With Lin Jiayi's words, what appears on the computer screen is the picture she slowly outlines on the white paper with a pencil.

"After that first love left me, I lived in his shadow for 11 years and couldn't come out until he appeared in my world again. Many things, at that time, I may not understand, but when I slowly calm down, I seriously look back on the past, I know that God is sentimentally attached to me

"If God didn't send him to me again, maybe today, the day I thought he died, I would be sad, drunk, and painfully think over and over again about the beautiful pictures of our past."

"In fact, after the reunion, I can't find the feeling I wanted in his body. I think for a long time, I may have really loved him at the beginning, but later, what I love may just be the story between me and him, because regretful things can always be remembered."

"Today, the sun is very bright here. When I was taking photos in the sunshine, I suddenly wanted to go back to Beijing, where there are all kinds of haze in winter. I wanted to eat dumplings in the South City, Cantonese food in the West City, crayfish in the east city, and boiled fish in Beijing. But I seriously thought that in the end, I found that I might want to meet someone."

"Today's weather is not very good. It's been a cloudy day, and it snowed heavily in the afternoon But when it's snowy, it's always beautiful, but it's also very cold. When I drink hot water, I suddenly miss the heating in Beijing. Once again, I want to buy a return ticket back to Beijing immediately. "

"Today I'm going to fly to America. I've arrived at the airport Tomorrow is Christmas Eve. I have a friend for the holiday

"Look, Christmas Eve in the United States is not very busy. Just like our Spring Festival, my friends and I decorated a Christmas tree in person. Isn't it beautiful? When I pasted a wish note on the Christmas tree tonight, the three words I wrote down were the name of the person I wanted to see very much. At that moment, I suddenly seemed to confirm something. I always thought that I was moved, but I found that it was not. I thought that I might be seeking comfort from another person because of the failure of a period of feeling, but I found it was not in the end, and I was serious To see through their own heart, and then to see through their own heart, I found that maybe the person I want to see, long ago, has been very important to me, maybe the story of my first love and I, change is not him alone, I am also changing, I can't find in him the kind of feeling I wanted, maybe the romance I wanted when I was young, he can give me, can I I'm 30 years old. I want stability, warmth, warmth and comfort, which the first love can't give me. "

"Christmas Eve has passed. Today is Christmas. In the first second of Christmas, I can't wait to finish this journey again. I want to go back to Beijing, because I miss him."

The video stopped suddenly, and a line of handwritten song characters appeared on the screen: navigator, Merry Christmas.

Xia Shangzhou stares at the picture of Lin Jiayi standing in front of the French window of the hotel in the computer screen. After watching it for a long time, his fingertips can't help stretching out their hands and gently touching her face on the screen. When they touch her, the corners of his lips are slightly raised: "Merry Christmas, Jiayi."

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