Chapter 629 I Can't Forgive Myself

Wu Yuqing went to the palace to meet the saint overnight. Ji Xun and Su Mianyue knew that Wu Yuqing had a steady temperament and would not meet late at night without any important matters.

In addition to Biwu's residence in Wu Yuqing, Su Mianyue was worried about Biwu's current situation, so she also met Wu Yuqing, but she was not in a hurry to ask about Biwu. She believed that wu yuqing was the one who loved biwu the most in the world.

Wu Yuqing did not delay. After seeing the gift, he handed the blood letter to Ji Xun. After Ji Xun read it, he frowned and handed the letter to Su Mianyue. Su Mianyue also looked grave.

"Brother yi, are you sure this letter is authentic?" Su Mianyue asked matter-of-factly. She believed in Wu Yuqing's character, but she was also afraid that Wu Yuqing would be irrational because of his personal feelings.

"There are some hidden words in the letter that only Erbao and I know. I can be sure that this letter was written by Erbao." Wu Yuqing said solemnly. As for the possibility of his suspicions, he did not say anything, let alone say something he was not sure about in order to verify the authenticity.

The couple looked at each other and Ji Xun asked, "I will send someone to investigate this matter. Brother yi, don't act rashly so as not to fall into the enemy's trap." Ji Xun then added, "If the contents of the letter are true, I will do my best to assist Erbao. As for..."

Ji Xun had not yet thought of a solution to the problem of how to settle down these soldiers who had been killed for their country.

Su Mianyue opened his mouth and didn't know what to say. They knew the harm of the medicine man better than anyone else, especially when Wu Yuqing personally participated in the battle with the medicine man.

However, the attitude in Wu Erbao's letter had made it clear that he would rather die for his country than live in such agony, which fulfilled Wu Erbao's determination to be free and to do his duty. Although it was most beneficial to the court, it was impossible to speak to Su Mianyue in private.

Wu Yuqing had also carefully analyzed them on the way here, knowing that Su Mianyue and his wife's identity made it impossible for them to be merciful to Wu Erbao. They had blown up so many secret bases before, and they didn't know how many druggies they had killed, and no one could guarantee that there were no innocent people among those druggies who wanted to resist. But they had to cut the roots.

Now that Wu Erbao has become a medicine man, if we let Wu Erbao go, how can we face other medicine men with reason and patriotism?

Clenching his fists, Wu Yuqing could not say anything about killing his family. He had to change the subject and say, "Wu Yu' e is in my house. She wants to see her sister."

Ji Xun's eyes flashed with murderous intent, but Su Mianyue was deep in thought.

She did not have much interaction with Wu Yu' e and did not talk about the past.

But thinking that Wu Yu' e was part of that organization, Su Mianyue had already made up his mind and looked up at Ji Xun.

"I'll go with you after tomorrow morning." Ji Xun held Su Mianyue's hand, obviously thinking of this too.

"Okay." Su Mianyue nodded and smiled. She was not afraid that Wu Yu' e would use a dirty trick, but she still respected Ji Xun's meaning. She turned to Wu Yuqing and Su Mianyue asked, "Brother yi, is Biwu okay?"

Wu Yuqing's eyes hurt and she was silent for a while before saying, "Biwu is safe for the time being, but her mood is very unstable. Let her stay in General's Mansion for the time being these days. I will try my best to find some time to comfort her."

Su Mianyue frowned. Thinking of Biwu's avoidance of Wu Yuqing, he wanted to say that it was better to bring biwu back, but it was not easy to say that when he saw Wu Yuqing in pain, he had to say: "Biwu has suffered a lot before, and his thoughts are a little extreme. Please bear with brother yi. I will talk to Biwu after I leave tomorrow."

Wu Yuqing nodded and took his leave. There were only the couple in the room and the blood book on the table.

Ji Xun summoned the secret guard to check if there was anything wrong with the letter. After the secret guard left, Ji Xun wanted Su Mianyue to rest for a while, but he was not sleepy and wanted to deal with the music for a while.

Su Mianyue shook his head, "Let's go out for a walk. I can't sleep right now."

Ji Xun nodded and held Su Mianyue's hand. When he reached the door, he took a cloak to protect Su Mianyue from the cold. The couple strolled in the moonlight, giving a warm feeling even without words.

Ever since Ji Xingran was lost, the couple had no intention of romance anymore, and Su Mianyue's body became weak because of the depression in his heart. Ji Xun also had endless state affairs.

The couple walked aimlessly to the palace where Ji Xingran was. Ji Xun wanted to take Su Mianyue away so that she wouldn't be touched, but Su Mianyue insisted on going in.

"I'm afraid I won't be able to use this crib when my son comes back. He's almost three years old. He should be very tall." Su Mianyue held the crib and spoke softly, as if she could still see Ji Xingran giggling in the crib.

Ji Xun felt a pain in his heart, but his mouth cooperated, "Yes, my son has grown up since he was young. He should be able to speak a lot now."

"Well, after you left, he learned to call him father and can walk." Su Mianyue was immersed in memories. Even though Ji Xingran had been missing for more than a year, he could still remember his son's face and those funny things.

Ji Xun closed his eyes. As an emperor, he guarded the territory and worked hard for the country and the people. He did not regret that he failed to protect his son and upset his wife, so he was not a qualified man.

"Yu..." Su Mianyue turned around and caught Ji Xun's expression in his eyes. Tears welled up in his eyes. "It's not our fault about our son. Even if you do it again, you will still go on the road, and I will still spend most of my time dealing with state affairs. I can't forgive myself for not being by his side when my son was in trouble. What was even more unforgivable was that most of the reason his son was taken away was because of him. As parents, you and I are indeed negligent, but you and I are not just parents. As the queen of the Yan Country, there are many things that we can't help but do."

"My son will come back safe and sound." Ji Xun's eyes were red, and he held Su Mianyue tightly in his arms and promised her.

"Yes, I know." Su Mianyue took a deep breath and nodded in Ji Xun's arms, "Yu, there's something I haven't told you. Now listen to me."

"Okay," Ji Xun nodded.

"Does Yu still remember the ancient emperor?" Su Mianyue opened his mouth softly. After receiving Ji Xun's answer, he continued, "Faang Yuanh should be the descendant of the great emperor. He appeared and protected me because I could help him save the great emperor. However, he did not say what role I could play. The mysterious man was also one of the keys to saving the great emperor. When Faang Yuanh told me this, he promised me that he would protect our family, but he never showed up after all this time. I suspect he has been in trouble, so I'm not sure what kind of crisis we're going to face. The only thing I can be sure of is that my son won't be in danger of life. As long as I'm still useful."

"Yue!" Ji Xun exclaimed. He had no idea that Su Mianyue was in such great danger.