!

"Cliff…" she murmured his name.

He heard her faint voice but he continued his advances. This time, he lifted her shirt above her chest to see and touch her bare breasts.

His mouth began sucking her nipple again while his other hand was squeezing her other breast gently. Her soft moans filled the room. It was like a beautiful melody, resounding in his ears.

Later on, Bianca had spoken again. "Cliff… S-Stop."

Clifford's body froze upon hearing that. That word was his wake-up call. He didn't want to force Bianca into something she didn't want to do.

He cursed himself inwardly for acting rashly without considering Bianca's feelings. But of course, he didn't want this incident to be the reason for awkwardness between them.

Clifford stopped but he just pressed his head on her chest while embracing her. He pretended to be back to sleep again while holding her in his arms.

Bianca was confused by Clifford's action. 

'Did he fall asleep again… that fast?'

Bianca: 0_0