Chapter 119 - Heart Of Gold - Part【1】

"Did I hurt you last night?" Phobos asks breathlessly pushing his erect cock onto my ass his voice vibrant and saturated with arousal. The pad of his right forefinger gently follows the outline of my slick vaginal opening that was barbarously ravaged last night and I gasp at his antics, his touch evoking a fierce need within me.

"No, you did not," I whisper my fingers clutching onto the kitchen counter for support. We had another argument yesterday, it was not a big issue but we both had gotten enraged with the other which led us to have passionate sex fueled by our temper. It was rough and unyielding the type of fucking that made me lose my mind. He took me over and over in all the lewd positions he preferred and thought was fitting as punishment. Standing, bent over...kneeling.

Phobos revealed to me his natural animalistic tendencies for in a way he showed me all along that he had always been gentle with me in his own way but when he got mad and took me I cannot describe the way he fucks as though he has lost all reasoning and self-restraint allowing his emotions to consume him.

I have come to a point where I sometimes provoke him on purpose just so he can unleash his true wrath upon my longing flesh. I cannot recognize the female I have become, the female Phobos has made me be. I have begun to grow wilder less hesitant and more open to trying new things with him and this truth entices him and his beast. A true queen of the wild my male describes me as.

There has not even been one night where he hasn't filled his belly on my flesh for the last two months. I had stopped Vůdce's drink but my horniness did not dissolve rather it surged and devoured me whole. No matter how exhausted Phobos and I were we still could not keep our hands away from the other and were severely tempted.

I would often wear dainty lingerie that scarcely covered my flesh and he would already be in bed his palm stroking his awakened cock preparing himself whilst his stormy eyes feasted on my bareness. There has been a shift in our sexual relationship I have grown more daring and Phobos less restricted. He makes sure my cunt is overfilled with his seed every night, everything he held back the last six months was unleashed in one go. Sometimes I was not able to handle him and would sink into the bedding breathing heavily my body coated with sweat but he never showed me kindness for oftentimes he ate until the sun was birthed.

It had surprised me in a way for he had changed in a matter of mere days, he told me he wouldn't be gentle with me anymore unless I demanded it from him. It did not mean we never made love of course we did, certain nights my infertility would dawn in my mind wearing down my body and heart and those days he would sense it without me ever saying a single word. He would gather me in his arms kissed me as a lover would and killed his passion along with his bestial wants to make love to me whilst wiping my tears away and holding the mourning me to his chest. Those days he would reassure me and made sure that I knew I was loved despite everything.

I hadn't told my family about my barrenness I kept it a secret and it tore me apart for I had never hidden anything from them before. But Phobos told me it was all right and that if I wished he would carry that burden for me so I gave half of my distress to him and he took it all without wavering. He was patient with me and understanding.

There were certain days I could barely look at him disturbed by my unworthiness and often hurled things at him whenever we argued which he dodged effortlessly of course. But he never once got upset with me rather he would perch down on the other side of the cabin upon the floor leaning against the wall quietly watching me sob my heart out and when I had finished and calmed he would open his arms waiting for me to crawl towards his heat very well knowing I would run to him for further comfort.

In other words, I was given my time to deal with my grief and when I was ready he was always waiting for me at the other side and those times I was so grateful I had him.

Even though Phobos said that all he ever needed was me I never missed to notice the deep yearning in his eyes when he blessed the pregnant females. He couldn't hide it from me no matter how hard he tried so I wouldn't see the truth of his heart. Yet his longing did not upset me rather it added fuel to my hope and determination. I wouldn't be weak I would fight my body force it to submit to me if it would mean I could grant our deepest wish. I would give Phobos a male because he out of all deserved it. He needed a male to love, he needed a family.

I hadn't told this to Phobos yet, I was supposed to get my heat two weeks ago but I didn't as Vůdce had informed me. She said I wouldn't be able to get my heat until next year which is quite upsetting because it would have aided me with higher chances of getting impregnated but I suppose Phobos and I need to wait until next year which I feel would undoubtedly arrive soon. Time seems to run on these lands.

Next month a new year commences and I am excited for Phobos and I have been together for two whole years now, which must surely be celebrated by us. He is not the type to mark anniversaries and such but I want to do so with him. This is a big thing for me he is my first and last relationship and I want to honour everything. Every stage and every new beginning of our bond.

"Are you sore?" He asks once more his moist pink lips caressing my mark whilst he continues to tour the rim of my hole with his finger not entering merely teasing me.

"Yes. But not too much."

"And here?" His left palm grasps my right fleshy ass cheek kneading it softly as I whimper erotically grinding my damp cunt onto his finger that continues to tantalise me. "Is it not swollen?"

I blush heavily as my dirty mind shoots forth images of me being bent over his knees whilst he punished me for disobedience. I had never thought I would gradually become addicted to his punishments but they are truly wicked and excite me in a way that I even look forward to them at times. A delectable mix of pleasure and pain has me mesmerized by my male's spell.

Phobos raises my ankle-length skirt baring the bouncy globes of my ass to his darkening eyes, his thumb strokes my flesh and I whimper out panting to his avid touch. "They are red, Theia. I can still see traces of my handprints." He murmurs his voice deepening as I swallow eagerly my chest heaving with sinful anticipation.

"It does not hurt," I whisper. When he spanks me it burns indeed but it is a kind of burn that has my thirsty pussy instantly moisten and my toes curl. Growing up father had never punished me this way even when I was the naughtiest pup out of all but this male of my mine does so with no hesitation rather he is quite keen to do so, he says it is how the males here correct their females. A pleasureful type of discipline one that I am shamelessly fascinated by.

"Why must you disobey me every chance you get, Theia?" He groans as I vigorously grind my ass against his swollen cock, his finger stops tracing the border of my opening instead it glides up my slippery pussy lips spreading them apart and I mewl needing him to thrust inside and fuck me with his fingers. My cunt can in no way swallow his penis at least for a little while more until my soreness fades yet I cannot resist this beast. I am always in need of him.

"Would you rather I submit to you at all times?"

"That is what a female must do with her male." He mutters huskily leaning forward to nip at my earlobe that has me giggle in response for it tickles and I feel him smiling down at me from behind. He likes it when I laugh.

"Yes, Alpha," I say seductively enjoying his reaction for his cock twitches and he hisses as if he were in pain, as though I am torturing him.

"Call me like that again, Svůdnice." My male grunts as his grip on my waist tighten whilst he leaves scorching humid kisses over the surface of my neck and I melt into him.

(Seductress)

"Alpha," I say unblushingly leaning my back against his panting chest lifting my head so I can meet his half-hooded sultry eyes that peer down with an undying fire. He snarls loudly and I beam up at him knowing he has fully succumbed to my temptation. I know my way with him and he is aware of this.

"You have me coiled around your finger, does it please you that you possess such power? A power that no other owns?" My moon blessed asks swirling me around to pick me up and anchor me over the counter. I part my legs welcoming the warmth of his body to press against my cold shivering being that is in need to be melted.

"Yes, it pleases me." I grin as he fixes his palms upon the timber on either of my sides to lean down towards my crimsoning face. He is too attractive for his own good, this is unfair.

I bind my legs around his waist yanking him to me in one solid tug and his eyes slightly widen by my actions as he tumbles into me with a startled grunt. Phobos raises his eyebrows at me his orbs narrowing as he settles his fiery palms over my uncovered thighs and sensually slips them up my skin towards my soggy panties evoking wicked goosebumps. "And who taught you to do that? To capture and cage your male like this?"

"I learnt from the best, I learnt from you."

"I have been too lenient with you, Drahá. You mustn't dominate me like this I will not allow it." Though it sounds as though he is serious I can see just how turned on he is with my legs bound around his waist and with his cock resting against my clothed pussy.

"Then what will you allow from me?" To my interested question, he bends towards my ear his tongue darting out his filthy mouth to lick the outer shell as he whispers his answer to me throatily that has the walls of my pussy clench.

"I will allow you to squeal and moan beneath me with my cock rammed in your tight cunt or your wet mouth."

"Phobos." I gasp my fingers holding onto his shirt whilst my cheeks burn wildly to his truth.

"You can act all high and mighty but at the end of the day you will always be my innocent queen who cannot listen to dirty talk without flushing." There is a slight upward tilt of his lips that has me narrow my eyes at him. He wants to show me just like I hold a certain power against him so does he with me. We are equal in this.

"You play unfair, Phobos." I flash my teeth to him and he chuckles.

"I never said I was a decent wolf. I play by my own rules." He says pleased with himself for he has shown me that no matter what Phobos can have me writhing beneath him panting and pleading in a matter of seconds.

"Stupid male," I mutter as his grin widens.

"But I am serious, Theia."

"About what?" I question with a tilt of my head lazily swinging my legs as he places his thumb over my lower lip fondly skimming his digit against the soft meat.

"I want to cum in your mouth. I want to be inside your mouth." There is this raging fire that sparks in his eyes for he is imagining it, the heat of my mouth with my lips secured around his cock. As though sensing my interest he unlocks his mind for me to see his thoughts and I wheeze scrambling away from him like a helpless lamb from a brutal beast for he brazenly shows me his desires. I am on my knees a shredded white dress dragged down to my waist my voluptuous breasts on display as Phobos....fucks my mouth.